Kai and Nya had arrived on their home. Nya rushed to her room crying.

"James! Where are you!" She cried. She looked around her wide room.. There was no sign of an ocean blue eyed teen hanging around her room.

"Oh god.. Oh god.. Please please.. You didn't leave me!" She ran to her walk in closet up to her own bathroom and balcony.. But there where still no sign of James.

"Kai!"

Kai her older bro immediately ran up to her and gave her a tight hug. She fell to her knees and broke down crying.

"Why does everyone keep leaving us with no goodbyes?" Nya sobbed. Kai also cried with her words..

After about almost an hour. All of Nya's tears had dried up, she passed out with all that crying that she had one. Kai ordered Nya's maids to tuck her in for bed early as he told Zane to cancel all business meetings for the day.

He massaged his temples sitting on his office chair looking at the picture on his desk. Seeing Skylor smiling while holding his hand.

"Nya's right... Why does everyone leave us, with no goodbyes?"

~•~

He touched a piece of her hair pushing it at the back of her ear. James smiled cheekily seeing her close.

I bet she's about to wake anytime now.

A groan was heard. Nya slowly fluttered her eyes open. She could see a blurry figure but couldn't make out who it was, for the girl only wears her eyeglasses when it's dark.

12:01 Am

"Goodmorning Princess.." James greeted. Nya immediately pulled him into a tight hug. James was surprised.

"Hey! Hey what's wrong?" James laughed. Nya then looked up at him.

"You fucking scared me!" Nya cursed. "I Thought I  LO S T  you!" Nya hugged tighter. James was now blushing furiously..

"What made you.."

"I know everything now.. Why I can see you. Why ONLY and OnLY I can see you." Nya smiled happily when tears of happiness slowly streamed down her face.

"Jay, I'm sorry I've been mean to you the last time before you left to Los Angeles and live there. You had no idea what I felt. I've lost a part of me that I thought a guy can fix, but he just made it worse." She explained cying and trying to wipe the continuous tears.

"H-how did you know without me--"

"I love you dork! I LOVE YOU! I love you! I love you!" She said repeatedly.

"You had no idea what it was like when you left me! I know it sounds so stupidly cheesy but I love you!" Nya was now blushing madly. Jay was speechless.

He just smiled and fellow tears of joy had streamed down to his cheeks. He cupped her cheeks and he was inching closer. Nya closed her eyes and so did he. But for some reason. He just went for a peck. And then turned his head away.

"Goddammit. I think I'm gonna faint." Jay covered his red face. Nya laughed and lied back down.

"Can you be beside me and play with my hair until I fall back asleep?" Nya asked. Jay didn't ask why but did it anyway.

"Of course.. Princess.. But before you do.. You have no idea how happy I am right now and if I had my body back.. I'll even sleep with you." Jay joked. That seems Nya took it seriously and turned at him.

"Pervert!" She whisper yelled at him.

"Nya? Wake up?"

Nya opened her eyes wide. It was all just a dream. Her confession, and the kiss. She turned on the other side of her bed seeing Jay..

Jay laughed cheekily and smiled.

"Sorry.. you where talking in your sleep. We're you having a Nightmare?" He asked worriedly. Nya rose up and rubbed her eyes. Taking her glasses on.

"It was actually the opposite that I wish it was real." She frowned looking away.

Jay blushed furiously. Nya was still tired.

"Hey.. I have something to ask.." Nya yawned.. But she didn't drift to sleep quickly like last time. Jay hummed in response.

"What was the last thing you remember before you woke up being a ghost?" Nya asked. James stood I front of her window thinking deeply.

"Why do you ask?" He stopped. Nya forced a fake smile.

"I just wanted to know. So I can help you."

"Hm.. My memory of what happened this previous months had been vague, but the only thing I remember clearly is Skylor driving and then this bright light. And that's when I hit my head hard.. And then when I blinked.. I was in a hospital, Went strolling around that building everyday for a week. But one day, when I got back to my room.. My body was gone."

