October.

November.

December.

January.

Bella hasn't been the same in months, she doesn't talk or eat. Every time I walk pass her window outside, she just sits there. It's like she's not there. I moved on with my life, but she hasn't. The nights are awful, I hear her screaming, dad would go claiming her down, days were she stays in her room. There's been times I tried talking to her.

*December*

I walk outside to feel the touch of snow, the cold air. Beautiful time of the year, I look up to see bella just siting there. I went inside to try to get her up. "Hey bella, it's beautiful outside. Come with me." I said, nothing "well I'm here if you need me, I'm not going anywhere" my voice cracked. I was asleep that night, when I hear screaming coming from her room, I got up. I see dad coming up "I've got this dad, go back to sleep" I said he nodded. "Hey hey it's okay, I'm here, I'm here" I said holding her, "ssh it's okay" I stayed with her that night, around 5 am I got up early, I was sneaking out her room when I saw her computer, I saw her mail. She has send Alice emails after emails but there were unable to send.
*back flash end*

I've stopped caring for the Cullens, I honestly thought they were people to trust, But I was wrong, you can never trust people. Or your so called 'best friend' I've tried to cheer bella up, but nothing. At school it's even worse, she sits at their table at lunch. It breaks my heart, seeing her like this. "How is she doing?" Angela asked me "like this" I said. After school I drive home, Charlie finally allows me to drive, when we got home, before bella can even opened the door,

"don't get off yet, Bella I'm worried about you." I said to her.

"Don't be." She said looking down.

"Bella, we're all worried here, just forget about the Cullen's. They're not coming back" I said

"How could you not care, Rosalie is your friend" she said. "If she was my friend, she wouldn't have left. Forget about them bella."

"I can't I love him, you don't get it" she said, "yea you're right I don't get it, but he broke your heart. Boyfriends came and go, so do friends."

  The next day we we're heading to school, when dad stopped bella, "all right. That's it, you're going to Jacksonville to live with your mother"

Bella stood quite for a second "I'm not leaving for forks"

"Bells, he's not coming back." He said "I know" she said.

"It's just not normal, this behavior. Quite frankly, it's scaring the hell out of me and your mother. Baby I don't want you to leave, either does Kya. I don't, but just go. Go to Jacksonville. Make some new friends" he said.

"I like my old friends" she said

"Well, you don't see them anymore" dad said

"I do, Me and Kya are going shopping with Jessica tomorrow." She said,

"Yea, we are. Just a girls day" I said helping her out.

"Girls day, okay have fun I guess" he said

We drove off "thanks for saving me back there" bella said "yea, you know I got your back right?" I told her she nod "I know" she held my hand.