SPECIAL [KINNPORSCHE 2]

-KINN-

(T/N: This chapter follows chapter 35. Actually, it can be considered as a part of chapter 35 with Kinn's POV. If you've read the translation of Lady Q (Michell Quaife), this special chapter was included in chapter 35)

[Earlier]

When I came back up to our room, Porsche also did his own business. I was about to turn on the computer and continue to work. Exams were stressful but not a problem for me. The stresses and strains that I had to face every day was probably the work at the company. Even though I hadn't had to cover everything, I had to try to learn everything: casinos, transportation deals including ground transportation and marine transportation, real estate and illegal trading prohibited goods. Of course, it was a crushing responsibility. Pa had high expectations of me, although there were some points I missed. Even though Pa never said anything, I didn't want to disappoint anyone.

At this age, having to carry so many responsibilities, I had to admit that there was some pressure. But you couldn't choose the family you were born into. Plus, being born into a family with strong power and influence in the business circles was naturally on spotlight and highly expected as I said. I didn't want to run myself into the ground like this, but what could I do? Rebel against my father and told him that gave my normal life back was not a problem. But Agong would break out of his grave and pointed at me and cursed me.

[T/N: Don't worry Kinn. It's good if your Agong get out of his grave himself so we don't have to dig him up. Ché is probably the first one want to talk to him.]

The Main Family Teerapanyakul family was my pride, even though I went through some crazy things at times, but every time I saw Pa getting tired, I throw off the thought of ​​living my own life. Throughout the years, Pa understood me, Pa spoiled me in love matter. Pa never scolded me once. So when I did something, I had to considerate his feelings. Especially since Pa green-lighted my relationship with Porsche, the more I wanted to make Pa be prouder of me.

But even then, I still spent some time to play games or surf social media for an hour before start working. Just relax a little bit. It didn't waste a lot of time.

I got into the social app, switching from this one to that one. I was not addicted to social media but once in a while I went to check the news, but mainly to see if Porsche complained about me or not.

I continued to sweep my finger. Porsche himself was also not addicted to social media. He only replied to some friends' comments. Like now he was in the bathroom, playing with his phone because my notification came up that he was interacting with his friend on Facebook.

[Jom jukkrity] : When will the exams get over!!! I'm stressed!!!!!!!

Jom posted a status to vent his emotions. I added all Porsche's friends. I just wanted to keep him within my eyesight all the time, I didn't want to make him feel uncomfortable. I just wanted to know everything about him.

Comment...

[Tem Taran] : Come on. We can do it, friends!!! We'll pass the next level*...oh! pass the exam** together. 🤣🤣🤣

(T/N: * ผ่านด่าน/paan daan/
         ** ผ่านการ/paan gaan/
Tem didn't misspell the word. It's a kind of wordplay in Thai using the first one or two words and followed by other word with the same pattern)

[Jom jukkrit] : Bastard!! I'm going to read books.

[Tem Taran] : สาธุ 99

(T/N: สาธุ 99 /sathu99/ It's a meme that came from chain letters. Some Thai people really believe that by sharing a post with hashtag # สาธุ99 or comment สาธุ 99 on that posts bring you good luck. Tem is saying jokingly "Good luck")

[Jom jukkrit] : When the exams get over, I will get so drunk that I call a dog Por!

(Por=Pa=Father)

[Tem Taran] : Oh, poor the dog!

[Porsche Pachara] : +1 Tem

[Jom jukkrit] : Phew!! Which shop will we go to? Please confirm it to give me strength to take the exam.

Porsche was still Porsche. Even though he was serious about life, had to work to take care of his brother, not really had a corner to live a normal life. In general, I believed that if he wasn't together with me, Porsche would still be working at Jae Yok's shop. Porsche, he was probably like me, sometimes wanting to have a normal life, but with the burden of responsibility we couldn't do it. Honestly, I wanted him to spend more time with his friends, wanted to care about his feelings but I didn't know what he thought now. I kept scrolling down to read their conversation because I thought there weren't anything special.

