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Chapter 46 - A kiss in the Rain.

"Are You Sure this will end up good?" Sehun asked Luhan as they both watch Kai move slowly to where JinHee was seated allegedly waiting for him.

Luhan looked at his phone that had over 20 missed calls from JinHee and looked back at her seating comfortably on the bench while staring off into space. He turned to Sehun and nodded, "Yeah".

The younger male gave him an uncertain look before they both turned back to watch JinHee. Luhan let out a sigh as he watch Kai move slowly towards her,

"If this doesn't work out.., " He shook his head at the younger male before turning slowly to watch them again, "... Then I don't know what will."

With this,they got into the car and drove off not before silently wishing Jongin a 'good luck' cause he'll sure as hell need it.

JinHee's POV

I pushed him off me immediately and without thinking, my right hand came in contact with his cheeks.

"What did you do that for?!" I spat. By now I hadn't realized that my whole body was shaking.

Yes. I did enjoy that Short kiss but I'm not someone he can toy with. Because for him, that Kiss probably doesn't mean anything. Its probably one of those "kiss-JinHee-and-pretend-as-if-nothing-happened-then-ignore-her-for-a-while-Kiss" and I didn't want it to be that. I don't want to be that person for him.

"I-I L-Like you JinHee, I really do" He whispered softly. I looked up at him with widened eyes,he did not just say that.

"No" I shook my head furiously, "No" I took a step back and tried to move away from him but he grabbed my hands; sending sparks of electricity all over my body.

"You're joking," This must be one of his pranks again. The last time he told me something like this and I believed him, he laughed at me, telling me that him liking me will be the last thing that would happen in the Universe. That had hurt me and I'm not going to let that repeat itself again.

"You're Lying," I tried to pry his hands away from my wrist but it didn't budge. His grip on my wrist was tight.

"JinHee.." He tried saying something but I shook my head and struggled to get out of his grip on my wrist, "leave me alone!" I shouted, I could feel my eyes wielding up with tears. "You're lying!"

"Hey, look at me," He grabbed my Chin and raised it upwards, making me look up at his perfect face with glossy eyes, "I'm telling you the truth JinHee.." he spoke softly, making sure I was looking at him, "I like you".

As my eyes came in contact with his, I wanted to believe him. I wanted to believe that he really do like me. I almost believed him, but when I remembered his words from the rooftop the other day, I was snapped back into my senses.

I looked away from his eyes and muttered a "No," I shook my head  and closed my eyes, making sure I won't be able to see his eyes, cause they might draw me in -as always- and I'll forget what I have in mind.

"No" I kept muttering with my eyes closed, "No, you're just trying to prank me again", my tears were so close to falling but I bit my lips to hold them in.

"JinHee.." He raised his hands to touch my face but I moved away and shouted, "No!, you're just playing with me Jongin", I looked up into his eyes with my teary eyes, "Why do you keep doing this to me Kai?,why?!"

The pained look in his eyes as he watched me hurt me but they was nothing I could do about it. I couldn't be swayed again. I can't fall for the same thing again, I just can't.

"I'm not lying I swear," He lifted my chin up and made me look at his soft eyes that were trying to convey a message, a message that I was blocking, "I could prove it to you now if you want" he reassured but I shook my head again, "No I won't fall for that again Jon---"  I tried speaking up but before I could finish what I was yet to say, his lips came in contact with mine Again.

Everything seem to come to a pause as his lips touched mine. I widened my eyes that was pouring with tears as I allowed him kiss me even though my mind was screaming for me to push him off. His lips lingered on mine for a few seconds and in those few seconds, a lot of thoughts were running through my mind. He was kissing me but I didn't have any plans to move an inch not to talk of Kissing him back.

My widened eyes couldn't get any wider when he tugged on my lower lip. But even before I could react, he pulled away and looked up at my eyes.

"JinHee---" he called out softly with a pained look as he used his hands to wipe the tears that has fallen. His warm brown eyes were still on mine screaming different kind of emotions. His warm hands were still grabbing my chin in the cold night, making me feel hot. His touch on my cheeks sent different volts of electricity from the exact place his hands were to all part of my body.

Get back to your senses JinHee, he's fooling you!, My sane mind advised.

Fresh tears poured out as I looked at his eyes that screamed sincerity. His warm brown eyes that was screaming at me to believe him.

I don't want to be Swayed, I do want to believe him.

I do want to believe that he was saying the truth at that moment when my eyes came in contact with his, but when the thought of all these being fake and false hit me, I faced reality.

I do want to believe him him but the thought of me being hurt scared me. I was severely hurt emotionally the last time he pranked me with my feelings and I don't want that to repeat itself again.

