I haven't even been feeling motivated at all,depression has gotten the best of me. I've just been feeling down and shit is crazy at my house, I thought things were getting better and I was going to get out of therapy soon but no. I've just been having too much anxiety and depression,more than usual. I mean I don't mind therapy but I thought I was good until my dad and grandma started shit,it's been really hard for me. I just hate it,also,the worst thing happened. (Well in my opinion) I'm not sure how it happened but I've caught feelings for someone and I'm not sure I like the feelings I'm having,it just feels so weird cause I don't know how to feel and handle them. Like I hate the feelings and I'm giving up on dating and loving whomever it is I like,I'm ugly and stupid anyways. Well,let's see what happens people,let's see what happens.