[Tem Taran] : It's good to have some drink. When the exams get over, it's Porsche's birthday. Let's get it done at Jae Yok's shop.

But!...Wait!!! I brought my phone screen so close to my eyes that it almost touched my face. Birthday? His birthday? I quickly jumped into Porsche's Facebook user page and read his profile.

August 22, was that it? Dammit! Why had I just come to know it today! Damn!! It hurt so much no matter how much I treasured love! I loved my family. I loved Porsche. And if you were the person I loved, I would care about you and wanted to make you happy. But I was just an ordinary guy who didn't care much about the important days. Like this, I hurt myself thinking that I would try to take good care of him!

So I hurriedly turned on my computer and typed into Google stupidly "Birthday gift for your boyfriend" Damn! It was extremely stupid but I was not very good in these things. Right now, my brain didn't work right, didn't know what to do. I keep looking here and there. Was gold ok? Or diamond? Gem was a bit old-fashioned, wasn't it? Porsche often scolded me for being old-fashioned. Or a cake that stuffed with money. When I pulled it out... Wow! Amazing! Put in a hundred thousand. How big did the cake have to be? Oh!!! Stressed!

[T/N: a birthday cake stuffed with money. I love this idea. But Porsche wants 1 million not 1 hundred thousand]

"What are you doing... Are you watching porn?" I didn't know since when Porsche had come back. I was a little startled and quickly made my face as normal as possible.

"No... Why I want to watch it while I can do live action myself?" He gave me a middle finger as soon as I finished the sentence, so I laughed. He collected his textbooks that were on the table and were about to walk out of the room.

"Where are you going?"

"Go read books downstairs."

"Why don't you read in the room?"

"It's asking so much concentration to stay in this room. You keep bothering me!" Porsche said that and walked out of the room. Sigh!!~ I sighed heavily and couldn't figure out what to do!!! But suddenly my brain had just wake up reminding me that I had a talkative best friend who lived an imaginary life like walking on a rose petal path, but didn't know that rose had f**king thorns!! So I quickly picked up the phone and called Tae.

[Honey, what's up?] As soon as the ringing tone off, Tae's sweet voice filled in immediately.

"Tae, can you help me with something?"

[You only remember me when having problem like this. When you're happy, have you ever remembered this friend?] Tae gave a long speech. I thought he was just crazy babbling like this because he was broken-heart by her husband too often.

[T/N: Tae, please kick that bastard out of your life]

"In short will you help me or not?" I scolded him.

[Well, I have to do it, right? Hmmm...]

So I told him all my nervousness in my mind right now on how I should find a solution for my Porsche birthday. How did I explain it! I looked cold but I treasured love because it had quite a strong influence on me. I think that receiving and giving love, take care of our relationships would help us to not misunderstand each other, feel secure in our relationships and make us stronger. Look at my relationship with Tawan, I fell so hard that my weak side had been exposed. It was something that I had never expected...

[What does Kinn's Porsche like?] Tae asked me.

"Money." I replied with a single word. Because Porsche was always greedy for money*, looked like this from the first we first met.

(T/N: * หน้าเงิน (literally means money face) a person who is greedy for money)

[Huh... what's his personality like?]

"Frankly, he is abusive, selfish, hot-tempered, never think before he acts" I told Tae what I thought about Porsche.

[Really? Is there any good shit? I'm confused!!]

"Oh, yes, Porsche is like that. Because he always wears a mask to cover up his true self. His life has been through a lot, having too many responsibilities, so he doesn't have an opportunity to live an ordinary life. I want to do something for him. I want he feels that when he is with me, he doesn't need to carry anything. I just want him to be his true self. Live the life he wants to. I really want to tell him like that. It's like that for real. We've been through too many bad things together. On his birthday, I want it to be a new beginning with new things." I said what I had in mind.

