Part 3 : hopes shattered ?

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Heart beating faster... she was feeling something in. Her heart ...

Some feelings ... some unknown essence ...

Her body had relaxed ... it happened only when he used to be near her ...

Fuck you Sana he couldn't be here ... he can't be ... he must have moved on ... stop it ...

Her mind mocked her ....

But how could she able to deny her instincts ?....

But where to look ? ... in the crowd of more than 1000 people ? ...

The ceremony was grand ... engagement.

the lehenga she weared as rented but still it's beautiful...

Raima ... too weared a purple couple lehenga ... and her's one was floral blue ...

It was just like her choice but being in that lehenga ... sufocates her ...

The wedding the ambience every fucking thing that reminds her of him ...

He has occupied her mind like that ... tears of pain blurred her vision ...so many dreams ...

She wanted to live with him ... but he walked away ... and never looked back ... she took a deep enforcing breath pushing all the thoughts aside ...

She couldn't be captured in the camera ... being crying ...

She straightened herself her long hair tied up in an elegant high pony ...

While her face was devoid of any makeup still looking the prettiest ...

Her beating in a different matter ...

Weddings ... vows ... promises ... engages ... love ... trust ...

Somewhere all these things have started to suffocate her ...

Sidharthhhhhhhh... tu di se kab baat karega hamare baare mai ? ...

She asked her voice whining like a kid ... asking for something she desired from long time ...

Pata toh hai unko hamare baare mai baby ? ... a chuckle rose up from his throat ... the only person who could make him react like that was Sana ...

I am not talking about that ... she pouted ...

Then what ? ...

You know ... her face flushed as pink tinted her cheeks ...

What baby ? ... his voice lining innocense ... as he smirked at her ...

Sidharthhhh kutteee .... she pulled his hairs so hard ...

Mere baalll mat todddd .... chodd ... he screamed along after her he is the most possesive for his hairs ...

Boys freaking obsession with their hairs *eyes roll ...

Main hamari shaadi ki baat kar rhi hu ....she screamed with her frustration ...

He laughed so hard ... she is damn easy to rile up ...

Baat mat karna mere se ... idiot ... she cursed ... before storming of to her room ...

Frown lines over his sharp features... but his eyes glittered knowing how serious she is for their relationship to grow ...

His heart welled up .... no matter she is the only gurl he wants in his life without her he just can't imagine himself ...

Manana padega usko .. he sucked in a deep breath that's a task but one kiss and she is melted ... he chuckles ...

Shona ... he calls her sweetly she was pouting looking out side the window ... with his voice ...

She turned herself more into a curly good ball ... he suppressed his smile she is like this only with him ...

Somewhere that has always melted his heart ...

It's not like she is strained from attention... but she had always ignored everyone and gave her everything to him ...

From her heart to her soul ... to her body ... her everything belonged to him ...

Shonaa.... he calls her again ... getting on the bed .. snaking his arms around her waist pulling her with him as his body fell back on the bed ...

Chorhhhh ... she groaned ... suppressing her smile ... it wells her up everytime he manofies her ...

Kyu ladti ho mujhse itna ... he kissed the spot between her neck and shoulder ...

Her body broke down into goosebumps ...

Mera haq hai ... she snorted back
.. trying to gain her breath back ... his touch always leaves her breathless ...

Achhaa ... he started to trickle her stomach as burst out in laughter ... turning over caging him beneath her ...

As much as funny the sight was hot as well as she found her beneath him their bodies flushed together ...

There eyes met ... she looked at his lips and licked her lips dried ... before looking up again at him ...

She leans in ... her breath hitching ... he closed his eyes ... as she dominated the kiss ... biting so hard on his lower lip ... as the taste of his coppery smudged blood mingles in the taste ...

He hissed ... she was irresistible

She pulled back ... giggled at his flushed face ...

Abhi toh naraz thi ... hm ... he smirked .... licking his lips ...

