WARNING: MATURE CONTENT AHEAD 

I SUGGEST YOU JUST SKIP THIS CHAPTER IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE 

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TG

Jeongguk and Taehyung were cuddled up in their most comfortable pyjamas on the couch with the fake fireplace burning and a clear view of the night sky, able to see some stars out as it was so late and most lights were turned off. They were catching up on 7 years worth of talk without all the weird tension this time. Taehyung even made the two a cup of hot chocolate with they both abandoned quickly as they're much rather hold each other in their arms. 

They talked about everything and anything, not leaving out any details as they had all the time in the world. They no longer had to rush to talk in the fear of having to hang up soon nor did they have to worry about the other's sleep schedule. They both talked freely but there was one thing that kept irking in Jeongguk's mind that he just had to know.

"Okay, be honest. There has to have been hookups or one night-stands or something in your past seven years," Jeongguk said recalling their conversation in the car about non-serious relationships.

Taehyung hummed with a knowing smile as he contemplated his choices on wether he should tell the man or not. "Okay, fine," he admitted. "There was these two times."

"I knew it!" Jeongguk exclaimed, more excited than he should be. He shouldn't be excited at all to begin with. "Who were they? The same person? Guy or girl?"

"Do you actually want to know?" Taehyung asked followed by chuckle but Jeongguk only nodded. Taehyung shrugged and answered.

"It was maybe 3 or 4 years after us. I was shooting this Calvin Klein ad and there was this other model. We were having very intimate shoot with a bunch of other guys that day. So there we both were in the the change room alone, both in our briefs, with very visible boners, we decided to just relieve ourselves together. He initiated it though. Yeah... we haven't been able to look each other in the eye after that."

Jeongguk could only laugh at Taehyung recounting the memory, watching his face visibly cringe. "Then the other?" Jeongguk asked, still curious.

"How about we just end it there?"

Jeongguk shook his head, now feeling the need to be even more persistent. Taehyung sighed. "Two years ago. Jimin. We both got drunk out of our minds. He was going through a terrible break up and I kept thinking of you so we were both getting kind of emotional. One thing led to another I guess. It just happened."

"Mm, I always thought you and Jimin were too close to be friends," Jeongguk said and shook his head slowly, looking as if he was a disappointed parent.

"Oh, it's nothing like that! It was that one time and we both had no clue what happened that night. Just woke up naked in his bed with a sore ass. Never talked about it again."

Jeongguk and looked at Taehyung with wide eyes. "I thought you didn't enjoy bottoming whenever we tried it!"

"I never said I didn't enjoy it, you just convinced yourself that 'cause I said I prefer topping," Taehyung corrected.

"Who topped with the model?"

"Uh, I did. Okay, um, how about we change the subject now?"

Jeongguk nodded, now the jealousy actually stirring up. He slept with countless of men in the years yet Jeongguk couldn't help but feel inferior to these two men of Taehyung past and technically one of the two was still in his present.

"How were they?" Jeongguk asked and Taehyung knew the conversation was far from over.

"What?" Taehyung asked, shocked with a brow raised.

"Were they better than me?" Jeongguk continued and crossed his arms, now pulling away from the hold to face his body towards Taehyung. His tone was still playful but Taehyung had to chose his words right.

"Are you serious right now?" Taehyung asked, cocking his head.

"Answer me, Tae," Jeongguk replied.

Two can play at that game, Taehyung thought and smiled. "Well, it's been 7 years Gguk. I can't remember."

Jeongguk scoffed. A tongue poked the inside of his cheek and rolled all the way down his bottom lip. He moved closer to Taehyung on the couch with a smirk on his lips. "Oh you don't remember, hm?"

"Mhm," he hummed back. Taehyung's eyes didn't leave leave his as Jeongguk kept crawling closer, now caging over Taehyung.

