Oh hell naur.

They're crazy. The rumours were true after all. Fucking trash.

"Y'all so sweet 🥺" I commented.

"I found your IG. You're so pretty 😍. " taehyungb has mentioned you in a post.

That's it. I switched off my phone and went to sleep.

It is what it is after all. 

It's morning again. Today's Saturday. No work today. let's go back to sleep.

I put the blanket on my head laying back on my bed. When it hit me. I had to buy tickets to Taemin's concert. I tried to open my phone.

Huh, it's switched off. Why would I do that?
I switched it on and tried to shake myself from sleep.

"Wake up. Wake up" I say hitting my cheeks and rustling my hair.

You've got an email from KH ENTERTAINMENT.

Then it hit me. Yesterday I made several mistakes. And left it for the future me to solve. But guess what?? Future me is me now.

Argh. I rustle my hair in frustration while checking the email.

Oh, it was a pass to fan meet event. On Tuesday 5 pm. Venue: venture park 

There is no way I'm going. It's the same day as the concert I am attending on Tuesday. Even the venue is same. I scowl. It must be the building behind the concert area.
The park is where the concert is held and it is adjacent to a building where events like fan meeting happen.

The concert starts at 6 but the entry stops at 5 so I have to be there.

I ain't going.

"Girl see you there😘" taehyungieswife has commented.

where? how do they know?

I scroll through my fyp.

"This is KH entertainment. We apologize for our mistakes. Every VVS is important for us. So we have cordially invited @vvsmydiamonds to our fan meet this Tuesday.
Special guest: our newest rookie group en-hyphen!
Stay tuned."

Now I get it. that's why this turned out to be such a big thing. They just wanted to launch their newest group. This thing is just a bait to gather the crowd.
Right, it's capitalism after all .

Damn, I feel used.

But what now I have to find a way to attend the concert and fan meet together.

"I can't attend the concert😭" txxx has messaged you.

"Same. you wouldn't believe what happened"

"What happened??
I can't attend because of work"

I told her the whole story.

"Haha I'm so stupid"

"It's okay after all you got a funny story to tell at dinner" she replied.

"What did I do to deserve you"

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The weekend went by so quickly. And it was Monday, I was at work cleaning the counter.
"Hey you're coming to tomorrow's concert with me, right?" a girl said to
someone on her phone.

"Don't forget the entry closes at 5 pm"

How it feels to live my dream. I wanted to go too.
"Hey, are you okay?" Somebody shook my shoulder

"I wish I was dead," I say in a daze.

"y/n why are you saying that?" hyunjin scorched his face in worry.

I turned to see a worried Hyun-jin. His face really makes my day a little better knowing there are still good people on Earth.

"Nothing," I said, picking a fork to eat a piece of cake. I ruined its icing so we can't sell it.

"I wanted to attend the concert too" I sniffled a little while frowning.

"The fan meet thing. Don't worry I got you," he said giving me finger guns with a wink.

I eyed him with some hope. But when did I tell him about this? My memory
sucks.

"I was hired to help clean the Venture park building on Sunday. I am sure you'll be able to see the concert from the terrace." he said placing the cutting board next to me. 

He works on the weekends too. "You're so hardworking Hyunjinnie", I rustle his blond hair while he was busy cutting strawberries. Even his side profile is angelic. 

<<Third person POV>> 

Y/N was moving her fingers through his blond locks, every strand was as soft as a feather. A faint smell was coming from them. She couldn't help but move closer, shifting to her tippy toes closing towards his chin then moving upwards. 

"Y/N...?!" hyunjin's said, his face flinched towards her which was red. He froze and his breathing stopped for a moment.  He flustered even more when he noticed how close their faces were. 

Y/N leaned forward once again. Hyunjin's eye were now as big as saucers. He took a quick step back. He curled up, his arms covering his chest. 

"Y/N... not now.... I think we should take it slow...." he stuttered with a warm blush on his face. 

"What shampoo do you use?" Y/N said unhinged.

"huh?!" Hyunjin blinked twice, his mouth agape. 

"it smells nostalgic but I can't put my finger on it."  Y/N tried to smell again closing her eyes. 

The fragrance taking her somewhere else...again in those noisy hallways... she remembered  the midnight black hair.......the strawberry milk...... school uniform....... the sound of chair moving next to her "Class is so boring lets skip." the hand that clasped her arm....

"Y/N?" Hyunjin's whisper made her snap out of her dreams. 

But she still was in a daze. she unconsciously continued to eat her cake.

"Don't worry about the fan event anymore. Now all you need to do is reach the terrace. Cheer up."  Hyunjin couldn't move his eyes from the strawberries. 

"Okay okay". I pointed a spoonful of cake to his mouth.

"mhhm, pretty good" he said, while nodding.

I pointed another spoonful cake toward his mouth.

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It's 3 pm. I took a day off from work to go to that socks guy's fan meet.

I was checking my hearts on my Kwit. I have always been on the leaderboard.

The first place most of the time.

The monthly leader board first place wins a variety of prizes. And this time I
could win "the latest album with a handwritten heartfelt message only for you and a one of a kind Taemin action figure" as the announcement said.

I have been winning for the last 2 consecutive eras. The second place only gets the album with a message.

Hm. I am leading right now. And I completed 210k hearts as of today all thanks to KH entertainment using me.
This time too I would win for sure.

