It pains me to know that there will be one less family member in this house and he will be missed by all of us....
    Please know this will be a chapter dedicated to Chaos, a beloved, sweet friendly family member who has past on but will live on forever with us...💔😿
    A few weeks ago my stepdad and I noticed he had been sick a lot more and just would not eat... we weren't really sure what had been going on but in the beginning my stepdad thought he was doing that because he was upset at us...
    Eventually it got out of hand and we were concerned... so we took him to the vets to find out....
  "He has a tumor...the size of a tennis ball"
     This all broke our hearts to hear that he had a tumor... The vet gave him a shot and a pill for the next four days... half of it was lost down the drain... the vet also told us to give him a week and see how he went...
      We returned to them 2 weeks later...where we got a... smart *bleep* vet... this time he was going to the bathroom everywhere...so... she have him a shot and two syringes of steroids to help solidify his feces...but during those 2 weeks he had dropped another pound... he was 8lbs... with 1lb being the tumor...
     He did well until a week later he started acting weird... he kept going to the back door and just sat there all day long.

   Other than him doing that he was a perfectly happy kitty...

But then when I got home from school neither my stepdad or brother was in the house and it was unusual...
    Once they came in they told me the news
     "Chaos has passed away... he's down in the basement..."

     I had never felt my heart drop so fast from a joking face to all time serious face... I didn't want to believe it...but the evidence was staring me in my face... it felt like a punch to the face... I had gone numb all over and without knowing I started to cry... his eyes were open... my only wish was that he would have died peacefully in his sleep...
    Without even noticing I was petting him lightly and a voice said "he's purring... he's purring... he's just asleep..."
   I knew he wasn't though... I hope he's in a better place now with his brother Onix and our youngest cat Pixie...

   Onix died from getting hit and was Chao's actual brother... Pixie would be 10-11... she died of a liver failure and a mass in her kidney when she was 7...
    I hope you got there safe and are playing like you used to as a kitten... we love you and hope to see you in the afterlife...💔😿💕

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