Btw, if you guys are confused about Grell, remember it was William who turned him gay that day. So without William, Grell obviously won't be like the Grell we all know and love.

Sebastian's P.O.V

I whimpered a little as Ciel conversed with the red haired reaper Grell, my body feeling as though it were completely engulfed in the blue flames of Satan, which it was. At least my internal organs were anyway. That was my true power, the power I would never expose to anyone ever again, for the last time I did I ended up being unable to control my desperate hunger, devouring at least three souls every two seconds as I destroyed an entire village. The blue flames were the most powerful method of offense, defense and healing (for other wounded demons) in the Underworld, most beings fearing only the colour blue because of the days when the different supernatural races were at war, no one, obviously, being victorious. Of course, that didn't happen without a ton of bloodshed, especially in the reaper realm, the war serving as the reason for female reapers being so rare. The war was also the reason why reapers and demons now despise each other, although I do at least try to get along with them for Ciel and (Y/N)'s sake. "C-Ciel," I tried to say, however it came out in a soft whisper even my young master's sharp ears wouldn't be able to hear. "He's literally burning alive. Slowly. Painfully" I could even hear the smirk in the reaper's taunting voice as he reminded me of my current situation, clearly enjoying the fact that the son of Satan himself was bed ridden and dying. Blisters and burns appeared on my skin as the flames started to 'eat' my insides. I knew it would only be a matter of time before they started burning the outer layers of my skin, revealing to everyone that I was a demon. Of course, already having tried for the past minute, I couldn't tell Ciel no matter how loud I tried to speak, and Grell obviously wasn't going to tell him, so either way someone is most likely going to discover the truth soon, and it won't be very pretty when they do. They could either act as a normal human would, and try to kill me while I was in my vulnerable state, or they would accept the fact and move on, the chances of it being the latter obviously very low. Soon enough I sensed Grell had left the room, leaving Ciel alone with me, who started to cut off my clothes with a sharp object dagger. On no, if he cuts my skin I'm done for! I thought to myself, fear overtaking my body as I thought of all the other demons driven to insanity because of the plague. The way the plague works, is that the healthier you are, the better chance you have for survival, yet if you lose but a single drop of blood, you're as good as dead. The flames work like a sort of parasite, however while this parasite isn't exactly alive, it isn't dead either. It seeks blood, in fact it especially craves the blood of demons, hence why any male member of the royal family has to learn how to control the flames or they die, since we're born with the parasite in our bodies. The blue flames attack very slowly, so by the time a demon realizes they have the plague, they're pretty much screwed anyway. Why they suddenly started to attack me now of all times left me clueless, since I knew I had learnt to control them when I was a toddler. It must have been something in the Underworld that caused a major emotional reaction, causing me to somehow lose control without even knowing it myself. I continued to think about it, completely ignoring the fact that Ciel had almost completely undressed me and had left the room, only for Finny to reenter only minutes later with Baldroy, Mey-Rin, Tanaka and the new girl I didn't know, all of them as equally worried as the young master was. Being unable to open my eyes I had to rely on my ears and my sense of smell, praying they wouldn't give up on me any time soon. "Please get better soon, Mister Sebastian," Mey-Rin said as she placed something cold and wet on my forehead, even though I knew it would probably set on fire from the intense heat radiating off of me. "(Y/N)..." I muttered calmly making the others gasp. "Awww, he's dreaming about her! That's so cute!" I blushed when I realized they were within earshot at this time, "I love you... Where are you?" I asked softly, having no control over my thoughts and speech. "He doesn't know she's dead, does he?" I felt my heart shatter into a million pieces, my eyes snapping open and burning fuchsia as I grabbed Baldroy's collar. "What the fuck did you say?" Stop, Sebastian! Don't let it control you! Baldroy screamed in fear as Mey-Rin ripped off her glasses and pointed a gun at me. "That won't work on me, girl" I sneered, my voice deep and distorted before I was finally able to take over. Feeling my eyes slowly change back to red I stared at the others in shock, my shaking hand still closed around Bard's collar. "W-what the hell are you?!" Bard screamed, struggling to get out of my grip, but my hand just wouldn't let go, I was in too much shock, even my heart had stopped working. "Mister S-Sebas-?" Finny started but he was cut off by the new girl softly demanding, "Is your name even Sebastian?" I sighed as I dropped my hand, finally regaining the ability to speak after having a mild heart attack. I looked to each of them individually, even Tanaka, who was now in his normal form with shock and a hint of disappointment on his face. "I'm a demon," I said, burying my head in my hands as I started to cry, mostly from the pain but also from one of my greatest fears coming true; the fear that they would one day look at me shocked, terrified, and most of all, ready to kill me without a second thought. I always knew I had grown up different, that I was a very rare demon with something that humans call 'emotions'. The majority of demons were like Claude, monotone and very rarely expressing any emotion other than hunger. I, on the other hand, could feel anger, happiness, depression... And love. I could feel every emotion almost ten times as much as any human could, which is why demons only rarely gain emotions, because they are literally the death of us. "Please... Don't look at me like that," I said in between sobs, making the servants gasp in surprise. "Yes, I am a demon. But I have feelings too! If I didn't, how could I love my precious (Y-)," I stopped, remembering what Baldroy said only minutes ago, the sound of her name along making me fall even deeper into my long term depression I had been suffering, even before (Y/N) arrived. "No..." I whispered, reaching out with my gloved hand. I wasn't sure what I was expecting. I just wanted something to happen, something that could pull me out of my pit of depression before I could sink even deeper and disappear forever. I suddenly lurched forward, much like a person who was being stabbed would. My eyes widened and I let out a gasp, spitting out a handful of blood as I ripped of my gloves and clutched at my chest with my bare hand. "Mister Sebastian?!" Finny shouted, stepping back a little as he did. "M-my heart has been affected... I need you to leave before I-" I was cut off by another stab of pain to my heart, making me scream in pain and writhe around on the bed. "Before... before I kill all of you!" I could hear my voice deepening and getting distorted again, my eyes flickering from fuchsia to crimson as I desperately tried to keep control over my body. "Go!" I shouted, knowing I was about to give up. What's the point? It's all gone... The love of my life is gone... Kira is probably in the hands of Faustus... The servants are terrified of me and Ciel doesn't care otherwise he would be here. He knows about my situation, and he's seen me depressed before, so surely he would stay if he cared? I finally saw the door open, but instead of the servants and the girl leaving, two new people ran inside, one I recognized to be Ciel, who I was feeling a deep hatred for. "Hurry up and LEAVE!" I screamed as blood clouded my vision and I recognized the outline of (Y/N), but I merely brushed it off as a hallucination because of my insanity. "GET OUT BEFORE I KILL YOU ALL!" I screamed in my distorted voice, the horrifying memories of my maniacal laugh echoing through even the darkest corners of my mind, the screams of thousands of innocent humans as my fangs dug into their flesh and ripped out their souls bouncing off the walls of my brain, forever repeating over and over like a broken record. My eyes constantly flickered from crimson red to fuchsia, although they seemed to linger on fuchsia more than red, which terrified me. Reaching my hand out to the blurry outline of (Y/N) I half expected her hand to brush over mine, our fingers intertwining as we shared a loving kiss, but I felt nothing. "Get out of here, (Y/N). I don't want to kill you accidentally, my love," I whispered before I finally felt a hand on mine, one that I recognized as the small yet smooth hand belonging to my beautiful (Y/N). My heart suddenly started to pound in my chest, beating incredibly fast considering it wasn't even working moments before, the unfamiliar speed painful. An even smaller hand grabbed onto my other one, and a figure I hadn't even realized entered the room appeared. "D-dad," Kira choked out just as the now dry towel on my forehead ignited, the blue flames somehow not burning my body as well, as though (Y/N) simply touching me was acting as a forcefield. I let out a shaky breath as the flames tickled my skin, barely singeing it as I tightly held (Y/N)'s hand, Kira slowly letting go and backing away slightly. "S-Sebastian..." (Y/N) whispered before she collapsed onto the floor in a faint, her hand falling out of mine. I howled in pain as the flames started to spread over my body, burning only me and nothing else, including the bed which was now engulfed in flames. My eyes widened in fear and I yelled for the others to get out before screaming in pain yet again, my throat sore from all the shouting and crying. I noticed they all finally obliged, Finny somehow getting to (Y/N) and getting her out of the room as quick as she could, leaving me to burn alone. At least they're safe, I thought to myself as I felt myself slowly falling unconscious, knowing that as soon as I black out I would fall into a coma like state until I either died or I awoke in perfect health with the torture and depression there to mentally and emotionally scar me for the rest of my life.