He explained.. Nya turned to him with a concerning face.

It was because your Body was transferred to another hospital.

"I will now drift off to sleep and wake up early tomorrow for its your big day!" Nya beamed excitedly. But in reality, she was slowly dying inside. For what the shaman had told was true. He had foreseen the future when Jay wakes up, he will be lost.

James who's no other than Jay raised his eyebrows not knowing what was going on.. he just shrugged and kissed her forehead as Nya pretended she was already asleep.

He stared at her peaceful face. And smiled sadly.

"If only I could remember why am I so attached to you, why I asked for that hug, why do I keep coming back here.. I am so lost but the feeling inside my heart, all fuzzy is making me feel shy and nervous around you. But when I hugged you, I felt you felt safe in my arms. Even though I'm a ghost I could see it in your own eyes that you've known me for a long time. Long before I couldn't look for my body.. I know I'm fading away and I know it because I am slowly forgetting my reasons. But one thing stands..." James pauses for a while.

He walked up close to Nya and whispered in her ear.

"I love you."

~•~

On the next day, Nya woke up late. For when Jay left. She opened her eyes and started to tear up. She heard everything. And Kai comforted her.

"Where do you think his soul went off to?" Nya sobbed at Kai's arms. Kai slowly patted her sister's head.

He was thinking. Then it hit him.

"The school. We're going to the school." Kai stood up and offered Nya a hand.

"What?"

"Look, trust me. Jay That Blue loving idiot's soul is in the school. He's trying to remember things that he went to the first place where he made memories as a soul with someone important. So, he could try and remember them back." Kai explained. Nya smiled sadly.

"How would you know that?"

"Trust me, And also.. I've never doubted a Shaman's lecture." Kai nervously laughed.

Nya stood up and ran to Kai's Car.

"After we get him, we're gonna go to that hospital because Seliels there along with her family. Especially, we gotta hurry." Kai explained looking worried.

"Kai, I thought your anti with me and boys?" Nya reminded him. Kai smirked.

"Yes but I wasn't specific." Kai admitted. Suddenly he saw the clock.

"Oh Shit." Kai cursed. Nya was confused of what Kai was cussing about.

"Looks Like we'll be violating rules today sis. Grab onto your seatbelt cause we're gonna be fast like wildfire." Kai warned. And without a second, The car was running a Hundred and Ten kilometres per hour.

"KAAAAAIIIIIII I DONT THINK THE COPS WOULD APPROVE!" Nya panicked. The next thing Kai knew was that he was being chased by Traffic cops.

"Well, Shit. I don't care if I'll be arrested or ticketed but I don't wanna see you so broken anymore. So fuck the police!" Kai shouted adding more pressure on the pedal making it a hundred and sixty kilometres per hour run.

The next thing that happened. Nya ran inside the school looking for Jay in every corner. That when her Icy blue eyes spotted someone at the Gym entering the storage room of it.

And she knew exactly who it was.

She ran to the storage room seeing the poor Jay massaging his temples and chanting the words 'Remember' repeatedly.

Nya then called him.

"Jay.. come with me please." Nya called sadly. Jay turned around with a shocked face.

"H-how.."

"No time to explain dork. We have to see your body now." She walked up close to him. But then he started to disappear like a glitch on Nyas vision.

"W-What?"

"This has been happening. But please do lead the way. If you can't see me anymore my voice is still here." Jay explained sounding panicked. When they both got out of the school. Nya daw Kai arguing with the cops.

"Jay? Are you a poltergeist?" Nya looked around just then an embodied voice spoke through her head.

"I've never tried but I can hold both the cops. Only for a minute though." Nya could imagine that he was frowning.

"Do it."

Without any time wasted. The cops froze.. Chills went down to their spine when the Ghost started controlling their movements. And he successfully had released Kai from the handcuffs making all of them rush to his car to Jays assigned hospital.

"J-Jay?" Nya panicked not hearing him.

Kai took a worried glance.

