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JIN HEE'S POV

"Lee Jin Hee and Oh sehun" She said. This made me breathe out in relie---

"Oh wait since there aren't anymore members for Jongin to be partnered with.... He'll join your group" She added looking at me.

"What? No!" I thought.

"What do you mean by No?" She asked looking at me- well the whole class was looking at me. Turns out I thought out loud.

"Nothing" I answered looking at Jongin Who had a scowl on his face but later turned it into a devious smirk when we made eye contact.

I rolled my eyes at him and looked at the teacher."Good that will be all for today, the next class I'll distribute the topics for your projects" she Said packing her pink papers back into the box."until then,have a nice day"

"Thank you ma!!" We all shouted.

"So you're partners with Jongin and Sehun... Wow you're lucky" a girl said as I walked back to my seat.

"What's there to be lucky about?" I thought as I waked past her.

"I wish I was partners with Chanyeol" her friend said looking dreamily at Chanyeol that was laughing to something with D.O.

"Or Sehun" a girl chirped in. I noticed that all the girls in the class have gathered around the first girl that mentioned about me being partners with Jongin and Sehun and were looking dreamily at the boys bundled together on D.O seat laughing to something Sehun was saying. I could see Kai trying to hide his smile as he kept a blank face.

"Or Tao... Just see how handsome he is in that blonde hair" A girl added furiously pushing her friend's arm as she looked at Tao.

"I want to be partners with D.O he looks so handsome with his new hair cut" another girl said.

"And cute with his wide beautiful eyes" Another girl added as she looked flirtatiously at D.O who happened to look up at the mention of his name.

"I want to be partners with Jongin, isn't he Hot just sitting down there with his black hair?" A girl asked her friend as she looked at him with dark lustful eyes.

"I mean I use to think Jongin on silver hair was gold but seeing him with black hair made me change my mind,Jongin on black hair is hawt. Like he freaking looks like a model" she added as she squealed. This made the boys to turn towards their direction.

"Omg, did you see that? Sehun just looked at me OMO"

"Holy shit, Jongin just looked at me like he freaking looked at me"

"No he was looking at me" another girl said glaring at the one that said Jongin just looked at her.

Two faced Bitches.... One moment their Laughing together about them and another they're fighting about who he looked at first.

"What are you saying?, he was looking at me of course" another girl added.

The first girl was about to argue but then our maths teacher Mr. Im came in looking as if he just got beaten in a WWE match.

"Hello class" he said flatly.

"Hello Teacher" We replied in the same tone.

"Bring out your text books and open to page 86 exercise 5"

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The rest of the class was a blur.

It was Lunch time when I walked to my favourite place in school - the rooftop.

I had told Sehun to tell the guys that I won't be able to eat lunch with them today and he had whined that the guys would have loved to see My eyes to which I glared at him and he answered with an okay.

I've been getting too much attention today so I need to rest for a bit. I know for sure that me going into that cafeteria today will make room for a lot of unnecessary attentions- which I don't want.

As I walked past the students on my way to the rooftop, I could  feel their gazes on me and their whispering which I could clearly hear - thanks to their loud voices.

I passed by three boys and immediately I walked past them they started whispering.

"OMG her eyes is pretty". The tall one named Jaebum(name tag) said.

"Green hair, blue eyes, totally my type".  The short brown haired boy with him said looking Hysterically at me as I walked past them.

"Haven't seen her though is she new?" He added.

"You don't know her?" A blonde guy Jackson asked the Mark boy.

"Yeah?" He answered.

"Are you kidding me?"Jaebum asked.

"No?  Why?  Is She popular?  Am I suppose to know her?" He asked confusedly.

Don't ask me how I'm hearing them as I'm walking. My ears seems to be sensitive ever since I got into class today and plus I was walking slowly.

"Duh of course" Jackson guy replied.
"She was the girl that beat up Hyerim In the video" he added with a roll of eyes.

"Are you telling me that it was this pretty girl that gave hyerim a run for her money?" He asked with widened eyes."I thought she was gray eyed?  How come I just saw a blue eyed hottie right now?  And how can someone as fragile as her beat the Queenka Hyerim?" He asked.

