Chapter 4: Shehnaaz's Secret
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That night, Parminder Ji decided to talk to Shehnaaz about this marriage. She was scared thinking how she would react after knowing that they were planning to get her married to Sidharth. There was hardly any chance that she would agree for this marriage. But still she thought of trying to keep Rita Ji and Ashok Ji's request.
Parminder Ji went to Shehnaaz's room but didn't find her there. She understood that Shehnaaz was inside the washroom. She sat on the bed and took the pillow in her lap while thinking what she should say to her daughter. Suddenly her eyes fell on the photo which was kept under the pillow. She frowned and took the photo in her hand and the next moment became shocked seeing the photo.
At the same time Shehnaaz came out of the washroom and widened her eyes seeing Parminder Ji holding that photo. It was Sidharth's photo.
"Mummy...." She uttered nervously and Parminder Ji looked at her.
She then stood up and asked her showing the photo, "Yeh sab kya hai Shehnaaz?"
"Mummy.... Woh.... Asal mein...."
She didn't understand what to say.
"Tu.... Sidharth se pyaar karti hai?" Asked her mother.
Shehnaaz's eyes became teary. She looked down in embarassment.
"Shehnaaz maine kuch puccha hai tujhse. Tu Sidharth se pyaar...."
Parminder Ji suddenly stopped seeing teardrops falling from Shehnaaz's eyes. She was sobbing.
She immediately hugged Shehnaaz and then made her sit on the bed.
"Mummy.... Maine jaan bujh ke.... Nahi kiya hai kuch.... Mujhe toh uss waqt paata bhi nahi tha ki.... Sana aur Jiju ek dusre se....Pyaar karte hai..... Agar paata hota toh.... Unse kabhi dil nahi lagati...." She said sobbing.
Parminder Ji felt bad for her. She never imagined that Shehnaaz had feelings for her sister's husband.
"Ro mat meri Bacchi. Mujhe khul ke baata sab kuch." Said Parminder Ji.
Shehnaaz stopped sobbing and started telling her mother everything.
Flashback...
It was a normal day. Shehnaaz was in her room and scrolling her phone. Suddenly she saw something on Facebook.
"Cilck here to know what special gift you will get today." She read and clicked the website.
"You will get your.... Soulmate." She read and laughed.
"Kuch bhi!" She thought and ignored it.
Later that day...
Shehnaaz was going outside wearing headphones. She was vibing with some party music and didn't realise when she bumped into someone at the door.
"Ammmaaaaa!" Screamed Shehnaaz and was about to fall when suddenly someone hold her in his arms.
Shehnaaz opened her eyes and saw the person who caught her. She became lost in his eyes. It was the first time when she saw Sidharth. She felt butterflies in her stomach when she saw him from close. He was the most handsome guy she had ever seen. She just kept looking at him as if he did some magic on her.
Sidharth slowly made her stand and asked "Tum thik toh ho na?"
Shehnaaz didn't reply as she was busy admiring him.
Sidharth chuckled and removed her headphones. Then he asked, "Are you okay?"
Shehnaaz immediately nodded in yes.
Sidharth looked at her from top to bottom and said, "Tum aaj bohut alag rahi ho. And this haircut... Bohut suit kar raha hai tumhe. Bohut pyaari lag rahi ho."
Shehnaaz didn't understand why he was behaving like he knew her. As far she knew it was their first meeting. Usually she hated talking to strangers but his compliments made her cheeks turned red.
"Sidharth!" Said Sana with a huge smile and came to them.
"Itni der kar di. Main kab se wait kar rahi thi." She said.
Sidharth became confused and said, "Sana tum? Toh phir yeh..."
Finally he understood and said, "Shehnaaz! Tumhari twin sister?"
Sana nodded in yes and asked, "Tumne kahi galti se isko Sana toh nahi samajh liya?"
"Yaar mujhe kaisa paata chalega? Tum dono same to same dikhti ho. Koi bhi confused ho jayega."