Distracting her again ... pulling her to take him into another kiss ...

But she remembered she was angry
...

She was about to get up ... when he pulled her again ... his mouth brushing hers ...

His arms locked around her frame she fitted so well in his arms as if made just for him...

Shaadi ke liye abhi Puri zindagi hai meri jaan ... MAIN KONSA KAHI JAA RAHA HU ?

Tera hi hu ... tere pass hu yahi par ... par abhi tujhe apne dreams achieve karne h ... bohot kuch seekhna hai ... itni saari responsibilities hai ... or phir I don't want you to burden yourself ... with our marriage ...

Or han .. ye waqt apna zaya mat kar ... enjoy kar ... kyuki kab mai doli lekar aaunga or tujhe le jaunga ... phir tujhe mujhse chutkara ka moka nhi milega ... he smirked and chuckled ...

Mujhe tujhse chutkara chahiye bhi nhi ... you are the only one I have ...✨

She nuzzles in his neck sending shiver down his spine ...

Papa Maan jayenge na ? ... she asked all of a sudden ...

Mai mana lunga ... confidence laced his voice

Kya baat hai akele Mai muskura Rahi h ? ... raima teased ...

Apne purane pyaar ki yaad agyi kya ? ... she giggled ...

Sana was snapped back ... it was a memory again ... her eyes drummed the painful emotions ... he is not hers anyway ... just stop it ...

But neverthelessly there's not even one memory dhe had forgotten ... about him ...

Actually he was away from her ...but lived in fucking thing which was close to her ...

The things he touched ... he lived in ... the house where they both lived ... he lived there ...

The kitchen the bedroom .. the bookstore she visited the most ... the lehengas which were her favourites ...

Her rings ... he lived in every fuckinggg thing ...

Baaton ko teri hum bhula na sake
Hoke juda hum na juda ho sake 💔

Live in present fucking idiot.

Her own voice mocked her

Acha wo dekh the Sidharth shukla ... the hottest ....sssss.... she whispered making some noise ... that depicted how hot she found him ...

The voice stucked in her head ...

The sidharth shukla

A Ball of lump formed in her throat ...

What if he is really there ...

Is she ready to face him ? ... is she ready to go through all the pain all her wait ... is she ready even to look at him ... will his eyes show the longing towards her ?

Or will she see the look of calm and forget in his eyes ..

Her heart pulsed more ... herbreaths ragging higher intake. ..

Her lungs deprived of any suffocation as she lifted her soft hazels to look at the face ...

The face of the man ....who was once her's ... atleast he claimed to be ... the face ... which shines everytime when she had came in his view ...

Her breath more ragged her heart beating a rhythm ... faster she was scared of she could die right here ...

Her anxiety pulsed more harder ...

He sat there on the side table ... looking at stage his face all blanked ...

He was sitting on the front ... his eyes blank face shooked any emotion ... his heart ragging in a deep rhythm but he ignored ...

The air of delhi suffocated him ... the memories haunted him ...

Par wo dekh ... Kiana rajput ... disappointment laces in raima's voice ...

She didn't bother to look away from her .... not hers ... sidharth ...

Until the other words shooked to core out of her ...

Ache lag re h par saath ... i doubt Inka rumour kahi sach na ho ... raima doubted ... as sidharth smiled at something Kiana said ...

Pure function Mai pehla reaction....damn ... I bet there rumours of being in relationship is truth ... raima said that words ever so casually ...

But the words ... the mere casuality slipped words broke the hell out of her ...

Wait what the fuck? ... her head mocked her

Heart broke into something millions ...

Her head snapped towards raima ...

Relation...ship ? ... she pulsed her hand hard trying to control the crack of her voice ...

But Raima was too digged in ... to notice the pain of Sana's voice ...

Hn ... pichle 5 saal se inke dating ke rumours hai ... par abhi sach lag re h yr ... wait don't you follow buisness news ? ....shocked laced through her .

Being in buisness industry she should be aware of every single thing ...

