Part : 2

Vulnerability

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Sidharth's pov ...

5 saal hogye naaz .... he twitched his lips in a thin line trying to control something which breaks into him whenever he thinks about her ...

Ye baarish ... Jo har pal mujhe tumhari yaad dilati hai ...

Tum ... shayad mujhe bhool bhi chuki hogi ... he smiled a little ... his eyes shining with tears ... painful tears ... why then only ?

He loves her ... as much as he pushed her away from him ..

Just to save her from himself ... he never deserved that soft person ...

Never reality did ... he is worst of everyone ...

He is ruined ...

The sidharth shukla ... the most powerful man in the buisness world ... who is so successful...

Is ruined ...his personal life is a mess ... still no one could ever ... ever make it ... that he is sad ...

He is ruthless ... heartless for the entire world but just for that one girl ...

He could be the softest ... yet ... he needed to let her go ...

He needed to ...

Mera jaana zaruri tha ... tumhe hurt Karu usse pehle marna pasand karta Mai ... or koi option nhi tha ...

Na wajah bata sakta tha ... na hi tumhe apne se door karne ke liye tumhe hurt kar sakta tha ...

Mar jaata ... wo ek khayal kaafi tha mujhe andar se Marne ke liye ...

Mai aaya tha...

Us raat ... waapas aaya tha ...

Tum wahi thi 💔

Jis raste mai Gaya tha us raaste ko niharte hue ...

Tum wahi thi ... he closed his eyes .
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the day of separation... when he left her ...

I hurted her ... 💔

He whispered to himself ...

He has gotten long away from her sight ...

And she ... she still asked for reason ...

Wapis toh aoge na ?

Her words echoed in his fucking head making it blast with pain

He stood taking the support of the tree ...

I hurted her ... whispering the same words ...

Punched the tree hard ... again. .. again ... 1... 2 ... 3 .... until his knuckles came bleeding down ...

His tears rolled down flowing with the rain ...

He looked up ... the rain he loved the most after her ... helped him ... in hiding his tears infront of her ...

His heart broke every fucking time her breaked voice entered through his rough textirior ...

His whole body shivered ... as the wind blew

But he cared the least ...

Hate me ....hate me ... don't cry over me ... I am not worth it ...

Don't cry over me ... never cry over me ...

Time passed ... it was night ... the rain stopped ... his clothes dampened ... he didn't have the energy ...to get up ... but he had to .... as he walked past ... considering that she must have gone ... a long back ...

The shock ... and agony entered his body piching his heart ...

Letting it shatter ... in bits and pieces without even making a noise...

Seeing her stood there ... still ... looking at the way ... where he disappeared ... his heart broke more ...

Seeing the hopes of him coming back fade away from her eyes ...

She stood there ... her body shivering ... her hairs striken ... her face lost all the shone it could ever have ...

Her eyes... still with a little hope that maybe he will come back ...

He stayed there hiding behind the tree ... looking at the women who loved him ... what he wanted at this moment Is just to run to her ... hold her in his arms ... beg for her precious forgiveness ...

Letting her know the truth ... but he couldn't just let her know ...

He is bad .. he is worst he don't deserve her ... he never did

He stood there looking at her ... time more passed ... until her eyes were tired ... the hopes of her eyes faded ... until she closed her eyes ...

Took some slow little breaths before walking down ... wrpoibfvher arms around her ...

Her slow steps ... her body shuddeying with each movement until she reached her car ...

Again turned just with a little glint of hope ...

Maybe he was waiting but neverthlessly after five minutes her car left

He came on the road looking at her car ... fading in silence ...

He smiled painfully ..

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He was snapped back ... from his pA's voice ...

He nodded at what she said ... before taking a deep breath to compose ...

She was the light to his darkness but after her ... even the darkness denied to take him back ..

He chuckled ...

Tum shayad mujhe bhool chuki hogi ... acha hai ... you need to forget me ...

And i needed to let you go ... 💔

Even if that destroyed me ....still I needed you to go 💔

I am not worth you ... naaz ...

The name on his lips sounded like the beautiful music with the cracking sounds of his vulnerable heart ..

His eyes willing to well up ... but his self control never let him ...

He composed himself again wearing his professional smile as the man entered his cabin ...

Hlo mr. Shukla ... a handsome man within his late twenties ...

His aura was not intimidating as one's sidharth have ... but he looked sweet and friendly .

He sat down in the chair ...

Hlo mr. Ahuja ... I didn't expected you here ... Mumbai ... sidharth said his voice lines professionalism ...

Actually Mr. Shukla ... I came here ... just to invite you ....

Anuj Ahuja ... the CEO of Ahuja quarters .... the branch ... within Delhi and Mumbai ...

He slides his wedding cards ... along with a beautiful basket of some sweet luxurious things ... and alluring smell of the roses ...

As soon as the essense of rose hit him ... his mind rolled the flashback ...

Gulabbbb .... she squealed ... happily ... he has taken her on the gardens of roses ...

Just when he was aware of the love she has for roses ...

Sidharthhhhhhhh....she yelled excitedly throwing herself in his arms ...

Ye saare kitne sunder hai ... par is garden Mai koi hai kyu ni ? ...she looked around amazed not to find anyone here ...

Kyuki I have booked the whole garden just for you and me ... baby ... he leans near her earlobe and bits it holding her frame romantically ...

Trailing peppery kisses down ear to her neck ... she shivered ... as his lips keeps working over her soft spot leaving goosebumps line over her body ...

She closed her eyes more than the scent of the roses his smell and his touch was intoxicating ...

Her eyes closed leaning on his embrace ... as he massaged her waist ...while inhaling her scent ...

