Sunoo's POV

"Come on Hyungs, let's go again and see if we can get it right," Ni-ki said as he restarted the music. I mean I love Ni-ki so much but that kid's a dancing machine and really strict when it comes to getting the dances right. We've been practicing for about 3 hours already and we're all pretty tired but we're still doing it.

"Do we have to," I groaned with a pout. I saw the corner of Ni-ki's lips tug up as if he was going to smile but he quickly turned away.

"Yes we do," he said sternly.

"But if we do it well, it can be the last run through," he added a bit more quietly. I grinned knowing that it's because I'm his favourite Hyung and he has a soft spot for me.

"Thanks Riki," I said with a grin as I caught his eye in the mirror. He rolled his eyes but I could see the smile he was trying to hide.

"Let's go Hyungs," Ni-ki said as we all got into place. He played the music and we all began to dance. Everything was going perfectly well and we were all in synch, until Jake stumbled and tripped, falling dangerously close to the table. I heard a bang and everyone gasped as Jake groaned in pain. Jungwon and Heeseung ran to him as Ni-ki turned the music off and the rest of us all crowded around.

"Crap, he clipped his arm on the side of the table, can someone call an ambulance, he might need stitches," Heeseung said quickly. I froze in horror as I saw the blood oozing from the gash in Jake's elbow and all over Jungwon's shirt. This is bad, really bad. I mean it's horrible but Jake's hurt but I have Hemophobia and seeing that amount of blood, so close and so clearly is not good for me. What also isn't good is the fact I maybe haven't told anyone about my fear. Uh, whoops. My heart dropped as I watched the blood continue to go everywhere as the other's knelt down beside him and used random clothes to cover his elbows. I took a step back as my head felt fuzzy and my heart was pounding. I can't stay in this room. I need to get out, I need to get away. BeforeI could second guess myself, I was quickly running out of the room. I continuedrunning, trying to find an empty room.

"Sunoo Hyung, what're you doing," I heard Jungwon call out suddenly. I didn't even realise he had followed me but I'm kind of thankful. When I completely break down and fall into a panic attack, hopefully he'll be able to help me. I finally found a room and rushing inside, collapsing to the floor in tears.

"Sunoo what's wrong." I turned around and I immediately noticed the blood coating his shirt.

"N-No. Wonie, Wonie stay away," I begged as I shuffled back until my back hit a speaker.

"Sunoo, you've gotta tell me what's wrong," Jungwon said. I closed my eyes trying not to look at the blood but I could still picture it. I heard some movement and but I kept my eyes closed as I sobbed and struggled to take deep breaths. I yelped in surprise as I felt arms wrap around me and I was pulled onto Jungwon's lap. I rested my head on his chest and my eyes flew open as I felt something smooth and warm. I was confused to see that his shirt was gone and I lifted my head to look at him but he just gently placed his hand on my head and moved it back onto his chest. I was still panicking and having trouble breathing but the skin to skin contact was so soothing and warm that I felt myself calm slightly as I buried my head further into his chest as my eyes slipped back closed.

"That's it Ddeonu, just breathe ok. You're alright," he whispered. Everything about the younger was soothing, his hold, his voice, his skin and I was surprisingly quick to pull myself out of the panic attack.

"You ok," he asked me softly.

"Yeah, m'fine," I said tiredly. I may have come out of the panic attack quickly but it still took a lot out of me and I usually feel quite faint and tired when I see blood.

"How long," he whispered and it was then that I knew he had realised what the problem was, no wonder he got rid of his shirt.

"Since I was a child," I whispered.

"Why didn't you tell anyone," he asked gently. I blinked my eyes tiredly and sighed.

"Didn't want to seem weak," I replied.

"I can tell you're tired so I'll stop talking but just know that this doesn't mean you're weak Hyung," he said softly. I nodded and cuddled up closer to him, feeling the warmth from his chest radiate through my whole body. It was soothing and I was calming down completely when I heard a bang, making me jump slightly but I was too tired to react much more then that.

Jungwon's POV

We were all consoling Jake as he was in Heeseung's lap and groaning from the pain of the cut in his arm, well almost everyone. Sunoo was still standing where he was when it first happened and if I was being completely honest, he looked a little off. My eyes went wide as he suddenly turned around and sprinted out of the room, no one else seemed to notice so I quickly got up and left the room. I ran after him as he turned down a hall.

"Sunoo Hyung, what're you doing," I called out quickly, trying to get him to stop but he kept running. He suddenly swung a door open and sprinted into an empty room, me following soon after and closing it behind us. I watched in concern as he fell to the floor and was crying and breathing heavily.

"Sunoo what's wrong," I asked quickly, trying to figure out what's wrong because he was really starting to worry me. He turned to face me and looked at my chest, his eyes going wide and his breathing picked up.

