I'm back at it again my peeps! Even though I'm not really sick no more I have not been feeling my best. Things have not been going the way I at least want them to,and a lot of stress. So sorry if chapters are very slow. Also,whom shall I pair Shado up with?

Shado's POV~

Today is the dreaded day of the trip,I mean I do want to go on the trip...just not with my "family." Basically Aiden is my father figure but I also see him as one of my best friends, Lumine is like my brother, Kody is mah boi & the others in the household are my friends. My ACTUAL family are people who I want to forget, names I don't want to hear & people who I want to kill, to murder. Any guys out there reading this,just remember 'Every girl is capable of bloody murder.'

Time skip~

As all of them got off the plane,they had a limo waiting for them. (Aidens doing) They went to their hotel and got into their rooms. Lumine was with Shado just chilling on the beach making sure they don't look like a human tomato going back home. Maria was trying to get Shado to talk to her instead of her just sending her messages. Kody was trying to pry Shado's sisters off of him. The eldest is Violeta and the middle child is Rosa. (I ran out of inspiration for their names, anyways....they aren't that important.) "Get off me you damn bitches." Kody barked out at Violeta and Rosa. "C'mon! A hot guy like you shouldn't be with that ugly filthy dog!" Oh no, they dun fucked up. Lumine got triggered, Shado was furious, nobody messes or calls her brother anything. "What did y'all bitches say! Lumine is much more beautiful than y'all ugly ass bitches!  Oh no, look what you have started they just came here to party. (If you know where that line comes from,I love you.)

Shado's POV~

I was gonna go on a motherfucking roasting spree. These bitches have no self control and are some whores. "Y'all bitches can't understand that he has a lovely and trusting boyfriend and wouldn't want to go out with y'all hoes. Plus, you guys are the ugliest things I've ever seen in my entire life! Also you mistreated your younger sister just to gain the approval of 'mommy & daddy,' you didn't even have the smallest ounce of sympathy! YOU ONLY CARED ABOUT YOURSELVES AND YOUR SO CALLED REPUTATION!!!! YOU DID NOT GO THROUGH THE SAME AMOUNT OF PAIN I DID YOU ALWAYS HAD EVERYTHING RIGHT THERE! I HAD TO WORK HARD TO SURVIVE AND GET WHAT I WANTED!!" I ran back to the hotel not caring the looks of sympathy and just looks in general, I'm used to being looked at. When I got back I immediately locked myself into my room and started singing to calm myself down.

When I was a young boy

My father took me into the city

to see a marching band

He said "Son ,when

you grow up would you

be the savior of the broken,the beaten and the dammed?"

He said "Will you defeat them?

Your demons and all the non-believers

The plans that they have made?

Because one day,I'll leave you

A phantom

To lead you in the summer,to join the Black Parade

When I was a young boy

My father took me into the city

to see a marching band

He said "Son ,when

you grow up would you

be the savior of the broken,the beaten and the dammed?"

Sometimes I get the feeling,she's watching over me

And other times I feel like I should go

And through it all the rise and fall

The bodies in the street

And when you're gone,

We want you to all

KNOW

We'll carry on!

We'll carry on!

And though you're dead and gone,believe me

your memory will carry on!

We'll carry on!

And in my heart

I can't contain it

The anthem won't explain it!

A world that sends you reeling,

from decimated dreams

Your misery and hate will kill us ALL

So paint it black and take it back ,

Let's shout it loud and clear

Defiant to the end,we hear the call

TO CARRY ON!

We'll carry on!

We'll carry on!

And though you're dead and gone,believe me

your memory will carry on!

We'll carry on!

And though you're broken and defeated

Your weary widow marches

On and on

We carry through the fears

OH,OH,OH

The disappointed faces of your peers

OH,OH,OH

Take a look at me,

cause I could not care at all!

Do or die or you'll never make me.

Because the world will never take my heart

Go and try

You'll never break me

We want it all,we wanna play this part

I won't explain,or say I'm sorry

I'm unashamed I'm gonna show my scars

Give a cheer for all the broken!

Now listen here,

because it's who we are

I'M JUST A MAN
NOT A HERO
Just a boy who had to sing this song

JUST A MAN

not a hero

I! DON'T! CARE!

We'll carry on!

We'll carry on!

And though you're dead and gone,believe me

your memory will carry on!

We'll carry on!

And though you're broken and defeated

your weary widow

MARCHES ON!

Do or die,you'll never make me.

Because the world will never take my heart

Go and try

You'll never break me

We want it all,we wanna play this part

Do or die,you'll never make me (We'll carry on)

Because the world will never take my heart (We'll carry on)

Go and try,you'll never break me (We'll carry)

We want it all,we wanna play this part (We'll carry on)

Shado's POV~

As I finished singing I heard banging on my door..........well shit

Well,here's another chapter. If y'all wanna request any Yaoi pairing so I can make a chapter on my Yaoi pictures book I will not mind if you want a certain ship. Also today in my music class, every boy started saying 'fag ' and the word 'faggot' it made me pissed. Like I wanted to smack some sense into them, they were saying it in a very offensive way I was fuming but I kept my cool. Also I sit right next to my fucking OTP in class, like I ship these two boys in my class very VERY hard. Let me show you the little chart I made. C & A are the initials of the boys names.

So one day I did this:

*My Otp fighting"

Me: You guys fight like an old married couple.

C: *shakes his head* N-no we don't.

Me: *gives him a look*

A: What are you guys talking about.

Flashback end~

Also the boy C calls A by a nickname and it's something a girl would normally call their boyfriend when using pet names. Today C was walking down the hall and started waiting for A & then when I looked over in C's direction he just started running. Well that's all! If I have anymore stories to tell about the two guys I ship in class I will tell you. Ja Ne my lovely bitches!