requested by yomainemmichael

Author's Note
This one-shot contains:
Pregnancy
Vomiting
Body positivity
Simping/Flirtly Kris

Enjoy!

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"BLAAARGH!!" My whole body cramped up as I emptied my stomach. The horrible taste and smell only made me want to continue doing so. My distressed voice echoed through the bathroom. 'What is happening...?' I wondered. I've been sick like this for a week straight. At first, I thought it was just a stomach bug or food poisoning or something. But, oh how wrong I was.

Kris, my loving boyfriend of 5 years, held my hair back and gently rubbed my back in comfort. He was really worried. After a moment, it finally stopped and I took a few deep breaths.

"Are you finished?" Kris asked softly. I nodded. "I... I think so..." I mumbled as I wiped my mouth with some toilet paper. Kris handed me a cup of water and I gratefully accepted. I cleaned my mouth with the first few sips and spit it back out before actually drinking some of the water.

After that, I handed Kris back the cup and leaned my head against his shoulder. I was completely exhausted. These episodes of throwing up have kept me from sleeping for days and every time I tried to eat something, I couldn't keep it down for long. "Love, this can't continue. Please.. Let's go see a doctor. It pains me to see you like this.." Kris practically begged while kissing my sweaty forehead. I didn't really feel like going anywhere but I was too tired to argue and I knew he was right, so I agreed.

~little timeskip~

We were now in the doctor's office. The doctor had asked some questions about my medical history before he suddenly asked. "Is there a chance you might be pregnant?"

Both Kris and me froze. We looked at each other from the corner of our eye, having a silent conversation. "I.. will take that silence as a maybe." The doctor continued when he noticed our freaked out expressions. "I'll arrange a pregnancy test to be made. We'll need a Urin sample, miss." He said to me and I nodded, not knowing what else to say.

As I was in that bathroom doing my.. business, a million thoughts rushed through my mind.
'Oh my god... Could it be? No.. We were always careful.. weren't we? But it does make sense.. The vomiting, those weird carvings... Am I pregnant..?'

I was afraid of what Kris was thinking right now. We've never talked about having kids. I don't even know if he wants any. It just never became a topic. We aren't even married!! We just started living together after graduating. It has been the best time of my life but.. now I was worried what this test could say.

I gave my urin sample to one of the nurses and she then told me to wait in the waiting room, where Kris was already sitting. He was leaned forward, his hands clasped together infront of him as he seemed completely lost in thought. Building up my courage, I sat down next to him. "U-Uhm... the nurse said it was gonna be about 20 minutes..." I said but it came out more as a whisper. "R-Right..." He replied.

There was an awkward silence. I wrapped my arms around myself as I started biting at my nails anxiously.
'If this test is positive.. It will change our lifes forever...'

Kris noticed what I was doing and sat up straight in his seat and reached over, gently taking my hand and pulling it away from my mouth to stop me from biting them. He kissed my hand and held it there, giving me a reassuring look, which I don't know if it made me feel better or not.

~another time skip~

The doctor had called us back into his office with the test results. "Congratulations, the test came back positive. You're expecting." The doctor announced with a smile.

I couldn't help but gasp quietly. 'So it's true.. I'm pregnant. There's a person growing inside of me..'

After the doctor gave me some medication to help with what I now knew was morning sickness, he send us on our way.

We exited the building and just stood there for a moment. My anxiety was started to go through the roof. Kris hadn't said anything ever since the doctor shared the news with us. "Kris.. Please say something..." I mumbled, looking down, as I thought he didn't want children and was about to leave me over this.

But that never happened. I felt his arms wrap around me like they've done so many times before. "I love you." He said as he looked at me but still had his arms around me. Only then, did I notice the big smile and teary ruby eyes. "I love you, I love you so much, doll. So much. And I promise to love this tiny person with everything I have. That is... if you want to carry to term, that is. You don't have to if that's not something you want. Just know that I'll be there for you, no matter what."

This was the most sincere tone, I had ever heard him speak in. And that gave me all the reassurance I needed. A big smile spread across my face.
"Yes! Yes, of course I want to!" I cheered as I wrapped my arms around his neck as he spun me around. We laughed, not knowing how else to let out this happiness. When Kris stopped twirling me around, he started kissing all over my face, his other hand never leaving my stomach.

~a few months later~

It has been about 5 months and I recently passed week 22 of the pregnancy, meaning I entered the second trimester. At this point, it has become a bit more obvious that I was pregnant, a baby bump already  showing. My breasts have been getting bigger also, to slowly get ready to feed the child.

I just felt really bloated and tired all the time. But Kris was all over me.

I had been looking at myself everytime I passed a mirror. I couldn't help it. The changes my body was doing to care for this unborn child, was just mind blowing to me.

"Kris, stop it." I laughed as he had come up behind me and he started nibbling at my neck. "I can't! You look incredible." He whined, rubbing my bump from behind. He loved doing this. Especially when he would sometimes get a little kick in response.

I snorted at his comment. The last thing I felt was desirable and Kris knew this. "Don't snort at me. I've been telling you how much I'm loving these curves~" He purred in a seductive voice as his hands went over said curves. I shivered at the feeling. Knowing that Kris, the love of my life, found me beautiful even if I didn't really feel so, made me feel really loved.

"I know. Although I still don't understand it." Kris gasped like my words just wounded him. "You can't be serious, love. Look at you! I mean, To me, you'll always be the most beautiful woman on earth, but right now, during this pregnancy, you have this... glow to you. It fills me with pride that I get to call you mine and this little one.." Kris started, intertwining our fingers on my belly.
"Is going to officially connect us. And I just know that you'll do an amazing job as a mother. We'll be a family. And I love both of you, so much." Kris continued and I couldn't help but smile fondly. Those words brought tears to my eyes. "I love you too. And you'll be a great father, I just know it." I cooed as I cupped one of my hands over his cheek. I leaned up and kissed his cheek. "Thank you, Kris. For veing there for me. And for finding me desireble."

This time it was Kris turn to scoff. "Oh believe me, I find you way more than just desireble~" He flirted as he leaned down and kissed my neck again. I blushed.

"You, my dear~ are a devine, exquisite, lovely, stunning goddess.~ I'm blesses to be in your mear presence, let alone be the one who's child you're carrying inside you.~" He continued. I covered my face in embarrassment, flustered by the shower of compliments.

"And you wanna know what I want to do right now?~ I want to worship you like the goddess you are. I don't want you to have any more negativity about your body. You are stunning, inside and out." He finished, his flirty tone dropping and replacing it with a genuine one. I couldn't prevent tears of joy from coming to my eyes. 'Stupid moodswings...'

Kris kissed my cheek before picking me up bridal style like I don't weight anything, making my face redder. He then carried me to our shared bed.

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