I'm falling apart in every step
Loosing pieces in all the cracks
Because when I hold him
Sometimes he doesn't hold me back.

I'm closing my eyes around him
More than I do when I sleep
Trying to make sure I can feel everything deeply
Because when he leaves me to the midnight
I can't remember the way the sunshine with him felt.

And I can't breathe for this first time because I said I loved someone
And they said they loved me.
And I thought love was supposed to fill the expanding void in my chest
Not create another.