Part name : realizations 💔

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Her breathing shallow ... she couldn't take up more as she held the counter to steady her body ...

Everything felt heavy ... the jewelleries she wore the lehenga she weared

Everything felt like a burden ... she felt caged ... suffocated ... the dark dim lights gave her some of the comfort ...

It's the truth when people say ... darkness is the most comforting thing ...

She had came out of the hall ... her heart pounded hard in her heart throbbing with her body ...

Every memory ... e ery moment she has spent with him rushed to her mind ... but not like everytime today she felt betrayed of those memories

Decieved from love ... her hopes crashing down as tears of betrayel burned her eyes ...

His smiling face with someone else burned flwm her body ...

He was happy with someone else ... and she waited for him like a stupid ass ...

Is she that bad not to even deserve knowing the reason ... he loved her right ?

As that what he said .. he loved her ... what she believed ... was that a lie ? .. her whole relationship was an illusion?

He must have laughed on her in secret mocking way ... when she should have confessed her feelings to him ..

He would have laughed on her ..

She suddenly felt the breathe knocked from her lungs as she felt tears strusk to her eyes ...

His betrayel was the darkest part of her life ...

Her safe bubble was an illusion...

Her heart broke more what more she could have had ? ..
She loved him ... she is still waiting for him .. and he ? ..

He lied to her ? ... everything he did was a lie ...

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He came out to look for her ... he was feeling restless and aggreviated...

The look in her eyes the way they welled up ... he couldn't get himself he wanted her he knows

And now when he wants her ... that doesn't matter if he deserves her or not ... he is taking her anyway. ..

The way she ran from the hall ... he felt his heartbeats going away from him the moment she disappeared

He came outside he wanted to see her ... to touch her to feel her near him ..

Near his heart ...

Shehnaaz ... he whispered... his heart beats drummed in a rhythm ...

He roamed around trying to find her ... atleast one sign of her ... he knows she has not left yet ..

He can feel her essence in the air ...

He reached the parking his breaths turned low the whole parking lot was quiet ... the dreadly silent echoed in the whole area ... with anonymous darkness. ..

There was a time when darkness soothed his heart ... but today it was making him for vulnerable

The broken sobs echoed from the last corner of the parking lot ... it was like an essential room ... more than a store room for the parking lot ...

He entered in the small goofy area ... only to find her sat down curled up ... sobbing like a small kid ... heartbroken ... yet have nothing to do ... except cry ...

She never cried ... not even in the worst scenarios ... but ... now ? ... what he have made her into ? ... this ? ...

He felt a sharp crack in his heart gushing down his path .

Sana ... he whispered... his voice cracked as if the glass just touched the floor and shattered in bits ...

Her eyes flung open her heartbeats deep into the rhythm ... lungs deprived of air. ..

She struggled to breath ...

Calm down ... your ok.... everything is fine ... .

no ... her heart screamed ...

No ... nothing is ok ... everything is just too fucking heavy ...

She took a sharp breath pushing all the thoughts behind her head and forced her to get up ...

She straightened her dress ... her back still facing him ... she felt his gaze peircing a hole in her back ...

She waited for him.... avoiding any kind of news related to him so that it could not effect her ...

But he... a knot of emotions formed in her throat before she gulped it down ...

And fiddled her fingers whether to turn or not ... how will she be able to face him?

And the biggest question is ... after all this does she even wants to face him ?

Naaz ... he whispered again his heart thundering the rhythms ... his eyes welled up with the pent up emotions

He was frozen on his spot ... his body numb to react ... suddenly felt everything so heavy over ...

She closed her eyes ... he again called her ...

Naazzzz ... he called her ... she was working over her favourite wall ... decorating it as it was the most simple wall of her whole house ...

And she was free today so she thought to express her creativity ... and he was sitting there ... looking for her ... but she was way too busy ... he pouted ..

Naaazzz ... he said in his childish whining voice ... his eyes brows hitched in frustration... he wanted to hold her send his time with her ... and she was busy doing the makeover ...

Arey arey ... she came in the room

Kya hua baba ? .. she wiped her hands with the hand towel before he pulled her on the bed with himself caging her beneath him ...

She took a second to realise what happened .... there proximity was making her feel butterflies in her stomach ...

Hamesha dusri baari par hi sunti ho na ... he whispered his dark whiskey voice ... intoxicating her

Hmm ... she hummed before taking a toll over herself she snaked her arms around his neck ...

Shayad aapko pata nhi h ... ladkiya kabhi bhi ek baar par nhi sunti hamare priye hone Wale pati ..

She giggled ...

Achaa ... he chuckled rubbing his nose with her's she is the cutest ...

Do baar bulaoge tab hi sunungi ...

She opened her eyes ... it's not the right moment to reminse the past ... right now she just needs to get out and reach her apartment ...

She bites her lower lip to control her nervousness

She turns around ... her world stopped ... those deep orbs ... that perfect face ... those eyes which held love .... which held positivity ... but ... now ... they were just drowned in the pain ...

He betrayed you ...

Her mind mocked ... making her snap back ...

Kon ho ap ? ... she said keeping her voice as blank and derived of emotions ... as the dried lake ...

Mai jaanti hu apko ? ... she said ... knot formed in her throat ... seeing his eyebrows hitched together his face pale white ...

His knockles whiter ...

Sana ... he whispered again ... trying to get out of the pain of her voice ...

She tried hard to control over his voice ... keeping it blank ... and his heart broke ... she never talked with him in thos tone ...

And the most breaking part is that she is denying to know him ...

Her eyes blank ... voice blank ... staring at him as if he is some stranger he felt a pang in his heart ...

Did he misinterpret the situation ... thoughts roamed in his voice when she tried to walk away past him ...

He held her wrist even in the most emotional and heart breaking moment shivers ran down there bodies just when he touched her ...

For the first time in the last seven years ...

Tum mujhe nhi jaanti ? ... he whispered... looking in her eyes his dark whiskey eyes which always held her captive ...

She was melting under his gaze ... her eyes welled up ... but her mind mocked again ...

Move away ... he is not yours ... he can never be ...

With that harsh command ...

She jerked his hand ... and pulled away her wrist ...

Nhi Mai nhi jaanti apko ... jise main jaanti thi wo 5 saal pehle mujhe chorh chuka hai ... she looked straight in his eyes ... her red painful eyes and his one full of regret guilt and hurt ...

Rahi baat apki toh ...ap mujhse door rahiye ... she walked back ... moving away until disappeared from his sight ...

Mujhe toh kabhi lagta bhi nhi tha ke tum gussa bhi ho sakti ho .... he said chuckling as he spotted her angry at a kid who was at mistake ...

Duniya ke liye ho sakti hu ... aapke liye nhi ... she looked at him ... a small smile tugged at his lips ...

Or rahi baat bache ki ... toh usse samjhana zaruri tha ... aksar issi Umar main bache kharab ho jate h ...

Ji ji ... maate ... he chuckled driving the car hone ...

DUNIYA KE LIYE HO SAKTI HU ... APKE LIYE NHI ..

THE WORDS echoed in his mind ... as he looked at the way where she disappeared

She is still not over him ... but will she be able to accept him ? ... he don't know ... what he knows right now we're just her hurtful eyes and painful tears ...

He ran outside the parking lot seeing her car moved ... he immediately took his car following her ...

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The next will be the last part .... ❤️ sorry late hogya ... 🤧❤️