"N-No. Wonie, Wonie stay away," Sunoo pleaded, surprising me. He sounded scared but why would he be scared?

Sunoo, you've gotta tell me what's wrong," I begged him. I can't help him unless he tells me what's got him so worked up and if I don't help him he could work himself up so much that he passes out. He clenched his eyes closed and sobbed as his breathing hitched and he was having even more trouble breathing. I looked down at my shirt and my eyes widened seeing the amount of blood on it and that's when it clicked. He didn't go near Jake, he started panicking after Jake hurt his arm, he panicked even more when he saw my shirt. All of those instaces had one common factor. Blood. I quickly pulled off my shirt and wiped the little bit of blood on my skin off before throwing my shirt behind a box. I moved over and sat next to him, wrapping my arms around him and making him yelp as I pulled him onto my lap. He rested his head on my chest before lifting it quickly and looking up at me. I placed my hand on the back of his head and pushed it gently down onto my chest again. I just sat there like that with my youngest Hyung in my arms as he sobbed and shook slightly. He buried his head closer to my chest and I heard him let out a small sigh. It tickled slightly but I didn't move because it seemed to be helping Sunoo and I wanted him to be ok.

"That's it Ddeonu, just breathe ok. You're alright," I whispered. It took less than a minute for him to start breathing a lot better and stop crying.

"You ok," I asked gently.

"Yeah, m'fine," he whispered. Well he didn't really sound fine, he sounded quite tired actually. I really wanted to find out if it was what I thought it was though.

"How long," I asked. He was quiet for a few seconds as I assume he processed what I was asking.

"Since I was a child," he whispered.

"Why didn't you tell anyone," I asked gently. I heard him sigh quietly before replying.

"Didn't want to seem weak," he told me. Ah, classical Sunoo, always trying to be the happy and strong one. I wanted to ask more but I could tell that he was barely keeping himself awake at the moment and I didn't want to pressure or overwhelm him.

"I can tell you're tired so I'll stop talking but just know that this doesn't mean you're weak Hyung," I said gently. He nodded and cuddled closer to my chest as I held him tighter. His breathing was stable now and he was had his cold hand placed on my chest above my heart, I'm not even sure he realised he did that but it seemed to be helping him keep calm. The door suddenly swung open with a bang and I jumped, cuddling Jungwon closer to me as I looked up to see Sunghoon and Ni-ki standing there with frowns on their faces.

"What the hell are you two doing? Jake is hurt and you two are doing god knows what in here," Sunghoon said angrily. Sunoo whimpered in my hold and Ni-ki paused from where he was going to say something but seemed to finally take a good look at how we were sitting.

"Sunoo Hyung," he said as he quickly moved over and placed a gentle hand on his back.

"Ni-ki," Sunoo said tiredly as Sunghoon walked over and knelt next to us as well.

"What's wrong with Sunoo, he doesn't look too good," Sunghoon said as he furrowed his eyebrows in concern.

"Squeeze my hand if I can tell them," I told Sunoo gently as I slipped my hand into his. I felt his weak squeeze but it was enough to let me know he was fine with it.

"He had a panic attack," I told them, making them both gasp.

"W-What. Why," Ni-ki asked quickly.

"And why aren't you wearing a shirt," Sunghoon added.

"I'm not wearing a shirt because it was covered in a certain red substance and Sunoo has Hemophobia," I told them.

"He's got a fear of blood," Sunghoon asked in surprise. I nodded slowly.

"Since when, why didn't we know about it," Ni-ki asked as he started to gently rub his back.

"He was worried we'd think his weak but I told him that was untrue," I said gently, making emphasis on it not being true because Sunoo wasn't asleep yet and could still hear us.

"Well you're right, its not true," Ni-ki said with a firm nod. It's cute how much the Maknae likes Sunoo, everyone can tell he's his favourite Hyung even if he doesn't admit it.

"I think the panic attack took a lot out of him and he needs a lot of rest," I said gently. Ni-ki immediately stood up and took off his jacket before placing it on the floor next to me and holding out his arms.

"I'll carry him, you put my jacket on," he said. I nodded and gently gave handed Sunoo over to him. The minute Sunoo was out of my arms, he whined and his eyes slipped open tiredly as he lifted his head up.

"Shh Ddeonu, it's just Riki," Ni-ki said gently. After hearing that, Sunoo's eyes slipped closed again and he wrapped his arms around Ni-ki's neck, resting his head on the Maknae's chest.

"How's Jake," I asked as I slipped Ni-ki's jacket on and zipped it up.

"Heeseung and Jay went with him to the hospital. We don't know what's happened yet but he should be fine, hopefully he just needs stitches," Sunghoon replied.

"Any idea when they'll be back home," I asked as we walked down the hall.

"No idea, we'll head back to the dorm though," Sunghoon told us. I nodded and we walked outside, getting into the van that was waiting for us.

