She wiped her tears harshly ... with the back of her palm... while holding the steering tight we the another ...

She drives over the lone highway speeding up ... to reach her apartment ...

Apartment ? ... every fucking corner of that apartment is filled with his memories ...

Every corner is filled with her love and longings for him ...

Did she even deserve this ? ... fresh tears rolled down her eyes making her soul wrench in pain ...

Where was she at mistake ... she tried hard to be compatible for him ...she tried hard to love him ...

She just wanna tear herself from this world .... this reality is hurting ...

Why is it do painful what she did to deserve this ?

SHE LOVED HIM

pehle kabhi na tune mujhe gham diya
Phir mujhe kyu tanha kar diya ?

She stopped her car over a dark corner ... not having the audacity to drive more ...

She is not that much strong to handle the betrayel ...

What about those promises ? ... what about those things he have said to her ? ... those heavenly touches ... and soft speaks ... what about all those moments ?

Is she judging him ? ... but how ? ... when she had saw him ... being ...

Being happy with another girl ... being linked with another girl from the last five years and he didn't even denied those news ?

Why ? ... it was her mistake that she wanted to wait for him ...avoiding any kind of misunderstanding she stayed herself away from looking for news related to him

"Main jis sidharth ko jaanti thi wo mujhe 5 saal pehle chod chuka h "

The words echoed in his ears. ... like a continuous song ...

He stayed away to make sure she is away and safe without him....

But never really got to know what she suffered everyday silently

He knew the consequences will be worst ... but they are way far gone than worst ...

He immediately took his car getting over the way her car disappeared sone moments ago ...

She came out of her car the small textirior was making her feel trapped and suffocated ...

Her heart drummed in the rhythm ... as she was aware of the surrounding those lone street with only a yellow bulb up there being the source of light ...

The side paths full of long stretched trees which looked darker ..

She felt spooky ....goosebumps rose over body ...

But her mind was too far gone in emotions being ignorant to the surroundings

She felt alone on the long Highway but somehow the loneliness gave a kind of satisfaction to her ...

She leans her back over the side door of the car ... and slides down sitting on the corner ...

Wishing not to face anyone until the darkness of the streets engulf the broken and vulnerable state of her ....

She found comfort here alone ... her whole childhood age spent she was alone so alone ... that when sidharth used to call her sweet names ... and make small little things as promise her heart would well up with the feelings that

Finally she is not alone anymore

But when he left ... the unexpected shattered her ... and loneliness deprived ...

Tears of hurt welled up in her eyes again before she let them flow mindlessly the amount of life left inside her faded today ...

Just when she felt someone facing her with the expressions of longingness guilt

He was here in front of her eyes

Kyu aaye ho ? ... her voice tired ... slightly unconscious

Mai ... he whispered trying to find something to speak ... but shuts up immediately when felt the blankness crept his brain ...

Nai aana tha na? ... kyu aaye ? ... main kar leti intzaar ... chahe door thi tumse ... par ... main khush thi ... jhooti hi sahi ummeed toh thi ke tum ... tum mere ho ...

Nahi aana tha ... jab khush the apni duniya main ?.... jab aage badh hi chuke the toh nhi aana tha na ? ... kyu aaye ? ...

She stood up .. and looked at him ... she was hurting ... her heart wants to leave ... but her mind was freezed and numb ... as she confronted him ...

Aage badh hi chuke ho toh kyu aaye wapas ? ... jao ... jao apni duniya main wapas ...

Just go ... go away gooo ... she yelled her voice rising with every word she spoke until silence echoed in her soul ...

Her heart beating in rhythms... she was feeling blank ...

Nothing as blankness spread across her mind ...

He stood there rooted ... his eyes stuck over her face as she looked down silent ...

The silence was deadly and it was slowly killing her to death ... her breathings shallow and harsh ...

Her eyes welled up seeing him in silence ... somewhere the part of her still thanked the god ... to let her see him for one last time ...

His betrayel hurted her to the death but her love for him is beyond the death ...

But her hopes ... which shattered coming down ... to her heels ...

She cursed the day ... atleast she was happy in her own bubble that he will come back to her but no ...

That bursted today ... everything lovely thing said by him to her was a lie

He looked at her ... his heart came crashing down at his feet ...

What is she even talking about ? ...

He moved on ? ... never ... after her he didn't even looked for any other girl ...

Naaz ... he whispered...

Ek baar meri baat toh sun lo bcha ... pls .... meri baat toh sun lo ... ek second chance toh sab deserve karte hai na ...

Pls ek akhri baar meri baat sun lo ... phir Jo tumhara faisla hoga mujhe manzoor hoga ... he took a step towards her after consoling himself ...

Kya sunna bacha hai ab sidharth ? ...

Kya sunna bacha hai ... itni buri saza mat do mujhe ... kya sunu ? Ye ? .. ke apne mujhe ek ladki ke liye chorh diya paanch saal pehle ? ...

