ISAGANI could not believe the strength of his arousal seeing Bibi naked. She was so very beautiful. Her long smooth legs, her long soft neck, that tiny waist, those pinkish tips of her not-so-big yet round and high breasts, that cute triangle between her legs... He ached to let his fingers run through those downy-looking curls. But first he must taste that slender neck once again.

She smelled so nice. She always smelled so nice. Kahit kadalasan sa bahay ay wala itong pabango, mabango ito. Amoy-sabon karaniwan. But tonight, she smelled lovely with that choco-vanilla scent she sprayed on, which was interestingly enough, sweet tasting, too.

He moved his hand down her breasts and gently massaged the soft mounds. He tweaked the tips softly between his fingers.

He put his hand down to her belly. His fingers drifted down. God, she was ready for him but he wanted to please her for he remembered she once said what they were doing was overrated. Oh, he was so going to prove her wrong.

He continued to explore her most secret parts. He lowered his mouth to those breasts, taking a tip between his lips and rubbing his tongue over the pebble-textured flesh.

"Isagani..."

The sound of his name from her lips was enough to drive him even wilder, hotter. From her breasts, his mouth went down to her belly, and down still. He placed his hands under her to lift her up a bit so that he could give her as much pleasure as his core yearned to give.

And when his lips met her soft, warm flesh, he felt like a wild, untamed animal, greedy for her. And not a minute longer, Bibi's pelvic area went into spasms. And man, he felt awesome. His heart pumped so loudly. He had become so very excited to conquer her completely.

His mind told him to run to his room and grab a packet of rubber but he didn't want to lose that high. To hell with it! He could not wait to be inside of her.

He took both of her legs and lifted them straight up into the air, spreading them apart in a wide vee. He plunged right in. And stopped dead still breaking the barrier he never thought he'd encounter.

"Oh, God..." he uttered, hearing Bibi's soft cry of pain. Her eyes were closed shut, her teeth biting her lip hard.

"G-go on," she said.

For a while he wanted to yell at her for not telling him she was a friggin' virgin. How could she not tell him? Shouldn't she have guessed that he was a big man? If he had known he would have taken it slower, gentler.

"Are you sure?" he asked. He moved ever so gently to kiss her face.

"Y-yes."

He kissed her lips and stroked her hair, hoping that was enough assurance he would do his damnedest best to make up for that pain he was causing her. He ran his hand to her breasts, while the other went further down and stroked her.

She gasped. He continued feeling her while delicately moving his hips. The feeling of her tightly rubbing against him was utterly incredible that he silently cursed. He was losing control mighty fast and he knew he must endure this wonderful torture longer than what his body wanted. Oh, for Pete's sake...

After a while, Bibi's hips rose completely off the couch as she arched her back. It was too much for him, and he plunged deep and stayed there. Each of Bibi's spasms gripped him, and he spasmed in perfect counterpoint with hers.

He kissed her lips wildly, oblivious to anything but the overpowering pleasure that swept him in wave after wave.

"Bibi..." He was totally used up by the intensity of it all and collapsed on top of her. After he could breathe again, even though in gasps, he realized that his full weight was on hers. He rolled off and lied beside her, their bodies touching from toe to shoulder. For some reason, even in the after-throes of passion, he was reluctant to break contact with her.

With almost languid motions, she stroked his chest and rubbed her hand lightly across his stomach. He smiled. He never thought she could be this sweet. Inangat niya ang mukha nito at dinampian ito ng halik sa labi.

"Overrated ba?" he teased.

"Ikaw talaga..." Lumabi ito. At muli, nakangiting dinampian niya ang mga labing iyon ng halik. Natagpuan niya ang sariling nilalambing ito. Hinagkan-hagkan niya ang mukha nito. Pinadaan-daan niya ang ilong sa ilong nito. Ngiting-ngiti lamang ito, sa kauna-unahang pagkakataon ay nakuhang itikom ang bibig sa mahabang sandali.

"M-may nangyari sa atin..." Hinagilap ng mga mata nito ang mga mata niya.

Noon siya parang natauhan. Napalunok siya at hindi nakuhang tagalan ang titig nito. Shit, what have I done?

"Yeah, I know," sambit niya.

God, he used her.

As the realization struck him he felt so damned awful he tasted something bitter in his mouth. Isiniksik nito ang katawan sa kanya, tila naglalambing. And he felt so damned guilty.

No doubt, that was some great sex. But that was all it was.

His heart still wanted Amber. He wanted closure, yes, but he wanted to talk to her again, revive that old feeling somehow. He was desperate to be with Amber. At hindi siya sigurado kung handa na siyang pumasok sa isa na namang relasyon ngayong sinukuan na niya ang paghahanap ng closure. Ang katotohanan ay ni wala sigurong mangyayaring halik sa pagitan nila ni Bibi kung hindi lamang niya nakasabay si Orlando sa elevator.

Nakailaw ang button number 11. He pressed button number 22, the top floor. And then he went up the rooftop to fill his lungs with fresh air. Tama si Bibi, tigilan na niya iyong kalokohang iyon. Bakit ba gusto pa niyang mapahiya nang harap-harapan? And so he went back to his apartment and there...

Sinulyapan niya si Bibi. Nakalapat ang palad nito sa kanyang balat. She was a virgin so she would probably expect something from him. Now, how the hell would he tell her he wanted her only as a friend? He was so messed-up inside at the moment. Besides, he had never pictured himself growing old with someone like Bibi. Not that she was a bad person or anything like that; she was just... not the one for him.

Ever since they lived under one roof he had never gone out with any of those women he dated for casual sex. He didn't know why exactly. Maybe because Bibi was fun. Hindi siya nalulungkot kapag magkasama sila kahit kadalasan naman ay pinagtitripan siya nito.

The fact that he had not had a good lay for a while, his longing for Amber, and the emptiness he felt earlier, made him do it. It was not like it was a well-thought out plan. It just happened. Tao lang siya. Sana lang, makaya niyang ipaliwanag iyon kay Bibi.

At sana ay hindi ito magalit sa kanya.

Noon naman parang tuksong pumailanlang sa alaala niya ang pinagsaluhan nila. Bibi's scent filled his nose. The smell of their lovemaking filled his nose. The sound of Bibi's soft moans reverberated in his ears.

He wanted to take her again.

"Huy!" nabiglang sambit nito. She poked his chest with her finger, as his thing poked her tummy.

Bigla, hindi niya malaman kung matatawa o maiinis sa sarili. He closed his eyes shut and decided to go to his room. But when he opened his eyes, his mouth opened to say to her, rather playfully, "Kaya pa ba?"

"Baka ikamatay ko 'yan, ah?"

Bigla siyang napatawa at tumayo. Binuhat niya ito papasok sa silid nito. He tucked her in and kissed her forehead.

"Good night, Bibi, and thank you." He once again felt so guilty.

"P-paano bukas?"

"T-tomorrow we board a plane and go to my mom like we promised her."

"A-after that?"

Iyon na ang ikinakatakot niya. Hinaplos niya ang ulo nito. "You think too much. Sleep now. Maaga pa tayo bukas."

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