"You can't see him anymore?" Kai asked worriedly. Nya was in the verge of tears when..

"I'm still here, I'd never leave you." Jays embodied voice said. Nya let out a small smile and a sigh of relief.

When they had arrived with Kai's cheetah drive. They wasted no time rushing to the hospital to Jays room.

And when they did.. Nya was in front of Jays room.

James Walker Gordon

The patient's name in the front door showed.

"Jay are you still there?" Nya looked around trying to stop her tears.

That's when she felt something touch her skin. It was a Hug..

Jay was hugging him.

"We're entering your room now. As soon as you see your body. Don't think twice of getting back to it." Nya explained having a sad smile on her face.

That's when she heard his voice again.

"I have to tell you something before we both go inside and before I get my body back." He told her. But Nya shook her head and looked at her feet sadly.

"Tell me what you have to tell me when you are awake and have gotten your body back. I want to see you and hear you saying it in front of me." Nya explained clearly.

She was looking now at the door knob. She sighed deeply. Closing her eyes reaching for the knob and turning it.

She stepped inside greeted by the Gordon family. Jay's sister, Seliel, His father Mister Cliff and his Mom.

When Nya entered they all greeted each other. But then the heart Monitor started beeping.

"OH GOD PLEASE NO!" Jays Mom cried. Cliff ran outside and called for the doctors. Nya stood there in horror. Kai on the other hand had just arrived..

And he saw it. His best friend was suffering. He hugged his sister close.

"You did it sis. Now he's just battling his way to get his body back." Kai explained hugging her even more tighter remembering Skylor.

The love of his life.

Sure Skylor was still in Highschool but they got arranged marriage.

And when they did, Kai immediately fell for her while the red head played hard to get.

The red head that he had lost.

~•~
The doctors had reported to the Gordon family including the Smith siblings that Jay has been doing fine now and had settled him in back to his room.

It was good news that he was finally awake. The doctors said that he just had a near death experience. There was internal bleeding on his head and luckily they found out the problem sooner than later.

So he was now cured. After they prevented the internal bleeding.

Nya couldn't feel much more happier she ran back to Jays hospital room with tears of Joy and a big smile on her face. She didn't let the doctors finish their words. She just wanted to see Jay.

She barged into his room seeing his eyes widened with surprise. Nya saw him and She immediately went up to him and tackled him (not too much force) into a hug.

"You have no idea how you made us so worried!" Nya cried. Looking up at his eyes. And when she did something was wrong.

"I-uh.. I'm sorry?" He apologised with more a question like tone. He was blushing furiously. Nya shook her head.

"When we get out of here! I'll try to be a spoiled kid and ask my Mom and Dad to arrange a marriage with you and me!" Nya exclaimed.. hugging him again. The Gordon family and Kai entered the room with smiles on their faces.

Jay slowly pushed Nya away..

"I'm sorry... but...

I think I'm L O S T...

Who are you again?"

—-

And those painful words had left a hole in my heart. He couldn't remember me. He couldn't remember us. It was like we've never met when we where kids. Like we're strangers. And here I am now graduating Highschool.

Writing on this letter under the Cherry blossom tree with petals falling from it to the ground.

I'm Nya Aurora Smith and that was my story. It had been almost a year and believe me. No matter how hard I tried for that guy to remember me.. he truly didn't.

He was now spending time with his family. Seliel the used to be joker had fallen into cries everyday. Having regular breakdowns. And so did I. But that was months ago, and now were doing fine. But for me?

I'm not doing fine.

I'm lost.

So right now. I will be ending this letter and keep it close to my heart.

A/n: No happy Endings for you ;w;

Why am I so EvIL? •___•

And Also I'm sorry if this story sucks, I did all the chapters in One day but the drawing with the interference of house chores was a challenge. It took me a week to finish the drawing because of it ;-;

I'm sorry I've let you guys down. 😭 Atleast this is better than nothing 😅

N I N J A G O !

See ya guys!