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Shehnaaz entered her room and locked the door. Then she fell on the floor and started crying miserably. She remembered the moments when Sidharth got intimate with her while taking Sana's name. She started blaming herself for everything and hating herself to the core.

"Yeh kya kar diya maine? Main emotions mein itna beh gayi ki sahi galat ka fark tak bhul gayi? Woh apne hosh mein nahi the par main toh unhe rok sakti thi. Kyu nahi roka maine unhe? Kyu?"

Thinking that she started hitting herself while crying loudly.

"Main bohut buri hoon. Bohut kharab hoon. Main pyaar ke nahi, nafrat ke hi layak hoon. Kaash Sana ki jagah main hi iss duniya se chali jaati."

She was again going to hit herself but then stopped. She folded her knees and cried her heart out hugging her knees.

After crying for a long time, she wiped her tears and said in her mind, "Bohut hogaya. Sidharth ke paas jaa ke jo gunah maine kiya hai, main usse sudharungi. Ab se Sidharth ko aur sehna nahi padega. Main bohut dur chali jaaungi unki zindagi se."

Shehnaaz knew what to do. She became determined to take that step.

Next Morning...

Sidharth woke up with a bad headache. He hold his head. Last night's hangover was still there. He was about to get up when he suddenly noticed his clothes lying on the floor. He became puzzled.

Suddenly some flashbacks of last night came in front his eyes. He became shocked remembering their intimate moments. Tears rolled down his cheeks. He felt extremely guilty. How could he do this? How could he cheat his Sana?

"Shitt! This is not possible. I can't cheat Sana. I can't give her rights to Shehnaaz. How can I?" He murmured. He was feeling restless. He was dying in every moment while remembering about his own deeds.

He clutched his own hair and groaned in frustration. He was regretting badly. But there was no use of regretting. He had already done the mistake. Not mistake, according to him he committed a sin.

Later, he came out of his room and saw Shehnaaz at the breakfast table. That day she already made breakfast for herself and was having it while talking on phone.

"Advait I can't come today..... I'm not feeling good and I have some important work as well..... Haan tum thoda manage kar lo..... Thank you..... Okay bye...."

Saying that, she hanged up and then her eyes fell on Sidharth. But Shehnaaz immediately took off her eyes as she was not being able to meet her eyes with him. She was feeling ashamed of herself.

Sidharth just ignored her and went to the kitchen to make breakfast for himself. He was not feeling like talking to her. He was feeling angry on her as well thinking that she could stop him but she didn't. She took advantage of him being intoxicated. How could she stoop so low?

"Maine tumhe apna dost samjha aur tumne mere nashe mein hone ka fayda uthaya Shehnaaz. I'll never forgive you for this." He thought feeling hurt and betrayed.

After having breakfast, Sidharth left for office. While leaving, he didn't even look at Shehnaaz for once.

Shehnaaz smiled sadly thinking that she deserved it. After sometime, she also left home and went somewhere.

Later That Day...

Sidharth was working in the office as usual. But from inside he was very much sad. He was not feeling like doing anything. Again and again he was remembering about last night and feeling angry on Shehnaaz but more on himself. He was thinking himself to be a cheater.

Suddenly someone stood outside his cabin and said, "Sidharth! Andar aa sakta hoon?"

Sidharth looked up and saw Nikhil. He indicated him to come and Nikhil entered the cabin.

"Sidharth woh main tujhe sorry bolne aaya tha..... For last night. I realised it later. Mazak mazak mein maine apni limits hi cross kar di. I'm nobody to interfere in your personal matter and judge you. I'm so sorry." Said Nikhil sadly.

Sidharth smiled sarcastically and said, "Nahi Nikhil. Tu sahi tha. I'm not loyal. I hope mere jaisa husband kisi ko na mile."

"Sidharth....."

Before Nikhil could say, Sidharth showed his hand indicating him to stop.

"Mujhe bohut kaam hai. Please leave me alone." He said coldly.

Nikhil nodded and left his cabin. Sidharth continued doing his work.

