more vibes with the song "sex on fire" by kings of Leon's.

He fucked me roughly while my sweaty face
was pressed against the cold window from his breathtaking LA apartment. Some strands of my hair sticked against on my forehead but I didn't mind. I already knew that this sex would be the sex of my life, in a height of 100 metres height above the lights Los Angeles'. If someone would take a closer look at the 30th floor, they would have seen us, two gorgeous men on their trip to the Nirwana.

Louis was like a drug for me, my body screamed for his touch. "Oh sweetheart we'll stay up all night. I want to hear you scream my name desperately when you come. I want that everybody outside there will see your cum spit against the window pane. I wanna make you happy. Let us be free, even if it's only for this unbelievable night, Harry.", Louis whispered empathetically and with shiny eyes in my left ear.

I moaned uncontrollably and felt myself getting pushed closer to the edge. I was his, my mind, my body, my love, all of it. I trusted him with life and so did he. I've never felt more alive in my entire life and I haven't felt more free before. "Louis. I love you with all my heart.", that was all I could say. I was too focused on our constant rhythm, his dick hit with every thrust my burning prostate and gave goosebumps.

I was so fucking close. But he understood me immediately, actually he had never misunderstood me. We often communicate without any words. He will always be a part of me and I truly couldn't imagine living without him. My life would loose all its colours and pleasures. When we're together, there's no Harry or Louis. Just us and our undying love. We're a completely new person. We are free.

"Harry, love.", He said with one last effort, but still softly. "Come."

That was enough for me, the final push over the edge. As he predicted, I unloaded my red pulsing cock all over the window. I only noticed with half of my consciousness that Louis came deep in me and filled me up with his love. My own orgasm dashed over me like the waves on a windy day in December over the cold wet beach.

My mind left my body yet not in a terrifying way. It was the most peaceful thing that ever ever happened to me. I tried to open my eyes but the light around me was too bright. It didn't make me feel uncomfortable though, I felt totally safe like a unborn child in their mothers belly. As I slowly let my gaze travel, I made out the outline of a person. Who was it? Then I recognised Louis my boo bear. My boyfriend since several years. The love of my life.

"Lou!", I shouted surprised. I'm not sure if I really said his name out loud, maybe I just called him in my thoughts. But I was currently deep in my thoughts. Mhm, anyways.

"Darling. You need to come back. Open your eyes for me." Carefully he took my hand. „Come back to me." With all willpower that I could require, I opened my eyes. And saw a smiling Louis holding my hand. „Finally! I thought you were dead...imagine the headlines in our newspapers: 'DEATH THROUGH ROUGH GAY SEX.' No seriously, I'm glad that you're back."

I could hear the relief in his voice. "Yeah. Yeah I am.", I confirmed softly, even if I wasn't completely honest, because I left all my worries and the stress of the last months at the heavenly place. I wasn't sure if I would ever come back there and honestly it wasn't necessary. Maybe it was time to move on and go through life a little bit less tense and worried. To let things happen and come my way unexpectedly.

I wanted to live in the present moment. With Lou and all his irreplaceable things. Nothing could separate the two of us and I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. The truth hit me like Louis spanked me during several sex. „Love are you sure that you're okay?" Louis asked me with a caring undertone.

"Louis."

"Harry.", he replied expectantly. „Look me in the eyes, please." I wanted to give my unprepared proposal at least a bit of romantic. Whenever I've secretly imagined our wedding proposal before, I thought it would be more planned, with definitely more clothes and not completely naked.

Still, it had to work that way. Everything in me screamed that now was the right moment.

"Louis, my love. I've loved you since I was sixteen and you're my beloved boyfriend since over four years. These four years were the best years of my life, even if on some days we stuck in really dark places. Often enough I've thought I would never feel the light and happiness again until I realised that you are my sun. My anchor in the storm, my comfort place, but especially my soulmate. I love you so much that my chest hurts sometimes. This was never the way I thought I'd go on my knees, even without a ring.", I chuckled.

„When I was at this bright place after this unforgettable nicht with you, the sex of my life I understood that my love for you is more than a ring, a piece of paper or sex. I never want to loose you and I wanna spend the rest of my days with you."

I took a shaky breath. „Louis William Tomlinson, will you marry me?"

It was out. I did it. I was scared, of course. What if he would deny? But then I saw the tears running down his cheeks and he was so golden. Like an angel. My angel.

"Yes....yes of course I will!", finally Lou shouted. I've never seen him smiling brighter. He pulled me to his chest and we were hugging each other until we fell in a deep, dreamless sleep.