You can earn hearts when people interact on your post on Kwit and you can also 'gift' them to your friends. 

I earn them from my other account that follows V and send them to this one.

The score can totally flip as most users send them to their main account from their other accounts. The last place could lead the board in a moment.

It's 4 pm right now. The park is 30 minutes walk from here.

My phone started ringing. Its Hyunjin

"I called you to remind you that you have to go to the fan meet. Get up."

"I'm awake"

"Stop lazing around. You'll be late"

"I am not getting ready. I'll just go in my pyjamas" I hate this. Why do I have to go?

"Haha what if Taemin notices you from the stage? you would be in pyjamas,"
he said laughing.

"Yeah, like he would see me at my super-premium seat," I said getting up.
What if I went outside and bumped into him on the way?

How delusional can I be?

I opened my closet.

"Okay then take care." Hyun-jin hanged up.

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I reached the fan event. It was 5 pm right now. The concert area is right in front of my eyes.

Should I just go there? Right who cares about a stupid internet meme.

I was glaring at the entry gates. I could see them calling me.

"Please come y/n Taemin oppa is really lonely without you" a guard shouted.

"He's waiting for you y/n" another guard fell on his knees, sobbing.

"y/n" I turned to my right. It was Taemin. How can I miss his concert? What can v's fandom do? Hack me. Post my personal info. A little cyberbullying wouldn't hurt me. I should go.

"y/n"

"I'm coming tae-" I flinched. It was a girl. I should stop with these fake scenarios.

"Hi" I waved a little. I didn't know her or did I??

"Haha stop daydreaming about Tae.....hyung?" the girl with long dark brown hair said. She gave me the most bombastic side eye of the century. I raised my eyebrows.

"It's me. you used my kwit and changed the context," she said, coming closer. "But let me tell you, you are super sus to me, and I'm going to expose you," she said pointing her nail toward me.

"oh you....You had a pretty strange username. What was it? Vismysneaky?"

"It's Sieun," she said and her ears turned red.  Lemme tease her some more.

"Sieun then, I'm pretty concerned about your obsession with V's abs- " she cupped my mouth. 

This is why you shouldn't expose your spam account.

"Shut up" she clenched my wrist and dragged me towards the line entering the building. "I am going to keep my eyes on you, now hurry up loser or we'll be late."

Taeminahhh. I stretched my hand towards the concert entrance trying to grab my imaginary Taemin's hand who was waving at me with a mischievous smile.

A lot of them whispered to each other pointing at me. Guess I am a celebrity.

"What did you use on your lips?" Sieun asked me without glancing at me. She
moved straight towards the long line in front of the entrance.

"It's this lip gloss, it's a new brand they were giving free sample trials at HH
mall." I showed her the product.

"Do you like it?" she asked.

"Yes, that's why I bought one," I said, rolling my eyes.

Suddenly I heard screams and I abruptly turned around. Taemin had come. I nibble at my bottom lip to stop myself from screaming too as he jumped out of his car. His staff around him.

He brushed his hands through his hair. The crowd screamed louder.

I turned around and entered the hall. The crowd shouted even louder this time. I tried to turn for a look but I had already entered and couldn't see outside anymore.

I have to act normal after this? After whatever I've gone through.
I rubbed my face with my hands sighing.

"You didn't even want to be here, right?. Bitch can you name even a single song of Taehyung oppa?"

"Shut up, you hoe. I have been following you for a very long time. Let me tell you the fanfiction you read. I can name them all. I can expose you first." I was already stressed and this broken record voiced chick won't shut up.

"Better than being a schemer"

"Now just tell me how they got my address. And what would have happened if I wouldn't have been a fan".

"Half of the people came here by hacking the system, they can make you lose face online, some are so loaded that they could pay to make your life hard. You would've made a lot of enemies, You were pretty popular after all. Nobody likes to be fooled " she smirked.

The event was moving quickly. After all, their main focus was the rookie group.
After an hour Lord V nim took a break. And the group got ready to perform.

This was the right chance to escape.

"Move, I'm going to the restroom," I said to Sieun and walked briskly towards the staircase.

It was three whole floors above the ground. I was panting like a dog when I reached there. I put all of my weight on the railing trying to breathe.

So embarrassing.

I tried to calm myself down. It seems fun and games but it is a big deal. My head was going to burst. Sieun's words started replaying in my head.

Just then a sweet voice reached my ears. Taemin had started to perform. I could clearly see the screen.

I guess it's okay. I was getting bored lately. This situation would keep me entertained for a while. It is what it is.

The song ended. I heard someone clap from beside me. I flinched and almost screamed. There was someone present here.

Shiny silver hair. Maybe some old janitor. It was dark and the lights from the concert blinded me from seeing their face. I moved a little and placed a hand on their shoulder.

"He's pretty cool right," I said. Finally, someone who understands me.

" aaaaaah" that person shouted. Moving their hands around.

"Hey ajusssi calm down"

"What did you say? How did you get here? Look Oppa doesn't like to be
stalked, okay, let's calm down and talk. Okay, do you have any weapons."

what? looks like the old man had gone senile.

He turned around to face me and realization hit me.

"socks guy,"

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**SNEAK PEAK OF NEXT CHAPTER**

I smiled coming closer to his face. He should learn a lesson or two.

A/N 

let me know if there is any grammatical mistake. I am a little illiterate 😊💕

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