Meanwhile...

Shehnaaz returned home and went to her room. She took out some papers from her bag and sighed looking at it.

She remembered the day when she got married to Sidharth. Some teardrops fell on the paper. But she wiped her tears and kept the papers inside the drawer.

"Sayad yeh hi hum dono ke liye sahi hai." She thought sadly.

After that she went to the washroom and opened the tap. She washed her hands and splashed some water on her face. Then she took the towel and wiped her face.

After wiping her face, she looked at the mirror and became shocked. She saw two images of herself in the mirror. The other image was smirking at her. Shehnaaz's throat became dry seeing it.

She turned behind and the next moment everything went blank.

At Night...

Sidharth was returning home. Though he didn't want to go home and face Shehnaaz again but he had no other option. He couldn't change the fact that she was still his wife.

While he was driving, a person suddenly came in front of his car and Sidharth immediately pressed the brake. His car hit the person a little.

Sidharth came out of his car and said, "Maaf karna. Aap thik toh hai na?"

The person looked at Sidharth carefully and suddenly said, "Nahi hai. Kuch thik nahi. Woh bohut gusse mein hai. Woh wapas aa chuki hai. Apna haq chhin lene."

Sidharth made a confused face and asked, "Kaun wapas aa chuki hai?"

"Woh aa chuki hai. Aa chuki hai wapas. Apna haq zaroor chhin legi woh. Usse koi nahi rok sakta."

While murmuring the person left and soon became vanished in the dark.

"Pagal tha sayad."

Thinking that Sidharth got inside his car and started driving. He looked outside the window and found the road empty and dark. All of a sudden the night seemed very mysterious to him.

Raat mein hi jaagetin hain
Yeh gunaahon ke ghar

Here Shehnaaz was doing make-up in Sidharth's room, sitting in front of the mirror. She was doing her make-up very carefully as she wanted to look the best.

Inki raahein khole baahein
Jo bhi aaye idhar

She stood up and set her her saree properly. She used clips to hide her chinese haircut. Then she took out her mangalsutra fron the drawer and put vermilion on her head.

Aa haa...
Yeh hai gumraahon ka rasta

Before leaving she turned and smirked looking at the mirror.

Muskaanein jhooti hai
Pehchanein jhooti hai
Rangeeni hai chahyi
Phir bhi hai tanhaayi

Sidharth entered home and started removing his shocks and ties sitting on the sofa. Suddenly the door of his room got opened and Shehnaaz came out of the room. Sidharth's eyes fell on her.

Kal inhi galiyon mein
In masli kaliyon mein
Toh yeh dhoom thi

Sidharth stood up seeing her. He became confused. She dressed up just like Sana. She was wearing her saree, even her mangalsutra. Sidharth's blood boiled seeing all this while Shehnaaz started moving towards him sexily.

Jo rooh pyaasi hai
Jimein udaasi hai
Woh hai ghoomti

Shehnaaz came close to Sidharth and locked her hands around his neck. He found some different emotions in her eyes.

Sabko talaash wohi
Samjhein yeh kaash koi

Shehnaaz closed her eyes and tried to kiss him but Sidharth removed her both hands from his neck and tried to leave from there to which Shehnaaz chuckled.

Aa haa...
Yeh hai gumraahon ka rasta

He was going towards his room suddenly he saw Shehnaaz standing in front of him which made him little scared.

Muskaanein jhooti hai
Pehchanein jhooti hai

She turned and her back collided with his chest. She forcefully kept his one hand on her tummy. Then she lifted up her another hand and and touched his neck sensually.

Rangeeni hai chahyi
Phir bhi hai tanhaayi

Sidharth was totally puzzled with her act. Had she gone crazy?

Shehnaaz turned towards him and pushed him to the sofa. Then she sat on his lap.

Halke ujaalon mein
Halke andheron mein
Joh ik raaz hai
Kyun kho gaya hai woh
Kya ho gaya hai ke
Woh naraaz hai

Sidharth was trying to deal with her with patience. He didn't want to lose his calm. But she was driving him crazy.