"Then I've got no other option but to remind you," Jeongguk whispered right against Taehyung's lips before pressing them together. Taehyung hand reached for that back of Jeongguk's neck to pull him even closer and deepen the kiss. Jeongguk planted himself down on Taehyung's lap and Taehyung's hands reach for his legs, raising them and letting them wrap around his waist.

"Fuck, okay," Jeongguk said pulling back. He let his forehead rest against the other's as they both tried to catch their breath.

"Oh. You know, we could just go to slee-" Taehyung started but Jeongguk cut him off by pressing their lips together again. Taehyung's grip around Jeongguk's legs tightened as Taehyung stood up. Jeongguk gasped into his mouth as he was lifted, not expecting it. Jeongguks quickly wrapped his arms around Jeongguk's neck for balance then leaned down and continued kissing him. Taehyung managed to not trip over anything as he made his way to Jeongguk's room with the bigger bed. Taehyung dropped Jeongguk on the plush bedding and climbed on top of him, reattaching their lips hungrily as if they were each other's oxygen.

Jeongguk grabbed onto Taehyung's waist and pulled him so that he toppled over him and in a swift move, he rolled him around so that he was on top of Taehyung all while still keeping their lips together. Both their bodies began to feel hot and the need to remove garments became stronger. Jeongguk pulled away and quickly pulled off his shirt and tossed it to the side. He then reached for Taehyung shirt, dragging up slowly so he could feel up Taehyung's body agaisnt his palm in the process. As he pulled it over his head, Jeongguk leaned down and planted another kiss on Taehyung's lips. Jeongguk took it as the perfect opportunity while the man was distracted to tie the shirt around Taehyung's wrist when it caught at his hands while coming off.

"What're you doing?" Taehyung asked, not exactly trying to fight against it but sounding more intrigued.

"I know how much you love pulling and playing with my hair," Jeongguk started simply with a cheeky smile as he pulled at the last knot and then another around the bar of the headboard, restraining his wrist from moving around. Jeongguk connected their lips once more before he began to trail down soft kisses. Starting with a kiss on his jaw, then a few around his neck, down his chest to his abs, and stopped when he reached down to his crotch. Jeongguk looked up and met Taehyung's eyes that were watching him carefully.

"Can I?" Jeongguk asked and Taehyung hummed in response, giving him permission. Jeongguk bit his lip and smiled as he slowly slid down his pants. Taehyung took in a deep breath feeling the cooler air hit his now exposed skin. Jeongguk didn't waste a second and began to mouth at his clothed member. Taehyung hissed at the initial contact, feeling goosebumps run all over his body.

"Gguk..." Taehyung breathed out, his hand clenching into a fist, only now realizing how well Jeongguk had tied the shirt.

"Yeah, babe?" Jeongguk asked sounding all innocent, his lips ghosting over the other's hard-on.

"Stop being a tease," Taehyung requested in his serious voice and fuck did that do something to Jeongguk.

"Fine, Director Kim," Jeongguk replied. He caught the band of Taehyung's boxer in his teeth and slid them down painfully slow until his cock was exposed – his thought from just days before being right. Jeongguk looked up hoping to see Taehyung in some kind of annoyed pleasure but the man was just smiling softly.

"What?" Jeongguk asked, pouting and raising a brow. The last thing he wanted was for Taehyung to think this was all funny — that would be so very embarrassing on Jeongguk's end.

"You're so handsome," Taehyung answered and Jeongguk couldn't help but grin. Taehyung shook his head and said, "Go on."

Jeongguk chuckled and remembered what his goal was, not wanting to go all soft suddenly. He gave Taehyung's cock a few licks at the head before taking him all in without a warning. He heard Taehyung hiss and groan and Jeongguk felt satisfied. He hollowed out his cheeks as he kept sucking up and down.

"Mm– Jeongguk," Taehyung called out and Jeongguk hummed with his mouth still around the man, the vibration stirring Taehyung up even more.

"I need–" Taehyung started but stopped to breathe in and let out a heavy sigh. "I need you to untie me," he finished but Jeongguk ignored him, going faster not caring if he was being messy. 