Sana laughed and said, "That's true. Actually hum dono mein fark sirf haircut ko dekh ke kiya jaa sakta hai. Otherwise we look the same."
Then Sana looked at Shehnaaz and said, "Shehnaaz this is my friend, Sidharth. Hum ek mutual friend ki wedding pe mile the. Maine baataya tha tujhe."
"Yeah.... Hi!" Said Shehnaaz without taking her eyes off him.
"Meri Behen se toh mil liya. Aao main tumhe apne parents se milwati hoon."
Saying that Sana took Sidharth with her.
Here Shehnaaz was still lost and thinking what happened few moments ago.
"Soulmate?" She asked herself and blushed heavily.
After that day, Shehnaaz went totally crazy after Sidharth. He used to come to their house often as Sana's friend and she used to admire him from far. They didn't have that much conversation as he used to be busy with Sana. But Shehnaaz never thought that Sidharth and Sana could be more than friends. So she let her feelings develope for him. She used to stalk him on social media and dream about him everytime. Soon she realised that she had fallen in love with Sidharth and started building her dreams with him. Sidharth was her first love and she was loving these new feelings.
One day there was nobody at home. Shehnaaz went outside with her friends when suddenly she started feeling sick and decided to return home early.
That day her parents were not at home. Sana also told that she would be outside. So Shehnaaz thought there would be nobody at home. But as soon as she returned home and went to her room, she became shocked seeing the scenario.
"I love you Sidharth." Said Sana with full of love.
"I love you too Sana." Said Sidharth and kissed Sana's lips passionately.
Shehnaaz's heart broke seeing it. The dreams she built totally got shattered. She took off her eyes and pressed her own mouth to control her sobs. She then went to the rooftop and cried her heart out.
After that day, Shehnaaz stopped thinking about Sidharth. She used to avoid him as much as she could. But still the love she had for him didn't go away.
After a year, Sidharth proposed Sana for marriage and their families also agreed. Shehnaaz was happy for them and started looking at Sidharth only as her sister's husband.
But a part of her heart kept loving him without any expectation.
Flashback Ends...
Parminder Ji kept looking at her daughter. She also had tears in her eyes seeing how she sacrificed her love for her sister. Also she didn't even share her pain with anybody and kept it within herself.
"Mummy yeh sach hai ki main Jiju se pyaar karti thi. Lekin maine kabhi nahi chaha ki woh dono alag ho. Main humesha unn dono ko khush dekhna chahti thi. Lekin kismat ne aisa khel khela ki mujhse meri behen chhin gayi aur Jiju se unka pyaar." Said Shehnaaz sadly.
Parminder Ji sighed and said, "Ek Maa hone ke naate mujhe iss waqt kaise react karna chahiye mujhe nahi paata. Tujhe aur Sana dono ko hi maine apne kokh se janam diya hai. Aaj agar Sana zinda hoti toh baat kuch aur hoti. Shayad tab main tujhe apne dil ki baat apne tak hi rakhne ko kehti. Par ab Sana humare saath nahi hai. Uske bina Sidharth ka bhi bohut bura haal hai. Kehte hai Bhagwan jo karte hai uske peeche koi na koi maqsad hota hai. Kya paata humare saath yeh sab isliye hua ho taa ki tu aur Sidharth ek ho sake."
Shehnaaz looked at her mother with disbelief while she hold her hands tightly and said, "Tu Sidharth se shaadi kar le."
Shehnaaz immediately removed her hands and said, "Mummy aap ko paata hai aap kya bol rahi hai? Apne kaise soch liya Sana nahi hai toh main unse..... It's not possible."