I don't want to believe him and get hurt again, So I decided. It was a rash decision but it was the only thing I could think of at that time.

"Hey," he called out worriedly.

"I'm sorry " was all I could say. "I'm really sorry"

"Hey wh—" before he could complete what he was about to say, I turned around and ran away with my unending tears.

I ran away from him.

From his lies.

From being hurt.

I felt little droplets of Water hit my head, but I was to caught up to even care. Soon the little droplets turn to a light shower and the light shower turned to a pouring rain— but I didn't care at all. I still ran.

You can do this JinHee, I told my self. Just don't get swayed.

By now, my tears were now mixing with the rain making it hard for me to see clearly but that didn't stop me from running.

"Don't get swayed", I kept muttering to my self as I ran.

"Don't get swayed" The rain was now pouring heavily but i still ran.

"Don't get— Ahhhh" Someone grabbed my hand and I was yanked back into something — or rather someone. The person wrapped their arms around my waist and I panicked.

God please, don't tell me its a molester or a kidnapper or a rapist. By now I hadn't noticed that I've held my breath.

What does he want?. I figured from how firm and muscular his chest felt, that this person is a he.

Think of something idiot! My sane mind advised.

Okay JinHee breathe and figure out what you'll do with this rapist! You didn't take self defense classes for nothing!

I took a deep breath which in the process made me inhale a whiff of the person's cologne. A familiar scent that normally sends my senses into cloud nine. A scent that drives me to my high. A scent that was like a bad drug.  A scent that I've grown to be addicted to— but that didn't still stop me from panicking.

I'd rather chose to be with a molester than with him. Cause with him, I lose all my sense of reasoning and when I'm with him all I can think of are bad things. But I couldn't be swayed at the moment for that was what I had promised my self just a few seconds ago. I promised not to.

His heart was beating loudly against my ears, but I didn't put much thought to it. I have one problem at the moment to solve and that's letting go of him.

So even when I inhaled the familiar scent, I still panicked. I thrashed around in his embrace but he only hugged me tighter.

"Let me go!" I shouted but he didn't oblige, he buried his face at the crook of my neck and muttered incoherent words, holding me tightly at the same time softly. His rapid breathing (probably because he ran) on my neck made me lose my reasoning. My heart beat was almost at the same pace as his—if not louder. His now wet hair was sticking to my skin, Sending all length of shivers down my spine.

"Let me go Kai" I spoke softly. He sniffed and shook his head–tickling me in the process. I bit my lips to stop the tears that have now mixed with the pouring rain.

He's making things harder than it already is.

"For the last time Jongin, Let. Me. Go."

"No" he said firmly. "No JinHee.. " His muffled voice spoke firmly again. He removed his head from the crook of my neck and looked up to me, "You have to listen to me."

"No! I-I don't want to.... I don't want to listen to anything you want to say Jongin. I-I don't want you to hurt me again."

"So please let me go" I begged and tried removing his arms from my waist but to no avail, he was holding me tightly. "You'll only lie to me and apologize in the end and I don't want that.... " I sniffed back my tears and closed my eyes.

"so please just L-let me go Jongin, please...", I pleaded and opened them to see Jongin looking at me.

His gaze soften for a second and his hold on my waist lessened. I used this opportunity to get out of his grip before turning around and walked away.

One step—I'm sorry Jongin, but I don't want you to say anything for now. I don't want to hear your apologise as  it will hurt me even more. Please don't say anything and let me go.

Two steps. I used the back of my hand to wipe my tears but more still poured out plus add it to the rain, it was no use.

Three steps, I heard Jongin whisper my name softly, but I pretended as if I didn't hear it and continued walking,

Four— A hand grabbed mine and I was yanked backwards to face the angry face of Jongin.

"Let me go!" I tried breaking free from his grip on wrist but he held on tighter.

"No you have to listen to me JinHee. You have to let me speak so I can get this off my chest.." I stopped thrashing around and looked up at him, "..I don't care what you say or do at the end but you have to let me speak first." He closed his eyes for a second while I stood there staring at him emotionless.

He opened his eyes again and sent me a pleading look, "5 minutes is all I ask for JinHee, please?" I opened my mouth to say something but he cut me off, "three minutes?" he pleaded.

"Two"

"Fine, two minutes" I gave him a once over and gestured for him to start speaking.

I'll listen to him for two minutes.
I'll let him hurt me for two minutes.
But after those two minutes , I'll walk away like nothing ever happened.

"Thank you" His grip on my wrist reduced then he used his thumb to rub softly the spot he's been holding tightly for a while now.