She nodded her head in no ...

5 years ? ... relationship... Kiana rajput ...

Khair mujhe kya ... raima's voice shooked her again ...

Mai toh jaa rhi hu food stall ... tu bhi chl

Tu ja ... the two words were forced from her throat as if she was choked by someone but couldn't even make a noice but still had to ..

She had already kept herself away from any kind of news related to him...

Just because... everything related to him triggered her anxiety and insecurities... her traumas. ..

She wanted to trust him ... her hope that he will come back to her ... that is why she stayed in her own bubble she made to protect herself from any kind of fake news ..

Hurt slashed her broken heart ... as her mind started to arrange everything in peices ...

He didn't told her the reason ...

5 years ... of their breakup ... kiana's relationship with him 5 years ago ...

Is this because ? ...

Her chin wobbled ... her heart broke even more ..

She looked at him .... the deepest insecurity dhe ever had about him ... was him finding someone better than her ...

She was idiot to wait her five years for him ? ... was she ? ... she is fucking bastard ... she cursed herself ...

Her eyes looked up again at him ...

The wait ... her hopes that crushed down so brutally ...

Her body frozed at the realisation ...

He must have thought that walking away was the best option ...

Atleast he could have told me ? ... didn't I deserved that ? ... I was not that much selfish to hold someone who doesn't want to be with me ...

She wanted to walk away ... but her eyes stayed at him ... staring at him ... the silent gushed in her mind ... heart pounding deep rhythms ...

At this moment she wanted the world to engulf her ... dhe wanted to die ... nor wanting to face this ...

Kiana was one of sidharth's oldest friend in the buisness industry ... they have met 5 years after his break up ...
The deal he had cracked with her she was quiet impressed
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But she was NOT romantically involved with him ... they have gone for few meetings and bonded just as friends ...

But the rumours took a shape ... not Kiana did care ... not sidharth did to explain them ...

When they knew they were nothing wrong ...

The only girl he has ever looked was sana ...

Pata hai... main bhi bohot excited hu apni shaadi ko lekar ... she giggled that's when sidharth smiled a little ...

But raima shaped the situation in a different manner ... and unfortunately the whole situation manipulated ...

Heat rosed in his chest ... this was suffocating ... the dreams they have planned together ... the beutiful dream ... to tie knot with Sana ...

He felt a sharp gaze over him ... his heart pounding hard before he turned to look at the direction ...

His breath hitched eyes stilled ... breath ragged ... heat rose to his whole body ...

His hands shivered ... as the past rolled through him unfolding the every wound and salting it till it hurted more ...

He hissed ... her eyes met his ...

5 years ... 6 months ...

Her eyes welling with pain as his chest collided sharp fast and ragged breaths ...

She is here ... infront of him ... his eyes tugged deeper into her ... until she faded from his eyes running away from the hall ..

He sat their still looking at the place where she stood before ...

Her eyes showed hurt ....not anything but hurt immense hurt ...

He broke into cold sweat his anxiety shitting the condition ....

Is she still waiting ?

The question hummed to him as someone who hummed a song in silence ...

His heart beating so fast ... felt alive again ... looking at her his body shuddering with every thought ...

She is hurt ... but do he keeps the right to manofy ? ...

There was a chance to get back to her ... but he felt afraid ...

Afraid that what If she had moved on with someone else and his presence would disturb her ...

He didn't wanted to ruin her more ...

But now that she was just so near to him.... and the hurtful look in her eyes told him everything he needed to know ...

She is still waiting for him ...

The part of him felt peace ... the another felt guilty and painful ... she suffered so much ....he shuddered ...

She is so near to him ... that now his heart beaded fast ...

Bo more distance ... he needed her ... he wanted her .. he knew ... but know she is here ... he is taking her anyway ... despite of how much hurt he has done ...

It will take time ... but he is not letting her go again ...

Not when the destiny gave another chance

Or maybe the writer *wink wink 😂

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