Lisa is probably hands down one of the worst cook I have seen my whole life. She isn't as bad and Taehyung but she's close. We made ramen and spicy rice cake. It wouldn't be so bad if she knew measurements, like 4 tablespoons of chili paste, I assume she knew we had measurements utensils for those, but instead she use a regular spoon. Another thing she did wrong was instead of using sugar, she added salt, I guess it was my fault for not telling her to check which is salt or or sugar.

So as we sat down to eat, Lisa eyes welded with pride as she stare at the meal she made. I felt terrible so I couldn't tell her it was too salty and spicy. She was about to take a bite, I wanted to stop her from eating but it was too late.

Her eyes widened as look straight at me. She automatically spit the food out.

"What the hell was that?" She grabbed her water and chugged down her drink. She was looking at me as if I was crazy. "How can you eat that?"

Before I could reply, Taehyung finally came back in and notices the food.

"Yay! I'm starving." He grab my bowl and took a bite.

Just like I tried with Lisa, I couldn't stop Taehyung before. And just like that he spit it out.

"Eww, what the fuck was that?" He went to the kitchen and grab a bottle of water and chugging it down.

My eyes went to Lisa, she was staring at the food with a small pout.

"It was your first time. You will do better next time." I tell her.

Her eyes look up at me. She rolls her eyes, "You are an awful liar."

I shrug my shoulders, "I took down a bit without gagging. I think I convince you that you did good."

Lisa stood from her chair, "I am going to order Togo." She storms out of my house.

Taehyung was standing there at the door of the kitchen looking at me. "What's that about?"

I stood from my chair and walk into the kitchen and grab a bag of chips, "I don't know what you mean?"

"You are the most patient guy I know. That's was the first in a long time, I have seen you snap at someone, especially a girl."

I sign out, "I was trying to be nice but like always she has something to say back."

Taehyung chuckles, "She is definitely different from her brother."

I shrug my shoulders, "I mean yeah, but I can see the similarities." Taehyung finally faces me with a confuse look. "Yes she has a temper, but I can see the determination in her eyes. Like the cooking for instance, she's is obviously horrible at it but she gave it her all."

"At least Nickhun had his fun moments." Tae tells me.

"Lisa does too." Again Tae gives me a confuse look. "Well at the theme park, she was fun. Her laugh is a little out there which is contagious. And she is confident.. you know." As I finish I noticed how close Tae was towards my face with smile. I scrunch my brow, "What?" I ask as I step back.

"You like her." He says.

"What?"

"You like her." He repeats.

"Get out of here. Have you not seen her?"

Tae had a smug smile on his face as he crosses his arm. "I have.. but like you said..." he clears his throat, "but she has determination in her eyes..and her laugh is contagious.. and she's confident." He mocks the last parts with a girly voice.

"Shut up." I tell him as I walk pass him.

"Bro, you like the girl."

"No I don't, why does everyone assume that I do. And beside even if I did, I don't deserve her." I tell him.

Tae signs out, "look I know the history with her brother makes things a little complicated, but it wasn't your fault."

"The hell it isn't. You know damn well it was my fault." my voice was rising now.

Taehyung place his hand in Jean pocket at blew out a disappointed breath. "When are you going to stop beating yourself for that?"

"Whenever I am dead." I mumble as I sat down.

Before Tae could say anything, Lisa walks in. She look at both with a confuse look. "Umm, what's going on?"

Taehyung smiles and shakes his head. "Nothing. I'm going to clean up. You sit and relax." He tells her.

Lisa hesitate but does what he tells her. She sat next to me. "How are you feeling? Are you in pain?"

I shook my head with out looking at her.

"Are you sure?" She ask once again.

I turn to her, "Yes I am fine."

"Then why are you gripping your couch like it's going to walk away?" Her eyes wandered to my hand.

Sure enough my hands were gripping the edge of my couch. I released it along with a breath.

"I'm sorry. Maybe I'm tired, I'm going to take a nap."

"But the food..."

"I'll eat later." I tell her.

I stood up from the couch, Lisa did the same.

She gave me a shy look, "I need to tuck you in. It's one of the my thing I have to do."

I did my best to not roll my eyes, "We have a few weeks, do you mind if we skip that today. I just want to be alone."

For the first time, Lisa look absolutely speechless. She nods her head and let me walk away. I walk into my room and sat on my bed with a heavy heart.

"Men, there's a threat on the west side. And they need our help. We are not all needed so it will be random selection, so I suggest you all say your goodbyes and prepare." The general pause, "It's going to a bloody battle." With that he walks away.

The room was silent for a minute. Sargent Nichkhun stood from his seat. "You all heard the General, get ready."

Just like that the whole room went lit up. Many many look worried, and were calling their families. I barely had any family. I suppose I should call BamBam but I don't want to worry his family.

"Comrade Jungkook." I heard my name being called. I turn to Sargent Nichkhun, "let's go grab a drink."