Ya ye ? Ke main bewakoof thi Jo apka intzaar karri thi ... jab ki mujhe toh ye tak nhi pata tha ke aap gye toh gye kyu ? ...

Bolo ...tears rolled down her eyes ... as she didn't cared too wiped them she is too hurt ...

Kya sunna bacha hai ? ... ye ke jo bhi waade the apke ... wo sab jhoot tha ... ya ye ke main pagal thi Jo un sab par vishwas kiya ? ...

Kya sunna bacha hai ab ? ... bolo sidharth ... bolo ... she held his collers in her hands ... pulling him towards her ...

Tears rolling down like a waterfall ... his heart wrenched ...

Bolo ... she roared like a broken heart ... then streamed down loosing her body on the ground ... curled herself up ...

It's hurting ... it's just too much ... after her parents ... he was the one she let come closer to her ... she is too sensitive when it comes to him ... and he ...

He betrayed her ... even after assuring her 1000's of times that he will not leave her ...

That's what love is right ? ... pain ... and fucking betrayals that's what love is 💔

He picked her up in his arms .. and made her sit in her car ... she looked down at her hands sobbing quietly she didn't cared to say anything now ...

She is just done she just wants the silence and darkness to engulf her in and never let her come out of it ...

She wants her darkness her sweet place where she just couldn't recognise herself ... where no one hurts her. ..

He drives her to her apartment while she layed in the back seat her face facing the seat ... her eyes closed shut... as she hugged her frame closer

He stayed quite all way ... as he reached he carried her again .. she didn't argued but didn't opened her eyes ...

She felt vulnerable... feeling his touch over her body after 5 years ... and hating herself for feeling this way ...

She was feeling vulnerable sad ... and more than that angry on herself for being so dumb ...

He made her sit on the couch and passed her the bottle ... she looked at him ...

Waiting for him to say something or just leave her alone ... but he did nothing ... except looking at her ...

Ap pls mujhe akela chorh do ...

She whispered after long silence her voice betrayed her breaking just like her shattered heart

He took a long breath to compose himself before settling on his knees in front of her ...

Jaisa tum soch rhi ho ...waisa kuch nhi h bcha ... he whispered biting his lips ...

Maine tumhare alawa kisi bhi ladki ko nhi dekha ... i don't know tum trust karogi ya nhi but ye sach hai ...

TOH PHIR KYU GYE THE ? ... SHE ASKED HER HEART WANTING TO TRUST HIS EVERY WORD BUT HER INSECURITIES 💔

HE stayed shut

While she looked at him .. her eyes fading with hopes ....

BOLO ? HER EYES TEARED UP AGAIN ...

KYU GAYE THE MUJHE CHORH KAR ? BOLO NA ...

tumhe bachane ke liye ... he whispered his lips disappeared between his teeths ...

Mai wo nhi Jo sab jaante hai ...

Mai wo nhi hu ... bachpan se hi I was so proud ke mere papa mujhe kitna pyaar karte hai ... Mera khayal rakhte hai ...

But I never knew wo sab sirf paise ke liye tha ...

Tumhe yaad hai jab maine tumse kaha tha ke main ghar par hamari shaadi ki baat karunga ... he said ... and she nodded her head...

Main baat karna chahta tha papa se .. he bits his lip hard until the coppery flavour of blood flooded his mouth ...

FLASHBACK

HE prepared himself to talk to his father about finally getting married ...

A smile curled up his lips as he looked at himself ... Took a sharp breath ... he is going to make her his soon and infront of the whole fucking world ...

And soon everyone will know that she is his ❤️

He smiled and giggled on his own thoughts ... it was all dreamy until when he reached his library where his father was there ...

He opened the door and was about to enter in when he heard something ...

Wo mera beta nhi hai ... he heard his father on call with someone ... gritting his teeths hard ...

He took some seconds ... and stayed rooted maybe he heard something wrong the smile drowned from his lips ...

Or rahi baat us ladki ki ... toh Mai usse apne ek ishare par marwa sakta hu ...

His eyes widen as he heard the words ... he froze ...

Us ladki ne fasaya hai mere bete ko ... paise ke liye ... par wo ye jaanti nhi ke Jo b h ... ye uska bhi nhi h ... he laughed disgustingly ...

Ye sab sirf mera hai ...

Bachpan se hi sidharth ka dimag bohot shaatir tha issiliye main usko buisness ki baatein karta rehta tha taaki ek din wo company ko itna bada bana sake ...

Ye company toh meri bhi nhi ... iski maa ki thi ... wo aurat jisne mujhe dhokha Diya kisi or ke saath ...

He gritted his teeths ... and smoked his weed

Sidharth's world came crashing down infront of his eyes ... as he entered in the room ... all colours faded from his face ... as soon as his father looked at him ...

Arey bete ... aao ... kuch chaiye tha ? ... he said his voice sugarcoated ...