Random facts about Author-chan today!

1: I have a total crush on Minho from TMR (The Maze Runner)

2: My favourite anime so far (not in order): Black Butler, AOT, Blue Exorcist, Soul Eater, Sword Art Online, Corpse Party, No Game No Life, Death Note

3: I love cookies and cream chocolate <3

4: My parents are separated but I'm not allowed to live with my dad because my mum is sexist and I'm a girl. Totally valid reason to stay away from dad. *claps* well done mum -_-

5: I live in Auckland but I really wanna go to Britain

6: Mother fucking Percy Inglis is coming to New Zealand. Imma kill the little bitch

7: Straight outta the fucking mop bucket, Percy

8: Some dude walked up to me yesterday like: who are you? I said: your mum's fuck buddy

9: Yes, I swear A LOT! It's actually a really bad habit now but I don't care. I am who I am

10: I often dress like an anime girl

11: I'm almost at my third year of high school but apparently I look like a primary school kid -_-

12: I am one of the laziest people ever

13: I have one friend irl now. See how 3 friends went down to one in just a few months? Yeah. He wants to transfer. So I'll be alone

14: Shania Twain and Edmund Hillary were my first ever heroes

15: I've been tap dancing competitively since I was 4

16: I've been overseas once. I went to Australia

17: One of my dreams is to become a famous cosplayer on YouTube

18: Levi, Erwin and Jean have the best dub voices in AOT in that order (my opinion anyway)

19: Apparently I'm hilarious on the internet but no one gets my amazing FanGrell jokes irl

That's all I know about me. We're two chapters away from the competition announcement! Get those gears in your head working cause I'm expecting from awesome and creative thoughts from you :D

Sorry for the slow updates btw. School started again for the term and I've had writer's block and I've been feeling pretty shit for a while. Thank god I've got my ONE friend to lend me his Netflix account XD