[Ugh, you're so cheesy. You watch too many movies with your brother.]

(T/N: Autumn in my heart, huh?)

"Uhmm... Is that good?"

[So... If you want him to have a new beginning, have a new life, a new kind of happiness, then what are you going to do now?] Tae asked me. At that moment I had an idea, I only confessed my love but still did not...

"Uhm"

[Before then, two of you were boss and bodyguard. Therefore, on his birthday, you give him a new status and take care of him as you want.]

"Thank you, Tae." Tae was really smart. Not that I forgot this, but because there were always somethings happening. Actually, I was planning on asking him to be my boyfriend in a romantic way, but the thought just crossed my mind because I didn't focus on that. Because after bad things happened, we were still happy together.

[Hey! Don't forget the gift for your boyfriend.] Tae quickly interjected before I hung up. "What?" I asked.

[Is there not even an ounce of romance in your body? Really, man?]

"So what? Tell me."

(Well, something likes ring, necklace, bracelet, something like this. It's a gift for your boyfriend. If you say you want to be like an ordinary couple, usually an ordinary people who are not mafia, not God that never descends on earth like you, will do this for his boyfriend] So why was Tae cursing me? 😂 😂 😂

"Okay. Got it." Tae's mocking mouth annoyed me very much. I wanted to let Porsche kick this asshole so he could recover from all the goofy shit.

[T/N: Why kick him Kinn??? Let's crush the bastard Time. 👊]

I sat and reconsidered everything Tae said. Even if I said how important love was to me, but the fact that we pay attention to each other feelings and not make the other uncomfortable was quite enough, but in reality, it was a lack of romance. I might be too rude and made Porsche felt frustrating. I would start over to give him experience something he had never have before. It was the happiness, the novelty, the enthusiasm, the excitement, something that filled up what was lacking and would be everything he wanted...

"Khun!!" I opened my eldest brother's room without being too surprised by what he was doing.

"ว่างายเมิงงงง. Where are you going? Let's go together." Khun lay half-sits on the sofa with his feet stretched along the table, chilling out. His hand reached the bucket, took the popcorn, stuffed it into his mouth, his eyes staring at the screen watching a series.

[T/N: ว่างายเมิงงงง I don't know what it means]

"I need your help." I sat down next to him, hoping that he would stop staring at the TV and looked at his brother.

"If it's about work, then hurry up and get your ass out of my room. I have a headache. I can't do anything. Pol and Arm are not here. This is enough to make me feel stressed, then you're still going to give me more trouble!!!" Tankhun grumbled. He turned to look at me so full of emotions. His eyes reddened and swollen as if he had been crying too much.

[T/N: I don't believe that Khun is crying because of no one is here to watch Autumn in my heart with him. He may know what happen to Pete]

"You're that sad? They'll be back soon. You're overreacting!" I said as I picked up the tissue and handed it to him. My big brother was a very emotional man!

"Oh, I'm sad!!!"

"Release Pol, Arm, P..."

[T/N: Khun is supposed to say 'Pete']

"You don't know how tragic the ending of this series is. At least if Pol watched it with me, I could share my feelings with him... No! Won Bin you can't die!! Sniffffff!!" I looked at my older brother with a deadpan face. I thought I also was sad, also missed my bodyguards. Oh my Gosh!!! Khun yelled at the TV like Won Bin would hear him, I was stressed! I came to ask for help, was this the right person???

[T/N: You're unbelievable Kinn. Good luck!]

"Quit nonsense and listen to me."

"You'd better talk it quick." Khun still focused on the TV screen and beckoned me to told him my problem quickly.

" Porsche's birthday is on the 22nd, I think I am going to throw a small party at home, so I'd like to ask for your help. I want to ask if you have any idea." Suddenly my brother straightened up when he heard the word "party". He picked up the remote, extended it forward, and quickly turned the TV off. 🤣 🤣 🤣

"...What are you talking about, Kinn?" Then he turned to me and came close to me until I had to move back.

