please read the note at the end!!!

Sebastian's P.O.V

I sighed as I left Beast's tent while she slept. I must admit I was sexually attracted to her but no one could fill my heat like (Y/N) can. I saw something shiny on the ground and as I approached I saw it was a ring. I picked it up, finally realizing it was (Y/N)'s ring. "She... saw?" I thought aloud, falling to my knees with the ring in my hands. I could feel myself crying as I thought of how she must feel knowing what I just did. "Yes, Michaelis. She saw" I turned my head to see a very angry William holding a sleeping (Y/N) in his arms. I stood up and reached out for her, but he stepped back, keeping her away. "Don't touch her, demon! She deserves better than someone like you" I hung my head and said "I know. I know I was only following orders that I should have refused" she snuggled into his chest as I looked up at him and said "At least let me say my last goodbye" William nodded and hesitantly stepped closer as I reached for her again. I brushed a stray hair behind her ear and kissed her on the forehead. I took her in my arms as William headed back to the tent. I spent the rest of the night with her in my arms, crying and constantly whispering "I'm sorry. Just know that I love you" as I leaned against the fence. I pulled off my own ring and slipped it on her right thumb, while I slipped her own on her left thumb. I pulled out a piece of paper and a pen from the inside pocket of my tailcoat and wrote on it, trying and failing to not get tears on it. I read over it and put it in her pocket, hoping she would find it as soon as she woke up. I caressed her cheek before setting her on the ground and heading to see the young master. Soon everyone was up and walking around. I heard someone shout "OH MY GOD!" they must have found (Y/N) asleep on the ground where I left her. They woke her up and I heard her scream. I could hear people trying to calm her down as I picked up Ciel and sprinted away from the circus. We didn't get very far before William stopped us and said "Its the best" "I know. Don't let her see us" Ciel looked at me confused but soon remembered we didn't have (Y/N) with us. He demanded we go back for her but I shook my head and kept running as William turned and headed back for the circus.

Your P.O.V

"H-how did I get here? WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING?!" you shouted as Joker sat beside you and draped and arm over your shoulders. He rubbed your arm as he said "Don't worry. Go get dressed and you can breakfast with me today" you nodded and headed back to the tent. You looked down at your hands and noticed you had two rings on. You studied them and realized they were yours and Sebastian's rings. You started to cry as you remembered what happened the night before deciding to get over him and get changed. You put your hand in your pocket and found a small square of paper. You recognized the tear stained note as Sebastian's. "My dear (Y/N)," you read aloud, "Please forgive me for the order I had to follow and know that I will always love you. As they say, if you love her, let her go. So, I'm letting go for what I did. I love you, from Sebastian Michaelis" your hands trembled as you cried harder, remembering all the wonderful times you had with Sebastian. After a while you calmed down and decided it was time to go. You fastened your coat and put your costume in in the bag you brought with you. You slipped on your lace up boots and fixed your hair in a ponytail. You slung your back over your shoulder and waited for everyone to head into the big tent for practice. Once the noise of breakfast had died down and the sound of people running around and practicing started you sneaked out of the tent. "And where do you think you're going?" you turned to see your father, gripping his death scythe. "I have to find him, daddy. I want- no, I NEED him to know I forgive him!" you turned and started walking when he grabbed your wrist tightly and said "Fine, but when he betrays you again and you finally see him for the monster he is, don't come to find me" you gasped as he let go of your hand and marched away from you. You rolled your eyes and quietly said "I'm sorry Joker. Time for me to leave" you knew he couldn't hear you, but you didn't care. As long as you could say sorry, you were happy. You pulled out your death scythe and swiped it through the air, in case you had to use it. Soon enough, you were sprinting back to the Phantomhive manor.

Guys, I think I'll have two endings for you to choose from. PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHICH ONE YOU PREFER. 1: I continue the story into another book, or 2: you die.