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When we got home, Ni-ki carried Sunoo upstairs and placed him down onto his bed. It was a surprise that he hadn't even fallen asleep yet with how exhausted he was.

"You good to look after him," Ni-ki asked me quietly.

"Yeah I'll stay with him and help him sleep. You go help Sunghoon Hyung sleep," I told him. He nodded and left the room after kissing Sunoo's cheek gently. I walked over to Sunoo's bed and gently slipped under the cover, wrapping my arms around him and pulling him closer to me. He placed his head on my chest before whining and sitting up, looking down at me with a sleepy pout. He looked adorable.

"What," I asked with a chuckle.

"Why are you wearing a jacket," he asked sleepily.

"What do you mean," I asked confused. He whined and blinked sleepily before grabbing the zip of the jacket and undoing it before moving the clothing out of the way and settling back down and resting his head on my bare chest again. He made a small sound of happiness and I felt a wide grin take over my face. God he is so adorable, I just want to keep him in my pocket sometimes. I get what Engene's say.

"You're a dork," I chuckled before running my hand through his hair.

"And you're comfy," he sighed as he wrapped his arms around my waist and cuddled closer.

"Are you sure you're comfortable? You come closer if you want," I said sarcastically but my voice held no annoyance.

"Shut up, I'm still your Hyung," he mumbled.

"Get some sleep Hyung," I chuckled.

"M'kay," he whispered before going silent. I continued to run my hand through his hair until I was sure he had fallen asleep. I placed a quick kiss on his cheek before letting my eyes slip closed as I settled down, slowly drifting off to sleep.

Sunoo's POV

I felt a dip in the bed behind me and I slipped my eyes open, turning around to meet the eyes of Jake Hyung as he smiled up at me.

"Hey Ddeonu," he said gently.

"Hey Jakey," I whispered tiredly.

"How're you doing aegi," he asked softly.

"I should be asking you that. I'm sorry for running off," I said guiltily.

"Eh, I'm ok. I didn't even end up needing stitches, the boys overreacted a bit. I heard you had a hard time earlier, so I wanted to see if you were doing ok," he said, running a hand through my hair softly.

"I have Hemophobia so seeing the blood wasn't very nice but Jungwon looked after me," I told him. He sighed and frowned slightly.

"I'm sorry for triggering your fear," he said.

"No, it's ok. You never knew. I'm just glad that you ok Hyung," I said honestly.

"I'm glad we know now, so we can make sure you aren't put in that position again," he said with a small sigh as I nodded.

"He still asleep," he added, nodding behind me. I turned over and looked at Jungwon, smiling as I saw his sleeping form.

"Yep, like a baby," I said as I turned back around.

"He's a good leader," Jake said suddenly. I had no idea where that came from but I nodded.

"He is," I said.

"Are you still tired," he asked me.

"A little bit," I admitted.

"Why don't you come here and get some more rest," he said, holding his arms open. I went to move closer to him before pausing. I meant it worked with Jungwon and he didn't care but Jake's reaction could be completely different, he may even be disgusted.

"What's up," he asked slightly concerned. What am I thinking Jake would never be like that, would he.

"Can you take off your shirt," I asked timidly, making his eyes widened.

"W-What? Why," he asked in surprise. Uh oh, I shouldn't have said that should I.

"I'm sorry, I know it's weird, just forget about it," I said quickly as I went to place my head on his chest. My eyes welled up with tears as he stopped me and looked at me with a steady gaze. I shouldn't have said anything.

"Why did you ask Sunoo aegi," he asked gently.

"I-I'm sorry. I just, earlier when Jungwon calmed me down, the skin to skin contact was so soothing and comforting and again earlier. I'm sorry I know it's disgus-." I stopped talking when Jake suddenly sat up and pulled his shirt off, discarding it to the side before lying back down and opening his arms. I caught sight off the bandage wrapped around his arm but I was more confused by what he did.

"What're you doing," I asked him confused.

"You wanted my shirt off so I took it off. Now come on, you need your sleep because you're the worst to deal with when you're tired," he said rolling his eyes.

"Y-You don't think it's disgusting," I asked nervously.

"No, why would I," he asked with a raised eyebrow.

"You didn't seem to happy," I said as I slowly lay back down and rested my head on his chest, relaxing completely.

"I was just surprised but I think we've just found the key to calming you down and getting you to sleep," he chuckled. I groaned and pouted but found myself snuggling closer to him. He's not wrong though, this really is comforting and soothing for me.

"Can I sleep some more Hyung," I asked as I yawned.

"Ok course Ddeonu. We'll both get some sleep ok aegi," he whispered gently. I nodded and let my eyes slip closed as I listened to his heartbeat, slowly drifting off to sleep at the steady strum...

A/N

This was requested by @sunoo_is_sunshine and I hope you enjoyed it.

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