She smelled like rose and honey ...

Her soft skin against his lips ....
He pulled back ... in an instance her mouth crashed with him ...

Tongue collapsed with eachother ...

His mouth against her ... and then against the world ...

She kissed him ... he kissed her as if the world was ending ...

Her breaths shallow her heart beating so hard against her ribcage for a moment she felt she would explode ...

You're irresistible.... he peppered kisses on her mouth ... soft pecking her ... while all the blood rushed to her face ...

I love youuu sidharth ....his poor heart skipped a beat ... her mere confession ... his heart wobbled as her lips curled into a beautiful smile she was looking like acure little munchkin ... her beautiful wide smile ...

Her pretty deep orbs and her cute nose ...

He kissed her forehead ...

I love you tooo gul ❤️ he giggles .... before holding her hand and running across the fields of the roses and bushes

On the same time ... protecting her from not getting hurt by the thorns ...

Mr shukla ? ... anuj said ...

Huhh ....sorry ... he was snapped back in an instance ...

So many memories that have carved deep in his heart ... in his mind

It's alright ... anuj passed a pleasent smile ...

It's my marriage ... I wanted to invite you personally ... Mr shukla ... he smiled again ...

I hope you will attend my wedding I'll be pleased ... he showed his teeths ...

Congratulations... sidharth smiled ...

Thank you so much ... i hope you will come ...

Sure mr. Ahuja ... sidharth said ...

His eyes held an unknown glimpse of the past ...
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Delhi ... again ? ... he breathed ... as his flight landed...

He couldn't deny anuj's proposal ... he was so sweet plus they have buisness realtions with ahuja's so ...

He needed to attend the functions ...

The place of separation.... the place of betrayel... the place where he lost himself ....

Even the air breathed like her ... fuck

The layer of emotions penetrated beneath his heart cracking his soul in the holes of love and pain ...

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Sanuuuuuuuu .... raima ... one of Sana's closest friend came taking her lehenga for tonight ...

Kya kar rahi h yr ? ... anuj sir ki shadi ka pehla function hai ... don't tell me you are not coming ...

Sana's expressions were neutral ..

Yr he has been so sweet aisa mat kar ... he will be heartbroken kitne man se sabki invite Kiya hai unhone ... raima said ...

Hm ... Sana finally said ... the logic behind her talks snapped ...

Mai lehenga layi tere liye ... rent ka hai ... par koi na ... kudi din Naya bhi lekar dungi tereko ... abhi you know salary problems ...

Sir ko bolna padega shaadi ki khushi Mai promotion Dede ... she giggles ...

Kuch toh fayda hame bhi ho ... he sighed ...

Lehenga ? ...

Lehenga ! .... she whispered again ... again ... memory ? ... the memory rolled down infront her eyes ... as if she lived in the moment ...

It's been 5 years she has not even touched lehenga ....

Sidharthhhh .... di ki shaadi hai ... shopping toh karni hi hai na lehenge ki ...

Tu chl na ... I want you to select my lehenga ... she pouted ...

Meko chaiye ... apne hi rang Mai ... mujhko rang de ... she giggled being filmy and mischievous

Acha ? ... a grin appeared on his face ...

Chl na shopping ... she whines ..

Kabhi mana kiya hai tujhe kisi cheez ke liye ? ... he chuckled ...

Taking her with him ...

The shop was elegant ... having the collection of simple lehengas nothing luxurious as she doesn't like it. .

She took 3-4 pieces with herself ... to try out ... in the trial room ....

Took her own sweet time to try every lehenga ... the first three were so time taking yet ... she didn't liked them on herself one was too heavy ...

The second one's blouse was too small ...

And third one was too loose ... it took her more than half of the hour ... while patiently waited for her outside the trial room ...

She puts the fourth one ... as soon as she was going to remove it the top stucked ... her hands up .. her face buried ....

She felt difficulty ... she tried hard ... but it was stuck on her hands even the side zipper couldn't bring down to open ..

She sighed loud and frustrating ... making him knock on the door ...

Everything ok ? ... he whispered from outside ...

Staff help ... she whispered

He looked around ... the staff has gone for their lunch ....

And the one on the counter was too busied with the customers lined up ...

Koi nhi h ....she groaned ...

Mai help Karu ? ... he whispered concerned ...

Though she had weated her tank top beneath the blouse but still the thought of him seeing her like this made her feel shy ...

Her bottom was on ... the jeans only the blouse was stuck ...

Before he could say anything he heard the knob open ... he entered in locking it again ...

While she stood there stuck ... her eyes closed tight... her cheeks tinted pink body burning as she felt his gaze ...

Breath ... princess ... he whispered ... he slowly opened the zipper ... and pulled the blouse ....she held her hands down ... taking a deep breath ...

Finally free ... his hands sliding through her bare waist pulling her towards him ... as her hot body collapsed with him ...

She weared her tank top ...but still blushed ...

I have seen nothing ....trust me ... bits her earlobe ... as she blushed more ... He teased her ...

And even if i did ...

YOU ARE MINE ... TO SEE ... TO TOUCH....TO LOVE ...

he smiled ... grinning ...

She cupped his face in return slamming her lips ... into his ...

She couldn't resist him ...
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Mai lehenge nhi pehenti ... koi suit dekh lungi ... she bits her lower lip ...

Nhi tujhe lehenga hi pehenna padega
.. maine kitne pyaar se liye hai ... raima pouted drowned and unpleased ...

Pls na ....she showed her puppy eyes... and Sana gave a night nod to her ...

Every freaking thing is related with him...

His memory ...

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