exactly.
don't you
get it?
the way 
i used to feel?

they say
flying and falling
are both equally dangerous
i think
flying is worse
you get to be
free
for a while
but you always
have
to
come
down.

i shouldn't
be scared. 
i chose this. 
i reached out
and tried
to hold on. 
so

why
am i
somehow
scared

of you?