My heart melted at his touch but then I remembered, he has only two minutes to speak with me, two minutes to say whatever he has to say, two minutes to hurt me. Two minutes to apologize and I'm not going to let my self fall for his tricks again. I won't get swayed.

"Talk" One.  I started counting in my head. Two. He looked up at me and took a deep breath. Three. Internally, I was preparing myself for whatever he's about to say. Four.  He's probably going to apologize for that day and for leading me on, five he's probably going to say, he sees me as a friend to his friends and nothing more. Six. He's going to tell me to forg—

"See, I like you JinHee.." His words shot me like cupid, my heart beat increased not only because he said it huskily, but because his tone was packed with so much sincerity. I looked up at him with widened eyes, I seriously wasn't expecting this. "You probably won't believe it but I've liked you for a while now JinHee," I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out so I just closed it back awkwardly like a Fish. My hear was a fluttering mess.

"I'm sorry that I..... Look. I've liked you for a while now. But i couldn't..... " He closed his eyes and took a deep breath,"... I'm not someone you can just.... Just talk about his feelings and all",  he said flustered. "I'm not very good with words JinHee and I was hoping you'd notice that," I stood there speechless, "I say one thing.... And I do another... And I'm... I'm sorry for that...."

".... I don't how or why but I like you JinHee. I sincerely do..." When i said i was internally prepared for what ever he's going to say, I lied. I'm so close to having a heart attack right now.

".. I don't know if it's because of your carefree personality, or because of your smile, or your flawless beauty or  how you secretly care for the rest of  the guys or even the way you stare at me with that beautiful orbs of yours, pulling me in as if you're a magnet,..... But one thing I know...... I know for sure and you should also keep in mind JinHee,..."

He lifted my chin up softly and I looked at his eyes, "...is that.......I've fallen Hard.... I've fallen hard for you JinHee and there's no stopping it now."

"W-w-what?" My throat felt dry and I was bursting with feels. God please this is too much for me to handle. A volcano of butterflies have erupted in my stomach. Its raining so hard but I feel hot. Jongin what are you doing to me.

"I don't know when it started JinHee, I seriously don't but I really really Like you—" If this is one of your pranks Jongin then you got me, you've gotten me real bad.

"—You're a love that came without warning JinHee, you had my heart even before I could say no"

"I-I—"

"Shhh" he placed his index finger across my lips, "you don't have to say anything JinHee, you don't like me the same way again, I know---" my eyes widened at this. Are you kidding me?!  I wanted to shout, 'I like you more than you think, heck I think I even love you now' but I seemed to have lost my voice so I kept quiet.

"... You don't feel the same way, I know.... You like... You like Luhan hyung now I know. But I wanted to tell you this before Its too late, I wanted to tell you before I explode from keeping it in.." Luhan?  When did I like Luhan? Is he misunderstanding something here?

"... I'm sorry for keeping you outside this late, under the rain" he removed his hands from mine and I almost whined at the loss of warmth but I bit my lips and watched Him.

"Please sit there for now, " he gestured with his jaw at the bus stop behind me, "I'll call Luhan hyung to pick you up. G-Good night and thank you for breaking my walls" With this he turned his back and walked away from me.

I stood there dumbfounded staring at his back as he walked further away from me. A lot of things were running through mind. A lot of questions but the most important thing at the moment was that, Jongin just confessed that he likes me. My all time crush just confessed to me, but now he's walking away.

Before I could even rethink what was wrong, my feet with a mind if its own has already started moving to him.

I may he cold hearted but I'm not stupid ; I'm not going to lose the one boy I've come to love who miraculously feels the same over one misunderstanding and one stupid sentence. That's not how it works for me.

My hands came in contact with his shoulder and he turned to look at me. His eyes widened as he saw me.

I will probably regret this in the future but for now,

"Jin—" I didn't allow him to talk, I smashed my lips against his in a soft kiss. I felt his body stiffen as I kissed him. After a few seconds, I pulled away and grabbed his chin with a smile to see his eyes now wider than D.O's. I felt him shiver under my touch and my smile grew even wider.

I wanted to laugh at his widened eyes but I didn't. Instead, I ran my thumbs over his cheeks and with a wide smile I spoke up, "I don't like Luhan,"

"Huh?" I was restraining my self from laughing at his shocked + clueless face, I could only smirk at him as I answered, "its you I like paboya"

"Huh?" He look so cute with his mouth opened and mouth widened

"I like you too paboya, I've liked you for quite sometime now..." I couldn't help but laugh at his Face,"... I'm quite surprised you didn't actually notice, when the whole guys have been teasing me nonstop for it ever since they found out"

"T-They knew?"