Sidharth felt disgusting in his guts ...

Ap mere dad nhi h ? ... he asked his eyes misty ...

Oh toh tum sun chuke ho sab ... hm

Nhi ... main nhi hu tumhara baap ...

Toh phir kyu rakha mujhe khud ke saath ? Sidharth asked his heart breaking ...

Tumhari maa ki wajah se ... pyaar karta tha main us aurat se ... or tu uski akhri nishani tha ... wo toh chali gyi ... par mujhe tu thama gyi .. or saath main ye company bhi ...

He laughed like a mad man ...

Par ek dikkat thi ... ye company tere naam thi ... main chahta toh 18 saal ke hone ke baad tujhse ye company apne naam karwa leta par tu tab tak company main aa chuka tha ...

He laughed again ...

Company tak thik hai ... wo chaiye apko ap rakh sakte ho ... par meri naaz se door rehna ... sidharth gritted his teeths ...

It will take time to compensate with the betrayel ... but he couldn't risk her safety

He don't need comforts ... he needs his naaz's safety ...

Arey mere bete jab tak tu uske saath rahega tab tak main kaise usse door reh sakta hu ? ... he smirked ...

Wo do Kodi ki ladki meri Bahu kabhi nhi ban sakti ...

Or waise bhi ab toh tere pass kuch bhi nhi ... toh main ye guarantee nhi le sakta ke wo kab tak Shai salamat rahegi ...

Usse saare rishte tod ... agar wo safe chaiye toh ... he laughed devilishly ...

Sidharth took a step back ... is he the same person who loved him all his childhood? ... is he the same person who was his idol ... his Superman? ...

Aisa kyu kar rahe ho ap ? ... dekho Mai bhi sab bhool jaunga ... aap bhi bhool jaiye na ... pls aisa mat karo mere saath ...

Sidharth said ... but the man in front of him was cold and evil ...

Without saying a word more sidharth came in his room ... and fell down on his knees ...

His whole life was a lie 💔 he is illegimate ... sidharth felt used ...

He was vulnerable ... that's why he left her and Delhi ... and came to Mumbai ... the Mumbai branch was owned by sidharth ...

Present

Maine dhokha nhi diya tumhe naaz ... bas us waqt ... main itna kaabil nhi tha ke tumhe protect kar saku ... or jab kaabil bana ...

Toh mere andar himmat nhi thi tumhe face karne ki ... sach kahu toh mai bhaag Raha tha sach se ...

Mujhe laga ke kahi tum bhi mujhse nafrat na karo ...

Mujhe maaf kardo ... maine bohot taklif di na tumhe. .. he looked up from her lap ... tears rolled down her eyes ...

She didn't know he was so much in pain ... he left her for herself ... and she. .. she doubted him ...

She couldn't control herself any longer ... as she wrapped her arms around him ...

Sorry ... she whispered... sobbing smuggling her face in his neck ... he wrapped his arms around her frame more tightly ... closing his eyes tightly ...

He just don't want the moment to end ... he wants the world to stay still and let every ounce of him .. owns a part of her ❤️

Main jaanta hu main tumhari maafi deserve nhi krta bcha ...par ... phir bhi ... pls ... main tumhare bina nhi reh sakta ...

5 saal door reh kar khud ko barbaad kar chuka hu ab or nhi ... he whispered... tear fell down his eyes ... as he held her more tightly ...

Maine ap par shaq kiya mujhe maaf krdo sidharthh ... par ... kuch ni ho aage zindgi main ... pls mujhe chorhna mat ... mujhe maut manzur hai ... par ye dooriyan dobara sehen nhi kar paungi ...

Pata hai apko ye 5 saal ka ek ek pal bhi kitni mushkil se nikla hai ...

Ab dobara mujhe khud se door mat krna sidharth pls ... she sobbed hard ...

Kabhi nhi ... he whispered caressing her hairs ... all he wanted is to take her away from every hurt ... and gave her every happiness she deserves ...

I love you ... she whispered... at the end it's him and her only ... nt the world

I love youu too ... he whispered kissing every inch of her face ...

Ab nai jaoge na ? ... she asked her eyes innocently staring into his ...

He giggles a little ...

Kabhi nhi ... apni hone wali biwi se door kidhar hi jaunga ... he giggled ...

Before she could reply he said ...

Mujhse shaadi karogi ? ... he asked ... looking in her eyes ... with promises and feelings ...

She nodded her head before taking his lips in a promising kiss

He kissed her again in assurance that he will not leave her again ❤️

"Not every promise is a lie ❤️"

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Finally it comes to end 😭😭

Sorry merko maaf kardo yr ... meri life main ek khushi ke saath 1000 dikkatein aati h ... jisme time nhi milta .. sorry ...

Mental health ki toh lagi padi hai ...bhut chodo ... i hope ye acah lagega aao sabko ...

I wanted to keep the ending simple sweet as everything clears out ..

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