HAHA LOOK AT ME BEING PRODUCTIVE AND WRITING A PART TWO

ITS BC I CRAVE VALIDATION FROM THE COMMENTS 

ALSO NO PROOFREAD

tw: mentions of suicide, um, stuff like that? more like hints but tsill, stay safe kiddos and drink ur water x

John's POV

"Hey sweetheart-"

"Don't call me that."

"Whatcha doing?"

I sigh and look up at him, "Currently trying to avoid you." I give him a fake sweet smile.

"Aw, you're so mean to be baby."

"Ew that was... gross."

He giggles and then smiles at me, leaning on the desk with his head in his hands. "C'mon doll, ask me out. I know you want to."

"Ok... get out."

He pouts and sighs slightly, standing up. But he doesn't leave me alone, and instead sits on the table, swinging his feet.

I look up at him from my phone, raising an eyebrow. He leans in and I pull my phone away. I don't want him knowing my socials. Ew.

"What is this obsession with me? You knock my teeth out and now you wont leave me alone." I hiss and he simply grins at me.

"What can I say, fear is a powerful aphrodisiac." (get this refence and i am marrying u idc what country ur from we're legally married)

I smirk and stand up, towering over him. "So you're scared of me?" I whisper, leaning in. He goes bright red and starts stuttering and looks away. 

I laugh and step backwards, "I'm only joking." But I look him up and down quickly. Is her sacred of me? Really? That's pathetic. 

I mean I did break one of his friends nose's but still. 

That's stupid. But funny.

Ha.

I grab my bag, and sigh, swinging it over my shoulder. 

"Leaving so soon?" He asks with this weird sweetness in his voice. 

"Yes. Even think about following me and I'll break your nose too." I say, walking out of the library. 

time skip brought you by........... uh, gay? yes

I knock on Maria's door and when she opens it a few seconds later I fling myself dramatically in her arms. "Maria its not fair."

She yelps and catches me, and scowls. "How do you know I don't have a girl over?"

I give her a pointed look. She is actually slightly more hopeless than me in the love department.

"Touché."

She pushes me to my fight while I protest. 

I put down my bag and go over to her room, where I flop onto the bed and groan into her pillow. I treat Maria's apartment like my own, and she doesn't care. I've known her forever, and I'm at hers more than I'm at home.

"What's wrong?" She asks, sitting on the opposite end of the bed. I roll over and sigh.

"He wont leave me alone."

"He likes you." She shrugs.

"But in this weird fuckboi way. I counted how many times he called me a pet name, it was 126. What the fuck? I don't even have any classes with him today. Why don't you go to my school?"

"First of, that's cute, second of all your school is fucked, it gave you a two hour detention because you punched someone who called you a fag."

"Its not cute, and fair. I did jump out a window though. That was badass."

"I'm sure it was."

"You don't sound like it."

"Well it's not the first time you've jumped from a-"

"SHUT UP!"

Alex's POV

I'm scrolling through John's Instagram because I'm fucking sly and John isn't as smart as he thinks he is.

I'm genuinely about a year in, and if I like anything I'm actually fucked. He nearly caught on earlier. He is actually scary as fuck. 

He knocked Thomas's nose of his skull. 

Like genuinely. 

Scary.

And hot.

One of his posts seem to catch my attention. He labelled it "photo dump homos" and it's him in a hospital..?

The first is just a selfie, of him doing the awkward peace sign. He may look like shit but still sexy as fuck. Am I allowed to say that?

Is that an ok thing to say?

I hope so.

The rest are videos, mostly short. 

The first has the girl on that he saw on the day of our detention, I don't know her name. 

"Can I unplug this and charge my phone?"

"mARIA THATS ACTUALLY MY LIFE SUPPORT-"

I giggle, though I'm not sure I should. Is it bad to laugh?

The second is dark, I'm assuming its at night, and its quiet. Its him walking down a hall way, stifling a a giggle then he gets to place where you can hear...noises. He presses a hand to his mouth to stop form laughing. The words "WHO THE FUCK IS GETTING LAID IN THE ICU HELP-" are across the screen. 

I laugh again, and then fuck up.

I like the post.

I immediately unlike it and then scream and throw my phone across the room. Fucking c'mon Alex! What was that?

I walk slowly across the room and pick it up, and see a dm from him. I scream again.

Fuck.

John's POV

"MARIA-"

"Chill its not that bad."

"It was the fucking hospital one. he doesn't need to know about my trauma man!"

"Yeah but it was a funny one."

"So?"

SirThatsMyEmotionalSupportTrauma: alex wtf

HamSandwich: oh hey bbg

SirThatsMyEmotionalSupportTrauma: ew

SirThatsMyEmotionalSupportTrauma: dont do that

HamSandwich: do what peaches

SirThatsMyEmotionalSupportTrauma: that

HamSandwich: idk what ur talking about doll

SirThatsMyEmotionalSupportTrauma: gross

HamSandwich: ur cute

SirThatsMyEmotionalSupportTrauma: thank you... ?

HamSandwich: why the ?

SirThatsMyEmotionalSupportTrauma: bc u dont normally compliment me, u call me weird pet names 

HamSandwich: i wouldnt call them weird

SirThatsMyEmotionalSupportTrauma: i would

It then hits me, like a mother fucking truck. Oh fuck.

Though I say I want him to leave me alone, how would I feel if he did? I would miss him.

Which inevitably means...

No matter how much I pretend I don't

I like him.

I like

Alexander

Fucking 

Hamilton.

"Oh shit."

LMFAO LOOK AT ME BEING CONSISTANT 

ANYGAY ME AND MY BESTIE SAW A GUY WITHOUT HIS SHIRT ON TODAY AND SPENT THE NEXT *INSERT THE MAOUNT OF TIME IT TOOK FOR THE BUS TO COME* TALKING BAT HOW GROSS IT IS AND HOW GAY WE ARE

ALSO

idk bye ily guys