Hey so guys I know this isn't a drawing but I suddenly thought of this and wrote like all of it today so IMMA WRITE IT HERE

I lie endlessly on my bed, heartbreak evident around the room. The broken love of friendship that has perished underneath my feet. I sigh as I continue the journey of my cursed life. The world favours everyone else rather than me. Why? Please tell me why. Why must everyone who I once trusted betray my soul and leave me to the monsters of my conscience to manipulate me. The light of my future has dimmed and crumbled before me, the hope of love, friendship and family only belong to those who deserve it. But not me. I am just someone here to even out the numbers, no one wants me, loves me, needs me. As others see the world in bright colours full of exciting blossoms of dreams, I live in the same black and white life day in day out. I want to live like them. To see the world in more than just black and white. To have hope, but I know it is impossible for I am just a lost soul, searching for a place in this world. Searching for someone who actually cares. Searching for somewhere that I can call home.

I've been having some thoughts like this on and off so I just wanted to vent all of them here