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Stray Kids Chan (Hemophobia)

Chan's POV

We were in the middle of a VLIVE with all 8 of our members when I first felt it happening. I felt a weird tingling sensation in my nose and it felt like it was beginning to run, except I could tell this was different. I've got nose bleeds before, a lot unfortunately. That's what happens when you work yourself to the point of almost exhaustion. I'm not proud of it but I've done that to myself too many times to count. There is only one semi minor problem I have with getting a nosebleed. I have hemophobia and seeing the blood makes me panic and if I don't find a quick way to calm down, I end up passing out. Ok so that's not exactly a minor problem, more like a major problem but uh, yeah. I quickly looked around at the boys, trying to see if I could gain their attention but they were all mucking around and not really paying attention. I quickly tilted my head back and tapped twice on Changbin's leg as I stood up, shakily walking out of the room. I walked down the halls quickly until I made it to the bathroom. I rushed over to the sink and squeezed my eyes closed as I held my head back, desperately wanting to keep the blood away so I wouldn't have to see it. Even just thinking about the blood was making me begin to panic and tears begun to fall down my face as I started to sob. The door was swung open and there was some shuffling before I felt some sort of fabric being placed over my eyes. It took me a few seconds to realised someone had covered them so I wouldn't accidentally see any blood.

"It's ok Channie, you're safe. Sungie and I are here with you," Changbin whispered gently as I felt soft hands rub into my shoulder, definitely Jisung's gentle one's. I appreciate my 3Racha counterparts and I know that I'm safe. Those two know exactly how to deal with me when I'm having a panic attack or facing my phobia after all the times that they've had to deal with it at the studio. Jisung know that I love the contact, the massages he gives and Changbin knows that it helps to be gentle with me, calling me nicknames rather than Hyung.

"Channie, I need you to tilt your head forwards. Tilting it back like that could be dangerous Channie. We're here with you and we'll protect you. I promise we'll look after you," he told me. I know they will, they always do.

"S-Sung," I whispered.

"Yes Hyungie," he said gently. I slowly lifted my hand and he seemed to understand as mere seconds later his was intertwined with mine.

"Come on Channie, lean forward for me aegi," Changbin said as he gently placed his hand on the back of my head. I shakily let him push it forwards slowly until I assume it was hanging over the sink. I immediately felt the blood rushing down my nose and dripping down into the sink. I felt some of the blood fall onto my lips and I whimpered.

"Shh, I've got it Chan," Changbin said softly and I felt something gently wipe the blood off my upper lip before keeping it there to make sure no more blood got near my lips.

"You're doing so well Hyungie, so well. Just a little bit longer," Jisung whispered. I felt him place his head on my shoulder and he placed his cheek gently against mine. I sniffled and have a small nod, shoulders shaking as I silently cried. I know I'm safe and the boys will look after me but it doesn't stop me from being scared, just stops me from panicking way too much.

"W-What are the other's doing," I asked shakily, trying to distract myself.

"They're still doing the VLIVE, keeping the fans occupied," Jisung replied.

"Shit. They're going to be asking so many questions and be concerned," I said worriedly.

"It's fine Chan, don't worry about it. This isn't your fault ok. JYP overworks you too much, your health shouldn't be this bad, you need a break," Changbin said firmly.

"I can't have a break Binnie, I need to do the songs for the next album and we're practicing," I replied gently.

"I know, that's what I mean," he replied with a sigh.

"I-I'll be ok. It's just hard because of my hemophobia. I'm so sorry for having to make you guys look after me. I'm the Hyung, I should be looking after you," I said guiltily.

"Nonsense Channie Hyung. Hyung or not, you deserve to be looked after. We love looking after you anyway," Jisung said softly as he wrapped his arms around me waist.

"We're almost there Chris, just a wait a little bit longer for it to stop completely," Changbin said.

"Thanks Bin," I said.

"What am I, chopped liver," Jisung said and I could practically picture his pout in my head. I chuckled slightly and rested my head more onto his.