"Fuck, Jeongguk, now," Taehyung said and Jeongguk froze. Taehyung barely ever swore, Jeongguk could even recount the times he did as there were such a rare occasion, and to hear it in his demanding tone, Jeongguk's body had to comply. He pulled his mouth off and hovered up. His twitching hands worked at the shirt, trying to untie his work as Taehyung's strong gaze were on him the entire time. 

As soon as Taehyung's hands were free, he grabbed Jeongguk's jaw not minding if he was being to rough and steered him to his lips. Jeongguk was caught off guard as Taehyung harshly kissed his lips but when the shock disappeared, Jeongguk melted into it and turned into absolute putty. Taehyung began to nip at the man's bottom lip and Jeongguk immediately opened his mouth, granting the access Taehyung wanted for his tongue to explore. 

Taehyung's hand made his way down to Jeongguk's hips and his pants. He pulled down both of his pants and boxers as low as he could until Jeongguk had to pull away to take it off himself. Taehyung took the time to completely take off his boxers too and reach for the locked bottom drawer of the bedside table. The expensive suite came with just as high quality condoms and lube. Taehyung had always laughed when he saw it down in their services but he understands the importance of it now.

When Jeongguk finished, he smiled and went back to kissing Taehyung's lips and Taehyung opened the bottle of lube and coated his fingers well with it. He gave a hushed warning to Jeongguk before pushing two fingers into Jeongguk's hole. Jeongguk moaned against Taehyung's lips and when the man added another, Jeongguk had to pull away as his mind just couldn't handle it all. He had strong grip on Taehyung's shoulder and his eyes shut tight as Taehyung worked him open.

"You ready?" Taehyung asked and he pulled out his fingers.

"Mhm," Jeongguk answered. Taehyung began to lift himself up so that he could switch their current positions but Jeongguk pushed him back down on the bed. He shook his head and grabbed the condom packet from Taehyung. He slowly ripped it open with his teeth, putting on a show and was pleased to see Taehyung licking his lips excitedly. Once Jeongguk rolled the condom on Taehyung, he aligned his entrance with Taehyung's cock and lowered himself down slowly. Grunts and groans filled the room as Jeongukk tried to get in a comfortable position. A quiet moan left Taheyung's lips as he felt the inner walls of Jeongguk tightening around him. 

"I'll make sure you never forget again," Jeongguk said with a smirk as he began to move slowly. Taehyung threw his hand back and his hands reached to grip for Jeongguk's thighs. Jeongguk began to increase his pace, his smirk disappearing as only pure lust clouded over his mind. His mouth hung open as he was panting loudly.

'M-Make sure you only– ngh– only remember me after to-tonight," Jeongguk managed to say in between moans. Taehyung chuckled and nodded, already seeing stars. Taehyung let go of the hold on Jeongguk's thigh and wrapped one hand around Jeongguk's cock and caught his nipple with the other knowing how sensitive Jeongguk was in there. When a high pitched moan left Jeongguk's pretty lips, Taehyung knew he hit his prostate. He watched as Jeongguk quickly broke down in front of him along with all the added pleasure. Jeongguk slowed down his pace and looked at Taehyung with glossy eyes and Taehyung understood Jeongguk was reaching his limit. 

"Tae..." Jeongguk moaned, doing his best to keep going but he was just so close but his body became so weak. Taehyung stopped playing with his nipple, grabbed onto his thigh again and began to move his cock in and out of Jeongguk. Jeongguk collapsed down onto Taehyung. Taehyung continued working into Jeongguk even though the position became much harder, pressing small kisses on Jeongguk's shoulder and whispering encouraging praises. 

"You're doing so good for me, Gguk," Taehyung whispered among his many other phrases.

"Really?"

"Mhm."

"You too, Tae."

"Yeah? Thanks, baby," Taehyung replied immediately followed by a low moan as he finally came. He rode out his orgasm until Jeongguk too came with a loud moan. They were both panting heavily as Taehyung pulled out and let his leg rest on the bed.  

