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Omg hi! Welcome back! I've been staring at the Fortnite thingy for bts for ages lmao! But on Friday is also hyun bins birthday so omg 😭🤣 but hope you guys are well and enjoy my loves ❤️

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| Park Jimin |

I missed my chance again.

I was getting frustrated with myself, I wish I had to courage to go up to her but after 2 years of disappearance she's obviously not gonna talk to me.

Her smile was still big as ever shining through the room.

Her little outfit was the cutest, the way she strides across the ground made me fall for her even more.

If only I hadn't abandoned them.

She was still wearing her perfume that she uses. The way her hair sways timing her walk.

I miss it all.

I sigh rethinking what happened back at the mall. As soon as I walked past her I went straight home.

Now I'm sitting on the porch admiring the cold sky again.

"We'll meet soon my love." I whisper. "Just wait a bit longer."

The moon was out shining down, my legs dangle beneath as I take in the cold air.

A knock on the door caused my brain to freeze. Who would be here at this time?

I sigh as I lift myself off the edge and walk inside towards the front door.

I hastily open it revealing Jin.

"How could you leave like that?" Jin scoffs with a smile as we port in a hug. My heart warms up as he runs my back.

Small tears erupt through my eyes as I slowly start to sob. Jin sighs as he holds me tighter.

"I missed you Hyung." I sniff. I could feel Jin smiling.

"You idiot, why didn't you come say hi." He chuckles as he lets me go. Stained tears was shown on his face as I lead him into my living room.

"So this is where you stay." He looks around. "It took me awhile."

"Yeah." I mumble. I bite my lower lip as we both take seats.

A pain strikes in my heart as he shows a sad smile.

"Sunny.." he sighs. My ears perk up as I sit on the edge of my seat.

"What about her?" I ask.

"She tried to take her life because she wanted to be with you." He declared.

I fall to the ground as tears run down my cheeks. No.

"You're joking." I cry. Jin shakes his head as he turns away.

The pain inside of me was eating me, I'm so sorry Sunny. My heart cracks as my cries were getting louder and louder.

Just from hearing the news I just wanna quit this game of hide and seek and run to her.

"You stopped her right?" I sniff.

"Yes." He sighs. "She forgot due to her drinking issue."

"My poor princess." I whisper to myself.

"How are you Jimin?" Jin asks. "Have you been eating?"

I nod my head lying. To be honest, I've been skipping a lot of meals. I haven't slept in ages and I probably won't until I see Sunny.

"How's the boys?" I ask. I truly miss them.

"Immature as ever." Jin sighs as I laugh. Of course they are.

"What about Jihyo?" I ask.

"She's great! She's gone so big now." He laughs. My heart breaks even more.

I couldn't even be there for my own daughter. I sigh as I look down, Jin notices as he runs my back.

"Why can't you come back now?" Jin sighs.

"I have to do something first." I sigh. And Jin knows very well without me telling.

"Just let it go and come back!" Jin grits his teeth. I shake my head as I ignore him.

"After I do this Hyung!" I reply. Jin shakes his head in disappointment as he looks around.

"Sunny and Jihyo needs you the most right now!" Jin starts screaming. Tears fly down my cheeks as I get up.

"I want to come back! But when I'm finished!" I scream.

"Jimin! You don't understand." Jin grits his teeth. I scoff as i fold my arms.

"What do I fucking not understand?" I reply. Anger rushing to me.

"Sunny is getting worse everyday! She asks for you every fucking day!" Jin screams.

"No one told me how stressful this was! I'm so mentally and physically drained and it never stops. Please. After this." I break down.

Jin stays quiet as he grabs his jacket and walks to the exit with me on the floor.

"If Sunnys condition worsens, its your fault!"

And in moments of time, he left the house leaving me on the floor.

| Choi Sunhee |

The walls we built to keep the sadness out ended up keeping out our joy.

This point of life is where we hustle to live, no matter what happens.

I was deeply in my thoughts when Yoongi bursts through my door, he slowly walks over to me as he takes a seat next to me on the porch.

"What's up?" He asks. I chuckle.

"Nothing much just thinking." I smile. "Where's jihyo?"

"Oh I was going to bring her to you but Taehyung took her off me." Yoongi rolls his eyes as he leans back in his seat.

I chuckle as I look back at the sky, I wonder if Jimin is okay up there.

"Why are you tearing up?" Yoongi chuckles. "Oh-"

"I'm always crying these days omg." I laugh as I wipe my tears.

"It's ok. Just cry." Yoongi smiles as he rubs my back. I smile as I run my fingers through my hair.

"I've never seen you cry." I chuckle. "Or show any emotion."

"Every man has his own secret sorrows which no one knows about, people call us cold but really, we're just sad." He scoffs.

"Are you like a poem or what?" I scoff. Yoongi chuckles as he shakes his head.

"No." He looks down smiling. I nod as silence fills the gap.

"I hope you find your happiness soon." Yoongi smiles as he gets up slowly walking to the door when Jaemi walks in.

"Hey stick." She winks.

"Oh shut up." Yoongi growls and walks past her leaving Jaemi laugh.

I chuckle as she sits next to me holding jina in her arms.

"Hey babes." Jaemi yawns as she lays Jina in her arms carefully.

"Hey." I reply. "Where's kook?"

"He's washing up." She nods. I nod back as I hold Jina. She looked exactly like Jaemi, soft curls and tiny dimples.

"I heard Jin got home this morning." Jaemi shakes her head.

"Oh where did he go?" I ask.

"He said he had to go to his parents for a sec." Jaemi replies resting on the chair.

I nod as I look up at the blue sky, it was beautiful out.

The sun was high up, my favourite part of the day.

| Min Yoongi |

I slowly watch Sunny outside.

Her sadness was very noticeable, she used to be the happiest here in the house but now, she's a whole different person.

Maybe she can notice that the thing she is searching for is right in front of her but she just has to look thoroughly.

Kim Seokjin the headass was being a bit too obvious yesterday with his staring.

As soon as I found out who he was staring at had me shook. It took me the whole night to think about it.

Jimin you actual ass.

I told him not to make girls cry, as much as we all hate his pass with him going out every night we just hate it when he makes girls cry.

That's the one priority in this house, women comes first.

And seeing Sunny cry is the most heart breaking stuff in this house.

I've always taught the younger ones to treat a women like she's a queen, but there's Jimin and jungkook.

Sunny is a flower that is searching for the sun to heal her broken heart.

And the only sun she could get healed from, is Park Jimin.

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