"You don't have to be this close." I gently pushed him away.

"You want me to help you organize a party?" Tankhun looked at me with sparkling eyes that I thought for a moment. Really, Kinn? Were you really going to let this fool help you?

"Yes, but just keep it simple and cozy in the front yard." I said, starting feeling my throat dry. There were two possibilities when I brought Khun to help with this: the party would look terrible because the color and the music would be very weird, or it would look so great and majestic that you couldn't find it anywhere. That's all, really!

"I have many packages for you to choose. If you are interested in buying it now, I will immediately command Non to go to the market and buy all the light bulbs for decorating. Our party will be so impressive sparkle that even a plane that passing our house will see the lights turn on, and thousands of lights dazzled the eyes of the captain and distracted him that he couldn't find the way to landing at all." 😵 😵 😵

[T/N: So this is the first time he try to make a 'lighthouse']

"K... Khun, Khun, calm down. Hey, if you want to buy something, to arrange something like this, you have to let me choose first."

"But trust me, Kinn, I will always choose the best for you." Tankhun was determined.

"I repeat, I want something simple, cozy, not fancy!"

"No, no, this is my sister-in-law's birthday, even if Pa scolds me, I will set up a Mo Lam* stage in the center of the garden."

[T/N: หมอลำ means northern-style music]

A Mo Lam stage

"Damn!!" I quickly emphasized my words.

"But I think Pa doesn't dare to curse me too much. We set it up in the center of the garden, not in Pa's bedroom. If Pa complains a lot, I'll switch from setting it up in the garden to setting it up in Pa's bedroom instead. So he can't get to work!" Tankhun made a prank face like a knob head was trying to make trouble to give his parents a headache. I saw him walking to pick up a pen and paper to draw a party plan that made me hold my temples.

"Hey, can I ask something..."

"The Mo Lam stage will be set up in the center of the garden... The outdoor movie screen will be here and a food zone will be here. Do you think it would be enough space to set the Ferris wheel to this side??" Khun turned around and asked for my opinion.

[T/N: A ferris wheel 😵 How do they set up a Ferris wheel in the garden??? Just imagine the Main Family take photos with the Ferris wheel. A legend.]

"Khun, I don't do it anymore." I pretended to get up from the sofa but the bastard held me back.

"Wow!! You're offending me again. So have your parents never taught you not to offend your elder brother because it is indecent behavior?"

"Let me go, I'll go back to my room!!" Give me back ten minutes of talking to Tankhun to my life. I couldn't bear him anymore!

"Ahhh. Alright. I do it for Porsche. I can help. Before I do anything, I'll let you decide first, okay??"

"Huh, you do it for your own fun."

"Kaka," Khun giggled.

I was quite busy to prepare for the party because I really intended to do it for him as best as I could. There were many things that I have to handle myself. For example, when Tankhun wanted to buy decoration stuff, I had to check first. I was afraid he was going to turn it into a festival, which Tankhun never disappointed me. Whatever he chose, I replaced them all. What idiot wold buy ten thousand lights already? Wrapping them around the house? And how would Pa get into the house!! Asshole!!!

And then the meaningful gift that I considered, with the help of Tae was custom-ordered with a famous leather goods brand at a price that made me almost hold my breath before pressing the money transfer button.

I chose matching couple things that we could wear without too much contrast with our look: two leather bracelets with names engraved on them. The white one belonged to Porsche engraved with my name, and the black one belonged to me engraved with Porsche's name. The meaning of my choice was that after this I would be the anchor of his life. No matter what the cost was, but let's hope after this it was worth what we had gone through.

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"Do you need any help?" Porsche asked as I told him that I went out to meet a client and I had to take a very difficult exam these days. I talked to him like that. But let me tell you this, I had finished my exams, and I had been postponing the company's work for a few days to give my full attention to my Porsche's birthday party.

