Ha I'm so unmotivated anyways uh y'all want a part 2?- trash author

Lance pov-
I've made people into home and ended up homeless. It happens often because of my naturally clingy nature.

I've made friends, family, even lovers into a safe happy place but they all leave.

My mama,papa, all my siblings left me when I was 4. I don't understand why they did but then I found a home at age 5 it wasn't the best, being hit for small mistakes but it was usually my fault anyways so it's fine I guess.

I made them home and they left when I was 6. They just kinda... disappeared. I don't know how. Then after that a couple of months I found a home again now this home was the worst but that because I mess up too much. I don't really know if you'll understand but we had a schedule to follow.

It was me and a girl, she seemed around 11. Wake up at 5 am, shower(15 mins) , eat(15 mins), dress (20 mins), then brush our hair and teeth (10 mins). By 6 we had to be out learning to shoot and kill people by books and shit. Our school started at 8 am so until then we learned to kill and such. When we came home we exercised for 7 hours and did training. If we messed up the schedule in anyway we were hit by our master. (ITS NOT KINKY I SWEAR!)

So yeah we eventually became good enough to do missions and I lived like that for around 4 years (when I was 10 1/4 or so ) until I had to move to the galaxy garrison for a mission to kill some scientist dude. I had to act all happy, and "mess up" a lot even though I had learned all of it already. Since I had never used my real name with people I used that.

.Lance Mcclain.

I met friends who all got annoyed by me and left. I dated a couple of people and guess what! They left as well so I decided that I wouldn't make anyone home but that really failed. I never told anyone they were my home I just kinda knew I guess?

Then I met hunk and pidge. Oh my god let me just tell you about them real quick because they are the best people ever excluding/including the ones I haven't said yet

So there's pidge. She's a short girl a bit younger than me. She's very adorable but is kinda a hermit. She has a absolute love for technology and plants. She can be quite sarcastic and rude but She hangs out with me and hunk anyways, I love her, she's a nice home.

On that note there's hunk. How do I even start on him? He's really smart and kind and talented and wow. He's my best friend and I love him. He's really good at baking and could probably beat Gordon Ramsay! He works his hardest to make people feel better.

We were the garrison trio until now. So maybe a year or so ago I made hunk come with me to hangout and we ran into pidge after that. There was a huge ship thing with general officials and stuff, pidge somehow hacked into the cameras and found they had someone I knew quite well.

My shortest home, Takishi Shirogane, aka shiro. When I was around 10 1/4 and I had moved here he took care of me along with his best friend, Adam. Then he left for kurburos when I was 10 1/2 and Adam was always stressed so I decided to leave. I didn't want him stressing, he was too good to stress.

Anyways back to the topic. I'm sure you all knows how this goes my "opponent/rival" Keith shows up snatches shiro I go acting like a dumbass as always you know same old, same old.

Anyways we ended up in space, so yeah. I don't really know why I decided on being so loud and "dumb" in the garrison, like tf was I thinking that shits annoying. Also we got team training today and I don't wanna go because your bitch is tired ya know?

Anyways I know if I don't I'll be forced to wash their clothes and they're some dirty hoes so nah. When I walk in they're all already listening to allura about the exercise.

"So, shiro and I were talking and he said he felt like he was supposed to remember something that he pushed back very far into his memory but it wasn't coming to him so today we're gonna "record" your most important memories or at least a symbolical representation of them, if you're really trying to not have those memories known about, then present them to everyone so we can talk about it" explains allura in that high pitched voice making me wanna laugh.

Wait, that mean they'll learn I was switched hella times. Oh no.

~time skip to shiros and lances memories~ shiro pov~

Everyone has gone now it's me and lance left, he keeps acting anxious and nervous about something. I'm lowkey mad abt it because you know he's the one with the mostly perfect life besides this whole Voltron thing but it's aight ig. Anyways they get ready to start playing lances tape when he askes if we can discuss it after we discuss mine, we all get a bit agitated but say yes anyways not wanting to hurt our teamwork or whatever.

His starts and all we see is multiple people like 40 or so go by and disappear. We see guns pass quickly and make a loud bang flying into an black silhouette's head.

As if on cue colors, matching to our lions or favorite color in allura and corans case, fly out of the wound mine going first then a blue. It reminded me of Adam he was always covered in it or had some sort of blue accessory. Then a yellow, red,and green. Then pink and orange. They flowed down slowly in a sickeningly beautiful way. Then they fell into a dark deep blue almost midnight blue but with more purple. The bright colors over powered the blue and I felt suffocated. Then the colors made way for something.

A mask, decorated in black rose petals falling from the eyes. The same captivating blue that was so easily pushed aside was the base color. It has a crack, a small one but it was there. Then the screen turned black, it was over.

When I looked around I saw everyone looking confused, everyone but lance which was to be expected.
"Uh lets go into shiros I guess?" Stated coran very confused. Everyone nodded slowly

~~shiros' memory~~
"AdAm LoOK aT tHiS RiGhT nOw" I heard my voice yell out. I see Adam running up then gasping. When I finally look down I see a little boy, scrawnier then anywhere near healthy, bruised, cut up, and just seemed empty. His brown hair was messy yet so so beautiful. He was a beautiful boy. His eyes seem so dull yet such a beautiful dark blue, unlike anything I've ever seen. His long thick lashes seemed to top everything on his eye off. His skin looked healthy although dirty from walking (I think).

"Hey, what's your name?" I asked in a soft voice. He seemed shocked, but processed the question.
"Ah, my name is... lance Mcclain." He said slowly still cautious of me and Adam.

"Hm, takishi, mind getting him some water and food?" Adam asks me. I nod knowing he'll probably work his Magic with kids.

I get him ice water, a coat, some food, and a wet rag so I can clean his face off. When I get out lance and Adam are hugging while lance cry's. I rush over and join the hug, running my hand through lances hair. I finally start feeling him stop crying so I move Adam a bit.

"Hey, sweetie, may I wash your face, and please eat some. Also here's a coat because it's cold and all you have it that flimsy shirt." I say handing him my green coat. (You know what jacket I'm talking about, ayeeee) he puts it on and it's quite big but that's expected.

-end of memory- Still shiro pov-

What? Just¿ Happened?

That boy was obviously lance like he looked just like him (obviously). I don't understand why he was there though, he was raised in Cuba with his huge ass family, he shouldn't have been near the garrison yet. I look around and everyone seems to be having similar reactions. Lance just seems surprised, dunno why.

"uh so I don't really know the context of this, I think you do though lance so explain yours then explain that" I say shakily. Lance seems scared, but starts explaining anyways.

"Ok so, uh how do I say this, um so Imaynotactuallybefromahugefamilythatlovesme??" He rushes out quickly. We all process what he said then all hell breaks loose. Everyone's yelling and lance is almost crying. I go over and embrace him, playing with his hair.

He starts sniffing and then he cracks and the sobs echo through the room.this stops everyone immediately, lance never cry's, like ever. He mumbles something to me, leaning close to my ear. The closeness makes me blush but I couldn't hear him so I asked him to speak up. All he says is "I'm sorry" and my heart feels heavy.