"Of course! Sehun was the first person to—"

"I love you"

He didn't give me any time to react, He quickly smashed his lips over mine.

I closed my eyes and let the savoury taste of his lips with mine engulf me. I was in cloud nine, my heart beat was in its loudest, the sparks of electricity over my body were in their highest voltages. The zoo of butterflies in my stomach were in a celebration. My legs were as jelly as an octopus.

Jongin noticed this and wrapped his arms tightly around my waist, while my hands flew from his face to wrap firmly around his neck.

It first started as soft, slow, and romantic Kiss but quickly turned into a passionate one — a demanding one as all the pent up frustrations, feelings and emotions were poured out into this one kiss. I made sure he realized how much I love him through this one kiss.

His arms pulled me close, closer than ever making our wet bodies press together and my hand left his neck to run through his wet hair as our lips danced together in sync— something that I've been dreaming about for so long.

The kiss in Suho's Mansion it was nothing.
My fantasies of kissing him is nothing compared to this.

His breath tasted of Coffee and something else that was making me dizzy, like I was high on drugs.

With our bodies pressed together and our lips moulded together, we stood in each other's embrace under the pouring rain.

The spark between us was now like a burning fire. If it weren't for his tight hold on my waist I would have collapsed to the ground.

We pulled away to catch our breaths. Jongin connected his forehead to mine with a smile, his eyes were sparkling and I was sure mine was too.

"If this is a dream JinHee, I don't want to wake up" he spoke huskily running his thumb over my waist.

"Me too" I smiled at him. He leaned down and pecked my wet red cheeks.

"You're so cute when you blush"

I wrapped my arms tightly around him in Embarrassment and buried my face at the crook of his neck. 

I felt him kiss my neck softly, going upwards to my chin, tracing my jaw upwards to claim my lips again. I kissed him back almost immediately and felt him smile. After a few seconds he pulled away grinning broadly.

"I love you" he looked between my lips and my eyes then back at my lips.

"I love you too"

"Your lips is addicting, Can I kiss you again?" He asked leaning down.

I moved my head away playfully and he pouted that cute irresistible pout of his.

I moved my head back and pecked his lips, "I love you too and of course silly"

"I know you couldn't resist me" I rolled my eyes at him. "You're mine now"

I smiled at the thought, he's mine and I'm his.

With this he leaned down and we had our second Real Kiss in the pouring rain.

The Bodyguards

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hey watched from the car how Jongin and JinHee discussed in the rain. "Should I go give young master an umbrella?" Seokmin the youngest Guard Asked the oldest Joohyuk who was looking at the two with hooded eyes.

"No!, leave then for now! The scene is like a scene from a kdrama, soo romantic!!" The other Guard Youngguk squealed like a teenage girl startling the youngest. He had momentarily forgotten he was with them. He rolled his eyes at the girly Hyung and turned to Joohyuk, "Hyung?"

Joohyuk watched as Kai and JinHee argued in the pouring rain with an emotionless face at usual. He didn't know what they were talking about but from the Look on Jongin's face he's probably saying something serious.

"Oh he's leaving. Hyung what should we do? Should we go after young master or go after the girl for hurting our young master?" Seokmin turned to the Joohyuk and asked. But Joohyuk didn't answer him, his eyes were fixed on JinHee that was walking towards Jongin.

"No we leave them both" his lips curved into a smirk, "I guess the young girl will pretty much make Jongin happy and she doesn't mean any harm"

"What do you mean?" The youngest turned to the other hyung that was frozen on his seat with his mouth and eyes wide open.

"Hyung?" He snapped his fingers across Youngguk's face but that didn't earn him a reaction from the Hyung. He turned to Joohyuk that was smirking as he looked ahead, his gaze followed where he was looking at, "hyung why are you- ---oh my god!!They're Kissing!!!" This time it was his time to squeal as he watch Jongin and JinHee kiss in the pouring rain.

Joohyuk lips curved up in a smile as he watched them, "Like I said.... She doesn't mean any harm"

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AUTHOR'S NOTE :

I'm sorry for the late update but if you're following me you'll probably know why. And I'm also sorry for this chapter, I suck at writing not to talk of a romantic scene and plus I can't write a well descriptive Kiss scene to save my life T_T.

This is my first time writing a kiss scene and I'm sorry if I disappointed you. If this isn't up to your expectations then I'm also sorry but I did my very best. Even when wattpad deleted this chapter twice, I still made way to update for you all cause as a reader, I know how it is to wait for an update especially when the Previous chapter ended in a cliff hanger.

I'm sorry guys, but I promise I'll do better from now on... Thank you.

I hope I'll get more votes and comments on this chapter cause it was the hardest to write so far :(

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