I woke up to not see laf by my side but an empty stop I felt  shiver go threw me,"Shut up she's awake!" I groaned,"Think she's cold?" it was hamilton,"Ill lie next to her.' "nah dude if you laf will beat  you up." "true." I groaned and sat up I was in my uniform still my hair sticking out as I opened my eyes I moaned as I fully woke and got out of bed,"so.." I fixed my hair and straightened my back and smiled and went mute like I usually do,"Why do you go mute? you have a charming voice." I kept walking until I saw Lee I hung my head down. He noticed me or else he wouldn't have tripped me,"HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!" He pointed at me and laughed  I stood up and cleaned my face off with my hand,"Mud?" I brushed it all off,"HHAHH! LOSE!" he acted like a small child,"Back off lee!" I had a tone that would put any man in his place he snarled and sulked of I walked back into my tent and changed and walked back out I shoved Lee out of my way and tripped him he fell into the mud I smirked as he cussed at me he whispered something in my ear that shattered my heart,"Weak, useless, their dead because of you." I faced him and stared into his eyes,"let me spell it out for you t.h.e.i.r.d.e.a.d.b.e.c.a.u.s.e.o.f.y.o.u." Washington walked past us hearing those words he stopped,"lee? what are you doing?" I was a strong young lady so i held my ground with a straight face he ripped my necklace of my family and chucked it into the forest into a bush I rushed over but Madison grabbed me and Burr grabbed the necklace and snapped it into two they all laughed at me I soon stopped struggling as he dropped it and stomped on in they let me fall onto my knees I refused to touch it,"LEE BURR MADISON MY TENT KNOW!" I held the tears back as i picked it up and unfolded the picture of my family I stood up and noticed some men round me I  cleared my thoughts and crammed it into my pocked and walked into the forest,"Keep calm." I said as soon as i was deep enough. I punched a tree and let all my anger out I soon slouched down and began to cry I heard my friends voices walking to the bar. I looked down to see a blue bird tilting its head curiously I put my pointer finger and he perched himself on in,"IIw blue une couleur..Ses comme le ciel, alors pourquoi peu bleu vous etes icibas et pas tres haut dans le ciel on vol ou perche sur une branche?" I asked it in french it flapped its wing in response and noticed that its wing was bent out of shape,"Ohhh you cant fly?" it flapped its wings in response,"Me amour what are you doing in the forest alone?" I realized I was hugging my knees with bloody knuckles with a little blue bird perched on my finger my face stained with tears and a face of heart break,"And then he just-" It was Alex and everyone else they must have taken the short cut,"(Y/N) what are you doing?" I closed my eyes and exhaled and stood up the bird still on my hand so i set it on my shoulder,"None of your concern." I had snapped at him I narrowed my eyes and started to walk but lafayette put his arm in front of my blocking my way I looked up at him I was 2 years older then him but he was taller then my,"Move. your. arm." I said threw my teeth my eyes narrowed I looked like a wolf about to get into a fight,"Tell us why your so mad." I have never had anyone worry or even care about like they did I was the oldest of 4 and but three but none of them ever cared for me so I held my position and clenched my fists and shoved his arm away,"I don't need to tell you." I wanted to tell them but my feet wouldn't stop walking. I yearned to tell them but I kept walking.