I am truly sorry, I cried writing this. Sorry for mistakes too... I can't bear to look at this anymore so I won't read through it again to find errors.

Your P.O.V

You stared up at the tall raven haired man, noticing for the first time that he was quite similar to Claude. Too weak to struggle you threw your head back and allowed Raven to pick you up bridal style, carrying you towards a huge manor. Kira, you noticed, was being carried by none other than Patchy the Emo Pirate and he blushed a little when she snuggled her head into his chest. "Who are you?" you asked and he simply responded with "Sebastian Michaelis". A short while later after a bath you were gently placed on a bed with Sebastian tending to the many wounds you gained at the Trancy Manor. You cringed when he reached a deep slice (that was thankfully not infected) on your arm.

~ Flashback (this happens before Claudie removes your memories) ~

Claude kicked Kira out of the room and smirked as he said "Mummy and I are gonna have a little fun. Now, go away" he slammed the door shut and locked it while shrugging out of his tailcoat. He placed the tip of his glove in his mouth and pulled it off with his teeth, exposing his pale hand and contract seal. Both gloves, his shoes, bow and vest were soon all on the floor before he hurried over to you lying down on the bed, quivering in fear. His hair was ruffled slightly and the top three buttons of his dress shirt were undone as he crawled on top of you. You whimpered as he stroked your neck gently with his long and bony fingers. "Now, my little Spider, if you resist, you know what will happen" he reached into his pants pocket and pulled out a sharp dagger that was stained with your blood from the last time he decided to have a little 'fun' with you. "P-please, Claude, don't!" you cried as he traced your jawline with the dagger. "What did you say?" he growled, his eyes filled with pure rage. "St-stop it" you whispered suddenly feeling braver. He placed the tip of the blade on your arm just below your shoulder. "I said, WHAT did you say?!" he shouted, the venom dripping in his voice. You gulped nervously but reached up to slap him. The sound of your hand connecting with his cheek echoed throughout the room and when he looked at you he had a murderous look on his face. "YOU'LL PAY FOR THAT, SLUT!" he shouted as he pushed the dagger into your arm. You screamed in agony as he dragged the dagger down your arm, a river of blood flowing out. His lips soon crashed onto yours, his long tongue ripping them apart. He explored your wet cavern with joy as you gagged from his tongue sliding deep down your throat and you started to cry when you felt his erection poking your thigh. The pain soon subsided as the horrifying thought of him raping you came to mind. He pulled back and smirked at you before attacking your neck, biting down hard and drawing blood. He sucked it up like a vampire and you whimpered as his eyes flashed fuchsia pink from the taste of your blood, his tongue running over the bite wound. "Fuck it, I can't hold it anymore" he growled and in a flash your nightgown had been ripped off and chucked to the other side of the room while he rubbed your clit. You bit your lip wanting him to stop as tears continued to roll down your cheeks. His other hand fiddled with the buckle of his purple belt as he leaned down and started to kiss and suck on your breast. He stopped rubbing and you glanced down to see his manhood, remembering how it was considerably smaller than Sebastian's. The smirk plastered on his face only grew as he positioned himself over you before he thrust hard inside you. He grunted as he moved his hips fast, thrusting deep inside you every time. "This is what you get, you fucking whore!" he shouted, slapping the side of your thigh. His now fuchsia eyes were shut and his mouth open, the sound of his loud demonic growls ringing in your ears as he continued to pound into you for the rest of the night.

~ End of flashback ~

You whimpered, pulling your arm away from Sebastian and he looked at you with a worried look on his face. You scooted as far away from him as you could and sat with your legs to the side, your hand holding your ankle. "P-please, don't touch m-me" you whispered and his eyes widened at your odd behavior. "My dear, I... I have to tend to your wounds! Please, JUST TRUST ME!" he shouted and you froze at the memory of Claude yelling at you when you resisted. "How do I k-know that you won't d-do what he d-did?" "Because I... Because I love you" he proudly stated, gently grabbing your hand in his own and squeezing it. You didn't do anything and sat there dumbfounded as he started to wrap your stitched up arm in bandages, occasionally sending a soft smile your way. The boy you came to know as Ciel Phantomhive burst through the door holding a letter in his trembling hand, his other hand gripping Kira's. Sebastian turned his head to see the intruders and growled when he lowered his gaze and saw the two holding hands. Ciel only glared at Sebastian before taking a deep breath in and saying "Sebastian, Alois Trancy... he... he sent a fucking ball request"

Sebastian's P.O.V

"He what?!" I shouted, unable to contain it. I glanced over at (Y/N) to see her trembling in fear, her hands gripping fistfuls of her hair. I placed my hand on her knee and rubbed in circles which was thankfully calming her down. I took a deep breath in and turned to Ciel who had a worried look on his face. "I... I know I usually say it would ruin your reputation to go, but we... we can't!" I whispered but Ciel only shook his head while he stared at the floor. After a minute or two of awkward silence Ciel and Kira left the room, him still holding her little hand. I looked back at (Y/N) who had moved closer to me. She tried to give a sympathetic smile but it only pained me to see her showing a fake and meaningless smile. I glanced down and noticed that something important was missing. "(Y-Y/N), where is your ring?"

I'm sorry, I was just so depressed writing this awful chapter that I can't do bloopers or anything. I just can't make anything funny out of this. It was horrible writing rape and I hope I never ever have to do it again.

NEVER JOKE ABOUT RAPE AND KEEP YOURSELVES SAFE, I'M BEGGING YOU GUYS, PLEASE, IT'S HORRIBLE JUST WRITING ABOUT IT. Thanks so much if you're reading this right now.