I know I said I would never make an angst, but I have decided to try making one just to see how it goes

WARNING: CONTAINS SWEARING, BLOOD & DEATH

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*1 Month Ago*

"You're being ridiculous Hoseok! It was once!" Yoongi yelled at his furious boyfriend who was currently at his breaking point. "No Yoongi! It was three times and all three times I forgave you!" Hoseok yelled back at the man, something that was very rare for Hoseok to do. "If it's so fun going out drinking instead of being here with me then just get the fuck out. Better yet, I'll just leave" Hoseok yelled for the final time before his face dropped and emotions seemed no longer present. Walking past the stunned man before him, Hoseok continued out of the apartment they shared and disappeared down the road.

For the next few hours Yoongi had calmed from his rage and waited for Hoseok's return. They had fought before and whoever left always came back before it got too late, but tonight, Hoseok never came home. Yoongi called, texted, reached out to friends, but not a single lead. For the next month Yoongi tried everything he could to find Hoseok, but with no luck. At this point now, Yoongi knew that Hoseok wasn't coming back.

*Present Day*

Walking up the street he missed most, Hoseok looked up at the window that was once his living room window in his shared apartment with Yoongi. He wanted to return to the man, but he knew that if he did, nothing would change. Yoongi would stop for a while, but would eventually return to his old habits. Turning to walk away before it was too late, what Hoseok didn't notice was Yoongi who was just approaching the window. Yoongi had previously been in their apartment looking at the old photos on the bookshelf. With each photo, the happy memory of when it was taken would flash in his mind, but with each happy memory, followed a bad one. Eventually the memories became too much, which lead to him looking out the window.

At first, Yoongi didn't see anything, but after a moment, Yoongi saw a familiar retreating figure. Not believing his eyes, Yoongi blinked a few times and then for the first time in his life, Yoongi ran as fast as he possibly could out of the apartment. Down the stairs and out the front door, Yoongi looked around for Hoseok who he had just saw only a moment later. Not seeing the man, Yoongi tried going the same direction he said Hoseok going, but by now Hoseok was nowhere to be seen. Not believing he had just lost Hoseok yet again, Yoongi ran a hand through his hair before letting out a angry and defeated yell. Backing against the wall of a nearby building, Yoongi slid down it, not caring how it scratched his back. His head buried in his knees, Yoongi began to sob once again, losing his lover.

What seemed like forever passed by, but judging by the sun, it had only been about an hour. Now getting up and heading inside, Yoongi was looking for a distraction. Anything to get his mind off of Hoseok. Turning the television on for some background noise, Yoongi was staring off across the room until something on the news caught his attention. Turning the volume up, Yoongi was facing his worst nightmare. "-non street, the son of governor Jung, Hoseok Jung has been involved in a hit and run. Hoseok was heading home after work when a drunk driver came barreling around the corner. Hoseok was rushed to the hospital, but sadly passed away minutes later due to the extensive injuries" the news reporter announced Hoseok's death and Yoongi couldn't feel anything anymore. Behind the news reporter was the scene and while most of it was covered, there were still a few spots where blood could be seen mixed with broken glass.

The world falling apart around him, Yoongi couldn't hear anything, see anything, or feel anything as he processed this information. His thoughts raced, wanting to believe he misheard and it wasn't Hoseok that got hit. Soon those thoughts were clouded by thoughts of if he could have saved him if he had just noticed a moment earlier. Something snapping inside the man, Yoongi walked up the steps of the apartment building listlessly. He knew what he was doing, but he didn't care. Walking to the edge of the building, Yoongi looked out over the city below him. He thought he would have been a little scared, but he wasn't scared at all. Looking up at the sky, Yoongi smiled as a few tears slipped out of his eyes. "I'm sorry Hoseok. I won't leave you alone anymore" Yoongi softly spoke to the sky and in the next moment he stepped off that building. The horrified screams of the pedestrians down below catching the attention of all around. Today was the day Yoongi kept his promise to never leave Hoseok.