"Hyung loves you and appreciate you very much," I said gently.

"Ha, take that Changbin, he said he loves me," Jisung said quickly. I laughed and shook my head slightly at his childishness. Jisung really likes to be a drama queen sometimes. You think Hyunjin is bad? You should see Jisung behind the camera.

Changbin's POV

We were in the middle of our VLIVE and I was talking to Minho who was on my right, Chan was sitting on my right when I felt Chan tap my leg twice. I turned around in confusion but saw him tilt his head back and walk out of the room quickly. Ugh, I hate JYP sometimes, they overwork Chan Hyung way too much. He's been getting way too many nosebleeds recently and they're horrible for him because he has hemophobia and it means he often get's panic attacks during them if he doesn't have someone too look after him and keep him calm. I gently kicked Jisung's leg under the table and quietly said his name. He looked over at me in surprise before I nodded my head to the seat next to me and he realised Chan was gone.

"We'll be back soon stay," I said, smiling over at the camera.

"Continue, we'll look after him," I whispered to Minho, making him nod quickly. Jisung and I quickly stood up and left the room, running the minute we were out of camera-shot. I quickly swung the door open to see Chan with his eyes squeezed shut as he gripped tightly to the sink. His head was still held back and he was sobbing quietly. I quickly pulled my shirt over my head and tied it gently over Chan's eyes so he didn't have to squeeze his closed and wouldn't accidentally see any blood which would cause him to panic more.

"It's ok Channie, you're safe. Sungie and I are here with you," I assured him gently, making sure he knew who was there. Jisung gently started to massage his shoulders as that's something that helps calm Chan down, much like me being informal whenever he panics as it makes him feel closer to us. Jisung doesn't do that though because he says it doesn't feel right given how much younger he is but I don't mind. I frowned when I noticed he was still tilting his head back. I'm pretty sure I've read somewhere that tilting it back can be quite harmful for you.

"Channie, I need you to tilt your head forwards. Tilting it back like that could be dangerous Channie. We're here with you and we'll protect you. I promise we'll look after you," I said gently.

"S-Sung," Chan whispered.

"Yes Hyungie," Jisung replied. Using Hyungie is as close he get's to being informal with Chan. He learnt his lesson after that one video where he was trying to do it as a joke but Chan actually heard him. I smiled fondly as Chan slowly lifted up his hand and Jisung immediately held it in his own.

"Come on Channie, lean forward for me aegi," I told him softly. I placed my hand on the back of his head and he let me guide it down so it was over the sink. The blood immediately started to flow out and dripped down into the sink. My eyes went wide as it started dripping towards his mouth. I turned around and grabbed the face towel quickly as I heard him whimper.

"Shh, I've got it Chan," I told him quietly as I wet the towel and used it to wipe the blood off his lips and around them. I decided to just continue hold the towel over his top lip so no other blood would go there.

"You're doing so well Hyungie, so well. Just a little bit longer," Jisung whispered to him as he rested his head on Chan's shoulder. He gave me a sad smile to which I returned. It hurts us to see Chan going through something like this that can easily be avoided if Chan ever actually got a break.

"W-What are the other's doing," Chan asked.

"They're still doing the VLIVE, keeping the fans occupied," Jisung replied.

"Shit. They're going to be asking so many questions and be concerned," Chan said and I could tell if he didn't have quick reassurance he would start to work himself up.

"It's fine Chan, don't worry about it. This isn't your fault ok. JYP overworks you too much, your health shouldn't be this bad, you need a break," I said with frown. It really angers me how much pressure Chan has and how much time he spends at the company, neglecting his own needs.

"I can't have a break Binnie, I need to do the songs for the next album and we're practicing," he said.

"I know, that's what I mean," I said, sighing in frustration. Jisung also didn't look to happy as we both have the same views.