This made me roll my eyes.

"I'm not fragile" I thought as a glared at the front.

"Yes she is. And I thought so too, turns out she's blue eyed. I mean I was surprise when I saw her with blue eyes.  And I thought she was fragile too until I watched the video. But if you're doubting me you can re-watch the video later on my phone" He answered.

"She's looked pretty with gray eyes but she's prettier with blue eyes" Jaebum that has been staring at my back since said after a while.

"True but------"

I couldn't hear all as I walked farther into the staircase leading to the rooftop.

The rooftop is my ideal kind of place - peaceful and quiet as no one comes here and even if they did, they won't come now cause its lunch break.

I climbed the stairs and walked further into the peaceful place as I tried to locate my favourite bench.

As soon as I saw it, I sat down and bathed in the peaceful and quiet scenery.

I love it here.

I looked down from the glass door and saw arrays of cars outside the school gates as they were going to their various destinations.

One of the many reasons why I love coming here was that you could watch  people from here without them knowing that you're seeing  them.

Unlocking my phone I decided to play a calm song. I closed my eyes and let the soft beat of the Music that was softly coming from my phone's speaker engulf me.

Humming along to the tune, I could feel my self getting freed.

This is exactly why I love coming here as I could let music take over me. I wasn't really in the mood to dance so I just silently tapped my foot to the rhythm of the song.

When I try to escape from the world music is my only escape route, I cannot sing to save my life but listening to songs calms me down.

I used to enjoy dancing but due to a very tragic accident I didn't dance the way I did dance before.

As I softly hummed to the song I began thinking of these past few weeks. Coming to Korea alone without any guardian was hard but I couldn't show that I was weak.

I had to be strong for dad to allow us come here alone.

I had to be strong for Ji Hyun.

I had to be strong for myself.

Most people usually think I'm a rude bitch with no manners for always taking back at my Dad and 'mom' but only those that are family knows how hard I try to live in that house.

Have you ever sat down and and got tired of your own existence? No?

I have.

There were times when I wanted nothing to do with this world.

There were times when I shut everyone out.

There were times when I wished I was never born.

There were times when all I wanted was to sleep and never wake up again.

But whenever I start thinking  of those times, I remember my sweet lil brother who I have to take care of.

I remember my sweet little brother who has no other person than me.

I remember my baby who will miss me the most if I sleep and don't wake up.

I remember my Sweet little bro Jihyun.

I remember Him.

He is the reason why I put up with her. He was the reason why I endured. He is the reason why I get so excited to seeing another morning.
He is the reason why I'm alive.

I made to promise mom that I will take care of Him until my last breath,  And that's a promise I don't plan on breaking.

I was so immersed  in my thoughts that I hadn't notice that the song has finished playing.

I was about to click on the next song when I heard an unfamiliar voice call my name from the speakers.

"Lee Jin Hee, please report to the office now" the voice said.

"Lee Jin Hee of class 2A kindly report to the office" It repeated.

With confusion clearly on my face, I waked back down to the office after Pocketing my phone of course.

"Why am I needed in the office?"I asked  my self.

As I walked past the students that were going back to their classes from the cafeteria, I noticed that they were all as confused as I was.

"Lee Jin Hee from class 2A please kindly report to the office" the voice repeated again.

This made the students that I walked past start whispering among themselves.

"Office? Is she going to be expelled?"

"Why are they calling her?"

"Did she do something when we were In the cafeteria?" A girl asked her friends.

"I told you! We shouldn't have gone to the cafeteria, we should have stayed in the class and saw what happened" she whined.

I rolled my eyes at her.

After searching my brain for anything that I had done that warrants this summoning.

I couldn't think of any apart from that Hyerim girl's case.

Thinking it was because of the restroom incident, I sighed and walked faster with my shoulders high and heads up.

I opened the door to the office and saw someone I wasn't expecting with a playful grin on his face.

"Hello Jin Hee" the person said with a smirk.

Don't tell me I panicked all the way here for nothing.

Sending him a look of disbelief I answered.

"You didn't have to announce to the whole school if you wanted to see me--------"

"Suho"

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