luv u,
thats what you said before i even agreed.
You called me your handsome king
and i realized that i couldn't live without you.

luv u,
thats what u always kept reminding me of.
Even when i was being a horrible person,
you stayed.
I loved you for it.

luv u,
thats what i said to get your attention back.
I gave you every second,
tried everything to make you happy,
kept apologising for every little mistake.
But you said it's ok.

luv u,
you said after breaking up.
It felt like like my heart burst in piece,
i couldn't breathe.
I couldn't blame you,
who would wanna be with me?
But i still loved you.

luv u,
how could you say that after everything?
I don't even know what i am anymore,
i feel empty,
there is nothing left.
I got the blade and held it to my wrist,
the blade that you saved me from
and i realized i couldn't die without you.

You were my heart.

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I know, its bad, but i literally just got broken up with and can't really sort my feelings out yet