"I-I'll be ok. It's just hard because of my hemophobia. I'm so sorry for having to make you guys look after me. I'm the Hyung, I should be looking after you," he said. I could hear the guilt in his voice and that's just typical Chan for you. Always thinking it's his job to look after everyone but never the other way around.

"Nonsense Channie Hyung. Hyung or not, you deserve to be looked after. We love looking after you anyway," Jisung said determinedly as he wrapped his arms around the eldests waist. I had a check on the nosebleed and was happy to see it had slowed down significantly.

"We're almost there Chris, just a wait a little bit longer for it to stop completely," I told him quickly.

"Thanks Bin," he said appreciatively.

"What am I, chopped liver," Jisung said with a pout and furrowed eyebrows. He can be so childish sometimes. I often wonder how he isn't the Maknae of the group, he acts like it sometimes. I was happy to hear Chan let out a small chuckle though.

"Hyung loves you and appreciate you very much," Chan said, a small smile playing at his lips.

"Ha, take that Changbin, he said he loves me," Jisung said quickly. I rolled my eyes at him but Chan did a full laugh so I'll let it go. I noticed that Chan's nose had finally stopped bleeding and I let out a sigh of relief.

"It's stopped bleeding Channie so I'll just get you cleaned up now ok," I said gently.

"Thanks Changbin," he replied. I quickly moved the towel and rewet it before using it to wipe every last trace of blood off his face. I then went and rinsed all of the blood off the sink and threw the towel in the bin.

"All good now," I said as I gently removed the shirt from his eyes. He blinked and looked around nervously and I knew exactly what he was doing. I made sure to stand in front of the bin just in case. He continued to look around until his eyes landed on me and he raised an eyebrow.

"What," I asked confused.

"Put your shirt on you idiot," he said with a chuckle. Oh right, I never put it back on.

"Hey, I was using it to help you," I told him with a frown as I quickly put it back on.

"Thank you guys, really," he said as he pulled us both into a hug.

"No problem Hyung, we're always gonna be here when you need us," Jisung said as we embraced him tightly.

"Chan Hyung, please take a break from staying up late for at least the next two days please. I can't keep seeing you like this," I said sadly, looking away quickly as my eyes welled up slightly. I can't believe I'm about to cry over something so small.

"Changbin? Aegi look at me," Chan said softly. He gently grabbed my chin and turned my head to face him and that's when the tears finally fell.

"Oh Binnie. I'm so sorry, I didn't realise how much this was weighing on you," he said sadly as he brought me into a tight embrace.

"I-I'm sorry. I just don't like seeing you like this," I sobbed, fully breaking down in his arms. I don't know why I suddenly started crying but I guess it just all got too much, seeing my Hyung neglect his health so much.

"Don't apologize Changbin. You've been doing so well to look after me these past few months and it means so much to me. It's understandable that you get a bit overwhelmed," he said gently.

"Hyungie." We both turned our head quickly at the small whimper to see Jisung silently crying.

"Oh Sungie," Chan said sadly as we both brought him back into the hug.

"These next three nights are gonna be 3Racha time ok. I will be out of the studio by 6pm and we'll spend the next few hours watching movies and doing whatever and then we'll go to bed at a semi-reasonable time and cuddle together alright. How does that sound," Chan said gently. We both nodded into his shoulder before pulling away and wiping our eyes, trying to calm down. Chan gently wiped our eyes as well and helped us calm down.

"God we're all a bunch of cry-babies," Chan joked, making us all laugh.

"We should probably rinse our eyes so we don't give everyone a heart attack," Jisung said quickly. We spent a few minutes fixing ourselves up and making sure we were happy and smiling before we headed back to the room and joined the VLIVE once again. The other's were still talking and didn't make any comments about where we were, we just sat back down and joined in once again. I slipped my hand into Chan's under the table, making him side-eye me before smiling and squeezing it back. I'll definitely be looking forward to these next few nights!

A/N

This was requested by @Meegan-da-veegan and I hope you enjoyed it

Thank you to everyone for reading and I hope you're all doing ok

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