"Kinematics is a subfield of physics, developed in that describes the
points, bodies (objects), and systems of bodies (groups of objects) without considering the forces that cause them to move.Kinematics, as a field of study, is often referred to as the "geometry of motion" and is occasionally seen as a branch of mathematics.

A kinematics problem begins by describing the geometry of the system and declaring the initial conditions of any known values of position, velocity and/or acceleration of points within the system.
Then, using arguments from geometry, the position, velocity and acceleration of any unknown parts of the system can be determined.
The study of how forces act on bodies falls within kinetic not kinematics. For further details, see analytical dynamics."

He turned towards the class to address them....

"That's all for today....
Mujhe kal ki class mein ek short assignment chahiye on kinematics in your own words....
I want to know what you understood
No book language.....
Class is over....."

He threw the chalk in air and catch it back.....

And as always in his head a small voice said dismiss....
Old habbit die hard.

And as usual
A couple of girls..... Lingered in the classroom....
With the excuses of asking some doubt
Or showing him the last given assignment.
Clearing confusion about exam dates.
And even asking if he takes private tutions.....

He know how to handle such situations
Sometimes remembering how pooja use to make bloopers in kma....
Again a long forgotten memory...

He shrugged himself from his chain of thoughts....
As he was updating his attendance register.... before opening his lunch box in staff room.
When miss malini chatterjee ,the English teacher.... Entered the staffroom and took his respective place.

Miss Malini always make him remember of dr. Mishra..... That shiffon saree .... Open hairs and over makeup....

"So professor shikhawat.....
Suna hai aj apki wife ayi thi apka lunch box leke......"
She said with her typical regular healthy flirting.

And he smiled back.

"Han wo
Aj chiken banaya tha to she made it fresh and came to give me....

Why don't you give a try."

And he opened his tiffin box....
Offering her his food....

"Ummmm
This chiken can give orgasm....."
Malini said licking her finger....

"So now I know...
Ke ap kyun mere sath extra marital affair nahi kar rahe...."

She joked and they laughed along.

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She is watching movie while cutting vegetables.......
And sipping wine in between.....

When came a scene where a girl was hiding behind the curtains and a man tiptoed towards the curtain......

And in no time swayed the curtain to expose the girl.......
The girl got anxious and the man started interrogating.......

While she got freezed.....
Her hands got paused ... Not chopping anymore....
And she thought about that scene agin and again....
She paused the scene and rewind it back to re-watch the scene.

Something so familiar about the scene she felt.
A strong resemblance pushing the closed door of her memory

Have I seen this movie before
She asked herself
No
Got a reply
As this movie has got released one month back.

Then this scene.....
This has happened before.....

She kept forcing her mind to work hard ......
Amd finally succeeded in reviveing some negative images of herself
Younger self.... Searching someone's room and then going behind the curtains to hide.

"Naina....
Naina......
Naina......."

He shook her shoulder this time to bring her back from trance....

The wine glass fell on the table spilling all the wine.....

She got up ubruptly.... As her dress got stained....
She tumbled in confusion.

"It's fine
Jake change kar lo....
But first tell me are you fine na
Main kab se awaz de raha tha.....
Kya hua......"

He was holding her securely.
As she was looking absolutely restless

"Kuch nahi
Wo main kuch dekh rahi thi
Ye movie
Wo ladki..... Parde ke peeche....."

"Listen listen
Tum baitho yaha ....
I will bring your clothes first.....sardi ho jayegi warna.... Geele kapdo mein.

And he rushed in the bedroom to bring her fresh clothes

And when came back found her sitting in the exact same position.

"Cummon change first"

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He was looking at her carefully not showing any reaction .....
As she narrated him what bothered her......

He sat close holding her hands firmly
Giving her warmth.....

"Jaan.....
It's just a movie......
Itna mat socho.....
Dr. Ne kaha hai na not to exert unnecessarily.......
It's not good for your health
Aisa hota hai aksar , mere sath bhi
Lagta hai ke jaise ye pehle bhi dekha hai.... De ja vu......
So just realx......."

"Ap samajh nahi rahe ho"
She grasped his hands tightly.

"It's not just about recalling
It's this emotion I feel every time....I am thinking of that scene.
I feel scared and anxious... As if I am about to get caught.....
As if I need to hide myself.....
But from whom....and why......"

She is pouring her heart out giving him goosebumps with every word...
She is getting flashes... Finally....
But this need to be handled with utmost care...

"Naina ......
Please shant ho jao........."
He kissed his forehead to calm her down........

"Is waqt ye sab mat socho....
Just give yourself some time...
Jitna sochne ki koshish karogi utna uljhogi....."

He is so desperate to stop her from recalling so forcefully....

"Mujhe kab sab kuch yad ayega... Rajveer......"

She said finally giving up , crying in his arms.... Loosing her self to him
As he hugged her tight.

"I feel so blank......
No memory.... No faces.... No names....
As if I don't exist for anyone
I feel soo alone......"
She cried.....

"That's not fair naina.....
Am I not important
You had said that you remembered my face....."

She raised her face and saw him trying to explain

"Ap samajh nahi rahe ho Raj veer....
It's frustrating when you don't know who your parents are....
Am I really an orphan....
Kya meri koi family nahi hai... Jo mujhe dhundh rahi ho....
Mumy papa.... Bhai behen.... Koi to hoga.....

Mera accident kaise hua... Kab hua....
Aur ap.... Mujhe kaise mile..... Hum kaise hua karte the .... How did we fell in love.....

"Naina
Humare bare mein to sab bataya na maine tumhe"
He said holding her face....

"Mujhe apni khud ki yadein chahiye Rajveer
Sirf wo batein nahi jo apse suni hai."

She raised her voice in frustration.
And realised that she should not have done that.....

"I am soo sorry.....
Main....."

"It's fine naina.....
Hota hai.....
I understand that you are frustrated.
Is waqt let me take care of you....
Please jaan....."

She hugged him tight and he hugged her back ..... Trying to ease her.....

"Aisa karte hain...
Aj dinner ke liye bahar chalte hain...
You need to distract yourself..... Hummm"

She nodded a yes ..... And he smile

"I know you want to remember everything desperately...
But trust me.... Tum jitna kum try karogi.... Your brain will be at ease and maybe you will remember something about that scene....."

"Now get up and get ready"

She followed him in the bedroom

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"Wo bohot disturb ho gayi thi
Mujhe samajh nahi aya main kya karun.....
Though she just remembered a small fragment... But still.....
It's coming back....

Agar use sab kuch yad agaya to kya hoga doctor...
Will she be able to cope....
Aur main kya karunga.....
Jab wo mujhse puchegi.....
Naveen ke bare mein....
She will go through all that pain once again...."

He was getting hysterical in the cabin...

Dr. - wo tumhare sath reh rahi hai
Uske purane doston se mil rahi hai
Memories to trigger hogi na

We Just need to monitor it
And see that it all happens without any harm.

Don't try to resist the process.
Uski help karo.... To remember things
Don't push too much....

Rajveer - agar aisa hai to
Why can't we just tell her.....
Is tarah use roz ye puzzle to solve nahi karna padega.

Dr. - mr.shikhawat
It should happen naturally....
Because it's not just some normal past we are talking about
Her pas events are traumatic...and painfull....
She need to unfold it layer by layer.

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