"Puttar samajhne ki koshish kar. Yeh faisla lena humare liye bhi asaan nahi tha. Par Sidharth ki halat ko dekhte hue humein yeh faisla lena padha. Sirf tu hi hai jo iss waqt usko sambhal sakti hai, uska khayal rakh sakti hai. Rita Ji aur Ashok Ji bohut umeed le ke aaye the humare paas. Humse tera haath maanga tha. Sach kahu toh main iss mamle mein tujhe bilkool bhi force nahi karne wali thi. Lekin ab jab mujhe yeh paata chala ki tere dil mein Sidharth ke liye pyaar hai, main kahungi ki tu iss rishte ko ek mauka de. Haan kar de iss shaadi ke liye."
"Par Mummy yeh galat hai. Woh jagah Sana ki hai. Main uski jagah nahi le sakti."
"Puttar iss duniya mein koi kisi ki jagah nahi le sakta. Par waqt ke saath saath humein aage toh badhna padhta hai na? Tum dono ki bhalai iss hi mein hai. Iss shaadi se tujhe bhi tera khoya hua pyaar mil jayega aur Sidharth ko bhi apni zindagi jeene ka ek sahara mil jaayega. Warna jaisi uski halat hai humein toh darr lagta hai kahi woh khud ko kuch...."
"Nahi!" Said Shehnaaz immediately getting scared. "Unko kuch nahi hoga."
Parminder Ji could see the fear in her eyes and became sure that she still loved Sidharth very much.
"Toh kya iss shaadi ke liye teri haan hai Puttar?" Asked Parminder Ji to confirm.
Shehnaaz was in big dilemma. In spite of loving him so much, she didn't want to marry him as he belonged to her sister only. But thinking about his mental condition, she slowly nodded in yes.
On the other hand, Rita Ji and Ashok Ji became happy knowing that Shehnaaz agreed for this marriage. Now they started convincing Sidharth who got angry as soon as they brought the topic.
"Kya kaha aap ne? Shaadi? Woh bhi Shehnaaz se? I can't believe this! How can you guys even think of it?" Asked Sidharth with disbelief.
"Beta humari baat toh sun. Yeh sab hum tere liye...."
Before Rita Ji could complete, Sidharth gave a sarcastic laugh and said, "Mere liye? Oo really? Agar aap mere baare mein zara sa bhi sochte na toh aisi baat kabhi nahi kehte. Mujhe force nahi karte itni zaldi meri Sana ko bhul ke kisi aur se shaadi karne ke liye. Mom, Dad, listen to me very carefully. I love Sana and I will always love her. Uske alawa meri zindagi mein koi aur nahi ho sakti, kabhi bhi nahi."
"Sidharth, Sana se hum sab pyaar karte the. Par sach yeh hai ki woh ab kabhi wapas nahi lautegi. Lekin tujhe toh jeena hoga na? Uske bagair jeena hoga. Zindagi mein aage badhna hoga." Said Ashok Ji trying to make Sidharth understand.
"Nahi badhna mujhe aage. Aur jab meri Sana hi mere paas nahi hogi toh main jee ke bhi kya karunga? Iss se behtar hai ki main marr hi jaau."
"BAS!" Yelled Rita Ji angrily. "Iss se aage aur ek bhi shabd nahi. Tu woh hi karega jo hum tujhe kahenge. Tu Shehnaaz se shaadi karega."
"But Mom..."
"Tujhe meri kasam hai Sidharth. Agar tune yeh shaadi nahi kiyi toh mera mara hua muh dekhega."
Sidharth became shocked hearing that. He felt betrayed by his own parents as they were compelling him to marry against his will.
"Jeete jee hum tujhe apni zindagi barbaad karte hue nahi dekh sakte Sidharth. Sayad abhi nahi par ekdin tu yeh baat zaroor samjhega ki humne jo bhi kiya, sahi kiya." Said Ashok Ji understanding his feelings.
Sidharth became silent for sometime.
His parents were leaving from there when he suddenly asked, "Aur Shehnaaz? Uska kya? Aap log uss se nahi pucchenge ki woh kya chahti hai?"
"Shehnaaz iss shaadi ke liye taiyaar hai." Said Rita Ji before leaving making Sidharth more shocked.
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