"It's okay. Do your homework." As soon as I said that, Porsche went silent. I knew that these days he was displeased with me because Porsche, when he was sulk or displeased with me, his facial expression often couldn't lie, his lip corners pulled down, and his eyelids loosed. Look and feel... so cute. I didn't know where he learnt this kind of skill. Porsche, the person who was tough on the outside but in fact, he really need protecting in my eyes.

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"You have to be tough! No matter how angry he is, you have to try to get over it." Tae said that and gave me a plate of food. Now I was in Tae's hotel, coming to taste the food that would be served at the party.

"This one is not ok. Porsche doesn't eat vegetables." I pointed to the salsa salad on the plate which I was sure that Porsche would never touch it. Because Porsche was a picker eater, I had to come here to taste all the food that would be served at the party.

"Then... then switch from Mexican food to Japanese food? Not much vegetables. I see that he like it when you take him to eat Japanese food" Time suggested. The couple introduced all their own hotel dishes to me.

"No! Japanese food makes me feel like I am eating with Tawan." I continued checking the menu.

"Think about food, but don't forget to think about how can you get him out of the house on that day." Time tried to help me plan.

"That's what I am thinking. If I suddenly tell him to go out for a few hours, he'll accuse me of expelling him again. He will sulk over me harder than before. It's very hard to reconcile with him." I told him the truth.

"If so, you told Tem to invite him to go out and ask Tem take him to somewhere to change his look a bit. When you asked him to be your boyfriend so he won't be shy." Time offered another idea.

"Why do you want to change his look? He is cute enough. He has a look to die for." I said, smiling and pointing at the dishes in the menu for Tae write down. It was Italian food menu that were pasta and pizza, emphasizing no vegetables. Tae nodded in agreement and walked over to his chef to order.

"What the heck! Porsche looks like a gangster. If I saw him on the roadside, I would think he's going to beat someone. His face looks fierce, and he's dressed like a street gangster. If you're not my friend, I would never believe that you're his husband." Time sat down comfortably before raising an eyebrow at me.

[T/N: But now Porsche is a real gangster. He just looks like what he really is 😂. And Porsche said Kinn is his wife. I repeat WIFE]

"What do you like about him, Kinn?"

"Everything," I replied, not paying attention to Time because having to concentrate to choose the decorations that Khun had selected. Didn't know where he found these things.

"Madly in love..."

"Oh, I wish that Time were half as good as you, Kinn. If I knew that we would be in a relationship and he would be a son of a bitch like this, I wouldn't let him flirt with others in the first place." Tae put the drinks in front of me. His mouth kept cursing Time as I was used to every time I was with them.

[T/N: It isn't too late Tae]

"So don't forget to call Nong Tem to help you get Porsche out of the house." Time tried to change the subject and turned to remind me.

"Uhm"

I dealt with food matter and then called Tem to discuss the plan with him. But I had a hunch that if Porsche still sulked over me like this, it was unnecessary to ask his friends take him out. Wait a moment, he would protest me by leaving the house and going to meet his friend. Well, Porsche was like this. Whenever he was angry, he ran to Tem's apartment. I know his habits. Even if the whole world saw him as strong, fool-mouthed, arrogant person and they said we didn't fit each other or he didn't deserve me but to me, Porsche was sensible, cared about other's feelings than his, overthought, be lonely and need someone to protect him. Both his smile and the look in his eyes when he was with me were full of happiness and he saw me as his anchor. Because we fitted perfectly together, like two pieces of a puzzle.

Be patient Babe...

Because I would make you the happiest man in the world...

-----End of Chapter-----

Translator note: My dear readers, I know that I am translating at a snail's pace. I'm sorry for that. The reasons are I'm lazy and I'm reading another story 😅

I'm reading Sky in your heart translating by cool_radish101 I haven't watch the series yet. Do you think that I should watch it? Some one told me that I don't need to watch Star in my mind so I'm quite confused. But I'm gonna read SIMM after finishing SIMH.

Once again thank you very much for your support!