teehee I like dis song so we gonna make it ~klance~ bc idk the people it's referring to, also should I do more song kind of ones bc I rlly like doing them but if it's something you guys don't enjoy than yeah.
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:keith pov:
     you see there's something so strange about liking someone. being in awe of them but also never being able to touch them, never being able to openly express it without fear of rejection.
      watching lance do anything is just amazing. the way his movements are so fluid during training, the way he slips into his own world during meal times, his adorable freckles,  everything about him is so amazing. I try and tell him, but it's in a dumb little retort, seeming to be mean but if you analyze you'll see my intention.
      though since we've gotten stuck on this ship and I spend almost everyday with him, he seems to be,,,,,, different? I don't know how to put it but at first he seemed like everything would just bounce right off. our silly fights doing nothing but fueling the fire in him. now, it feels like even the simplest of things completely destroys his mood.
      to me he is very special, he perseveres no matter what, even if he complains about it. he puts his best into everything, he never lets me down. I really do adore him. I want to tell him just how much he means to me, but talking isn't exactly my strong suit. maybe a letter?
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:lance pov: 
       training just finished, today was especially harsh. once we were done, everyone quickly ran to their rooms. I was no exception to this, mostly because I didn't want allura, Keith, or shiro to scold me. I don't think I could take it right now. definitely not from Keith,  you see i've developed somewhat of a crush on him sadly.  now u may be thinking "lance why's that a bad thing" and other than the fact that he would literally never like me back because I'm ✨✨ useless ✨✨
is that I have a feeling that he has someone be likes. I can't explain it but he has the vibe of someone falling in love. maybe allura?
      I don't know he's just so special to me you know? I hide it with that shitty "rivalry" thing but he really does matter to me. I never want him to leave my side, I wish he would just stay with me forever. I don't know I just really really want him to hold me, call me pretty maybe? but alas that is not possible.
     anyways so I should probably watch where I'm going because I almost rammed my whole ass body into my door. as I enter I need something on my bed. a piece of paper.
      I start reading  "lance, what's up? gah this is weird, it's weird right? anyways I'm writing this because I like you, like romantically or whatever. I'm not expecting an answer or anything I just want you to know because it felt too hard to keep in anymore. you might be wondering why, right?" of course I am, how could I not. neways back to the letter " so basically, to me you're very important. you are almost untouchable in a sense. you're so amazing, although slightly stubborn at times. I love the way you look when you concentrate. you tend to rub your own hair, like a lover would. your looks weirdly cool when you train, and don't get me started on the freckles. you're just cool I guess. God I'm bad at this even when writing. I don't know, you're just so good. uh yeah. so I like you, it's b cool if you liked me back but im pretty sure u don't so uh yeah bye bye- keith"
????!??!?wtf!?!?!??!? keith kogane, THE Keith kogane, likes me back? why? I immediately go to his room. I knock hard on the door. "KEITH OPEN THE DOOR RIGHT NOW" I say. I hear shuffling from inside and Keith meekly opens the door, barely peeking his head through. I can tell he's nervous, but he lets me in anyways. I sit on his bed while he stands off to the side.   
   "so uh, I'm guessing you read it?" he said, shuffling his feet. I nod.
I have to think for a moment before proceeding
    "you know I always thought I might be bad" I say, then sigh. "now I'm sure that it's true, cause I think you're so good" I look down with tears forming in my eyes, "and I'm nothing like you"  the tears letting themselves run freely down my face.
      when I look up keith is just staring. of course what else do I expect, I continue anyways, looking back down. "look at you go, I just adore you" I say with a smile. he comes and sits next to me hesitantly. "I wish I knew why you think I'm so special" my voice cracks in weird places, slightly had to talk, my throat feeling like it's closing.  he immediately grabs my hand, startling me. even in times like this he's cooler than me.
       "lance, you're so much more than you think." he says softly. I keep looking down, for no reason other than what I want to  describe as self preservation. I know if I look up he'll see how weak I am and leave. but apparently he has other plans because he lifts my chin so that I'm looking at him, he studies me for a second before hugging me. I hug back, and we just stay like that for a bit, an unofficial way of confirming it's mutual.
       why is it happening like this? why does he like me? I'm nothing but a clumsy, ugly, annoying piece of shit. this isn't how it should happen. it has to be a joke, right? but as Keith run his hands gentlely trough my hair, I can't help but feel that maybe it is?