"You okay?" Taehyung asked, trying to get a look a Jeongguk's face buried in neck. Jeongguk lazily picked up his head with a soft smile and he nodded his head. Taehyung smiled and pushed back the hair that clung onto Jeongguk's forehead. 

"Was I better?" Jeongguk asked, sounding a little drunk frankly.

Taehyung chuckled and nodded. "Oh the best, baby."

Jeongguk's smile widened and he pressed a kiss on Taehyung's lips. "Likewise," Jeongguk said and buried his face back into Taehyung. Taehyung rubbed Jeongguk's back for a while, just enjoying each other's presence and letting themselves calm down. Taehyung then rolled Jeongguk onto the bed, and Jeongguk watched him with curious eyes, too tired to question him. Taehyung pressed a kiss on his forehead and got off the bed. Jeongguk whined at the loss of contact but Taehyung promised to come back in just a second.

Taehyung walked over to the bathroom and cleaned himself with a wet cloth and brought one back for Jeongguk. He grabbed his pants from the ground and pulled them on before giving all his attention to Jeongguk. With the wet cloth, he wiped Jeongguk's body clean while Jeongguk giggled whenever he reached a sensitive spot. Taehyung finished wiping and before he got off the bed, he placed a few kisses on Jeongguk inner thighs, getting another giggle out of him. 

Taehyung scrapped the cloth then found Jeongguk's pants and helped him in. Taehyung lastly turned off the lights and climbed into the bed with Jeongguk. The both wriggled under the blanket, clinging onto each other's bodies to find warmth. They both threw an arm around the other while using the other under their heads and looked at each other.

"Go to sleep," Jeongguk whispered.

"Okay," Taehyung replied.

"Close your eyes," he said with a soft laugh. Taehyung stared at him for another moment before shutting his eyes. Taehyung couldn't help but smile when he felt cool air hit his face. He opened his eyes to look but Jeongguk blew in his face again, making his eyes flutter shut. He pulled Jeongguk closer, making Jeongguk erupt into laughter and stop blowing. 

"What do you think you're doing?" Taehyung asked and Jeongguk shook his head. "Nothing," Jeongguk answered. Taehyung laughed and placed a kiss on his nose causing it to scrunch up.

"What was that for?" Jeongguk asked.

"Nothin'" Taehyung mimicked and Jeongguk threw him a fake glare.

"You're the prettiest angel ever, how lucky am I?" Taehyung said, letting a finger tuck a few pieces of hair behind Jeongguk's ear. 

"What does that mean?" Jeongguk asked, his voice small and quiet and his features softened.

"I said you're the prettiest angel ever," Taehyung translated.

Jeongguk bit down hard on his lip. He buried his head into Taehyung's neck and giggled, hugging him tighter. This was the piece Jeongguk felt was missing all along. No matter how many men he'd been with, none of them truly loved him. None of them made him feel special. None of them treated Jeongguk like he was the most delicate and precious little feather. None of them showered him in kisses and praises with no ulterior intentions than making him smile. None of them were Kim Taehyung. None of them could ever be. 

At that very moment, it felt like those seven years had never even happened. That they have been together all along, but that's probably only because their love for each other never died down no matter how hard they would've tried. The passionate fire still burned just as bright if not brighter. In those seven years, they both realized how much it hurt to be apart from another and they both took it as a lesson to never let it happen again. Their love was stronger then ever and that thought alone helped the two sleep peacefully that night in each other's arms.

It was written in the stars. Taehyung was for Jeongguk as Jeonggguk was for Taehyung.

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IK ITS CRINGE I TRIED MY BEST OKAY

also ik i kinda sorta implied switch taekook here but dw top tae only stans, there most likely won't be any bottom tae scenes (im sorry switch stans ajdins), but i put top tae on the info page so i wont force something y'all didn't sign up for ! Maybe my next fic will be switch :)

Bye<3