John heard a knock at the door. He went to open it. It was Alexander Hamilton. He stared up at Alex. 

"Laurens. I have to speak with you." Alexander blew away a bang hanging in front of his face. 

John nodded, "come in...." he motioned him over with a flick of the wrist. Alexander hung his blue coat before sitting on the couch. John sat beside him.

"So... I came to you because I need you to come help out with the war." Hamilton got nervous so he blurted out," if you want you don't have to." 

John looked over his shoulder to a desk he was writing at. How could he turn this down? He nodded vigorously. 

"Great. Lafayette is coming but Hercules couldn't make it so I was hoping you would. Um, meet us at the Hudson River at tomorrow approximately seven am.  If not, I understand."  He got up. 

"Sure. Sure, I'll be there." Laurens told him. Why is it so awkward? 

Alexander gave a brief nod before getting his coat and left.

Laurens sighed. If I didn't hook up with him, it wouldn't have been awkward. I regret that. He got a bowl of rice and ate it quietly. Now i must return to my essay...

Me and my friends were at a bar. That's when Alexander came. He seemed odd at first but we became friends shortly after. I introduced him to Hercules  Mulligan, and Lafayette whatever the heck. He told us of ideas he had plans to have freedom from unfair taxes, and slavery. We sided with him. I fell in love with him the day we met. Is that wrong? Yes. It was wrong. I knew that if  we ever loved each other it would not go as plan. Alexander loves women. If I were being honest, I have no feelings to either gender until I met Alexander and that changed my life. 

So I decided that I was going to keep this feeling a secret. Until, Alexander became Washington's Right hand man. We were brought to war. That's when I had a dispute. The Britain soldier shot my arm. Alexander rushed to my aid and puts a bandage and some water. I don't really know but he really did help it recover. When I actually confessed my feelings.....

Laurens sighed. He was  about to rip the page out and throw it away when he heard a knock at the door. He got up and opened it. It was Alexander. 

"Fancy meeting you here." John laughed.

Alexander smiled. "John... second time... the war got cancelled I just thought I'd let you know... anyways,"

John tilted his head. There's more?

"I thought if I could stay over... I got locked out of my house. And I need to concur that if you don't want me here I'd leave." He said turning to leave.

John grabs his hand. "Wait!" He gives a sigh of relief. "You can stay." 

Alexander weakly smiles. "You don't mind? John. I'm asking too much." 

"No! You're not.. I just need company." He looked away. "Let's talk inside." He led Alexander in. 

Alexander sat on his couch. "So.. first things first.. Eliza and I are getting married."

John held his breath. "You are?"

Alexander nodded. "Second, I need a place to stay. Until I marry Eliza I'd have to live with her. If you wouldn't mind to allow me here for like a week maybe?"

John felt his heart shatter. "S-sure. Of of of... course." His voice cracked. He was on the verge of tears. He loved Alex. To hear that he's marrying a woman makes his heart break. 

"Thank you Laurens!" He hugged the man tightly. "You're the best."

Laurens gave a light blush. "I know." Laurens smugly replied. 

"So..." he said awkwardly rubbing the back of his neck. 

"You can sleep on the couch if you'd like." John smiled warmly.

"Haha, very funny." John sarcastically laughed. 

Alex smiled. "It looks like you." He held up a horrible drawing.

"No! It looks like I got the chicken pox. I only got freckles on my cheeks!"  

"How many freckles do you got exactly?" He said poking a freckle.  

John blushed, "A lot?" 

Alex noticed John blushing. "Your freckles pop out more when you blush." He smirked.

"So you've noticed it too?" John asked. 

"Mhm." Alex smiled softly looking away. John awkwardly sat there silently. "So, you've got a nice house." 

John nodded. "Yeah... my father bought it for me. Just say he doesn't like me. He thinks I'm weird."

"How come? If you don't mind me asking." He curiously gazed at him.

"Well.. I once found a letter in my fathers drawer. It said that I am ... asexual. That I don't have any attraction to any gender. But I do. Only one person." He admitted.

"Oh.. that can't be true then. You know yourself better than anyone. You are you." Alex said trying to convince him. 

John hesitated before yelling out. But the anger got the better of him. "I love you! Only you!" He shouted irritated that he hasn't caught on.

"Me?" He replied dumbfounded.

"Yes! Haven't you noticed? Or is your self-esteem to high for me?" He felt hot tears roll down his cheek. 

"N-no." He stuttered.

"Did you think you could just hook up with someone just to please yourself?" The anger was controlling him and he couldn't calm down.

Alex felt his eyes clouding with tears. "No! That was a mistake. I never meant for it to happen."

"Oh? So I was a mistake?" He growled. 

"No! I truly love you."

"Sure! You're getting married with Eliza." John spat.

"Yes, but please understand! It's only for money..."

"For money?" He felt his voice get into a high pitch. 

"Yes...I promise that I will always love you.." Alex closed his eyes. 

"It's wrong Alexander. You know It."

"But I love you." Alex felt his eyes burning holding back tears.

"I love you too but ... you're already getting married to her in two weeks."

Alexander screwed his eyes shut. "Yeah...but I'll be with you secretly." 

John wanted to do anything to ease the pain. He swiftly got up and kissed him passionately. 

Alex widened his eyes and blushed. He relaxed and kissed him back. John asked permission to enter his mouth. Alex nodded it turned to a heated make out session.

Suddenly, John parted to be able to breath. He gasped for air. "Fuck.. that was hot."

Alexander smiled. "Yeah.." he blushed. 

"I guess we can secretly be together." John smirked. "So... you want to sleep on the couch or on the bed?" 

"With you!" Alexander kissed him briefly. "Boyfriend."