i j wanted to write about their first kiss, so ignore the plot holes plz

no backstory to this, shut up

Alex's POV

I walk through the silent halls, my footsteps echoing down them, when I suddenly spotted John at the other end.

"Hi," I greet to him when he gets nearer. 

"Oh, hey." He replies, stopping to talk to me.

I wouldn't say we were that close but we weren't strangers. 

"Why are you still in school?" I ask.

"Detention," He says smoothly, "And you?"

"Debate club," I reply, slightly concerned about how nonchalantly he said it, like it was just a part of his routine. "Kicked Jefferson's ass."

"Good, he's a dick."

"Why did you have detention?"

He looks down for a second before just smiling and winking. I raise my eyebrows at him, and he shifts slightly.

"Well, I may have just, um accidently, punched a guy... in the nose... and then have broken said nose."

"Oh my god," I giggle, "So just accidently, yeah?"

"Completely," He grins.

It was only then when I realised how close we were. Incidentally, we had leaned in closer together, until there was a few matter of centimetres between us. My breath hitches slightly as his gaze falls on my lips. Time seems to slow as he leans in, his lips finally brushing mine. I gasp slightly, and he pulls away.

"Oh god, I'm sorry I don't know where that came from-" He whispers, looking down and avoiding my eyes.

I cut him off by pulling him back into a kiss. My arms wrapping around his neck.

"Don't apologise," I whisper as his arms snake around my waist.

ok then im done with that one

and im doing another one

i have decided after some not really careful thinking that when i die i shall not be meeting anyone who ever got mentioned in hamilton anywhere due to the things i have read and or written

right next one

Alex's POV again

"-oh my god I'm so useless, Lex, literally that's like the fifth time I've been rejected! I am so hopeless ughhh I'm doomed!" 

I sit back patiently and listen to my crush and best friend rant to me about his love life. I'd been best friends with John for about forever, and had had a crush on him for about forever. Well actually more like two years. And the thing is he's totally oblivious to it. Like he's verging on cartoon style blindness. The amount of times I'd tried and he'd pretty much friend zoned me. Well, at least we're not total strangers.

"John it's not so bad." I dismiss. 

"Not so bad?" He says, sitting up form where he had thrown himself back on my bed. "Not so bad?! Alex you've never even liked someone! This is like the fifth time, I'm hopeless and incapable of being loved, obviously. Ughh I'm-"

I cut him off quickly by pressing my lips to his. I mean, I saw my chance and I took it. It was short, but I had finally done it, after ages of waiting and hoping to hype myself up to it. His lips were soft, like I had always imagined. I pull away slowly.

I'm unable to meet his eyes, so I look down and say as smoothly as I can "Says who?" 

He gasps slightly, "Oh. Oh my god Lexi, I uh, oh my god."

Oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck did I fuck it up oh no.

"Yeah..." I whisper slowly. 

I finally look back up at him and meet his eyes.

"I'm sorry," He whispers, and I frown, confused.

He kisses me, and I smile, kissing him back. My hand gently cups his cheek, tucking a stand of hair behind his ear.

WELP I HAVE A BOOK TO WORK ON

ALSO happy valentines day ig