Shehnaaz leaned towards him while giving evil smirk.

Aye raat itna bata
Tujhko toh hoga pata

Sidharth turned his face but Shehnaaz squeezed his cheeks and made him look at her.

Aa haa...
Yeh hai gumraahon ka rasta

She closed her eyes and sucked his lips.

Muskaanein jhooti hai
Pehchanein jhooti hai
Rangeeni hai chahyi
Phir bhi hai tanhaayi

Sidharth pushed Shehnaaz away and stood up. Shehnaaz also stood up and hugged him tightly.

"Kaha jaa rahe ho? Pyaar nahi karoge mujhe?" She asked huskily while kissing his heart.

Now Sidharth got extremely angry.

"Shehnaaz, what the f*ck are you doing?" Yelled Sidharth pushing Shehnaaz away from himself with full force.

Shehnaaz kept looking at him for sometime and then started laughing crazily.

Sidharth frowned seeing her weird behaviour.

"Main toh pyaar kar rahi hoon." Said Shehnaaz moving towards him. "Aur kyu na karu? Biwi hoon main tumhari, haq hai mera. Tumhare paas aane ka, tumhe chhune ka."

Saying that Shehnaaz tried to touch him but he jerked her hand off.

"Tumhara dimaag kharab hogaya hai." He said angrily and tried to leave from there but Shehnaaz grabbed his hand.

He turned and found her looking at him with anger.

"Mujhse dur jaane ki koshish bhi mat karna. Tum mere ho." Said Shehnaaz sternly.

Sidharth became shocked hearing her words. She was not the Shehnaaz he knew.

Shehnaaz pulled him towards herself with full force and cupped his face. Sidharth was puzzled seeing her strength.

Before he could say anything, Shehnaaz started kissing him roughly.

Sidharth now became frustrated with her behaviour. His anger rose. He again pushed Shehnaaz away but this time he slapped her so hard that she fell on the sofa.

Suddenly Shehnaaz felt herself free. As if something left from her body. She forgot everything that happened there. Only she could feel that her right cheek was paining. She looked at Sidharth who was fuming in anger.

"Sidharth kya hua......"

"SHUT UP!!!" Yelled Sidharth making Shehnaaz quiet.

He wiped his lips harshly while looking at her with despise.

"Tumhari himmat kaise hui mere paas aane ki?" He roared. "Ab samjha main. Tum yeh sab iss liye kar rahi ho na kyu ki kaal raat mujhse woh stupid mistake ho gayi thi? Let me clear you Shehnaaz, it was not some moment of love. It was a bloody mistake. Main nashe mein tha uss waqt aur tumne mujhe sambhal ne ki jagah mauke ka fayda uthaya. Na chahte hue bhi main tumhare saath intimate ho gaya. And I f*cking regret it!"

Shehnaaz's eyes became teary hearing that.

"Lekin kaal raat mujhse ek galti kya hogayi, tum apne aap ko Sana samajhne lagi? Himmat kaise hui uski saree pehen ne ki, uska mangalsutra pehen ne ki?" He said further making Shehnaaz confused.

She realised that she was wearing Sana's saree and mangalsutra. Her hairstyle was also like her. She couldn't remember when she did it.

"Trust me Sidharth, mujhe nahi paata yeh sab kaise hua." Said Shehnaaz crying.

"Stop your drama Shehnaaz!" Yelled Sidharth again. "Friend samjha tha maine tumhe. Socha tha koi aur naa sahi lekin tum meri feelings ko samjhogi. Lekin main galat tha. Paata hai, tumhari wajah se main kabhi khud se nazre nahi mila paaunga. Humesha mere andar yeh guilt rahega ki maine meri Sana ko dhokha diya."

Sidharth's eyes also became teary. Shehnaaz's heart pained seeing him regretting this much.

"Sidharth meri baat toh suniye...."

"This was not expected from you Shehnaaz."

Saying that Sidharth left from there leaving Shehnaaz in tears.
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Will their relationship work out ever?

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