I don't know if I should regret it , but it happened anyway , it is past and past cannot be changed .
Well , I met her , that's the important thing here , I wanted to write my story , about my life , I know , I should start with the beginning

But this is the beginning

This is my real beginning , my whole past life , that one before she appeared in it  , I just can't count it , it was not real , nothing was real before she came .
         
          I stared at her , her shirt which was stained with various types of food , as I said before I crashed into her in the food court , she was showered with spaghetti on her face and shirt , juice and sauce .

Being the center of attention never were my thing , I didn't hate it but it were uncomfortable , and that day , it was horrible , because everybody staired at us , they pointed at us , it was horrible ..

"Omg is he an alpha ?"

"She didn't apologize to him ?!"

"She's a gamma !"

"She did it on purpose , she's a gamma anyway"

"He looks cute"

"Do you know there is a possibility he is the one who crashed into her on purpose ,ya know just to provoke her , not all alphas are polite and shit , I know some who are real bullies but they have their ways to do it "

"What is so great about it it's just two people who bumped into each other why the drama ?!"

"I gotta record this !"

"FIGHT , FIGHT , FIGHT!!"

I was annoyed ..

really annoyed..

I heard their murmurings and I could somehow hear all of it , every word said , every gesture , every insult they called her , I could sense their disgusting emotions , the judgmental eyes and their hunger for the reaction , for the fight ; it was really disturbing , I turned my attention to the girl in front of me , she just looked as irritated as me , maybe more , she wanted the voices to stop , just like me , I gathered my courage , my eyes were fixed on her tie

' the gamma sign ' 

I thought , more like reminded myself that this should be fixed before I get to know what type of gamma she is .
I used to be terrified of the gammas , maybe because I never got to deal with any of them , or maybe because all my information about them came from the omegas' gossips , and believe me they were not nice at all .

            People fear what they don't know , and that was my case with Katrina at that moment .
"I'm so , SO , sorry !"
I said , with every sense of sincerity I could give and feel , I didn't wish to discover her unknown reaction .
She nodded slowly and got out of the place ,
I still remember how I felt that moment , I felt horrible ,
'she must have heard them , she must be feeling horrible , she must be feeling that she's a freak '
I felt guilty .
I felt guilty for fearing her , for accidentally crashing on her , for having my lunch on all her clothes and face , for having her hear them talking like that about her , for her to be a gamma ,
I didn't know why was this my reaction , but I knew that no matter how right this should sound ,
It were wrong
As wrong as what I did later after she left the food court .
As wrong as following her , the person who changed my life .
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