~Kirito's POV~

There was a way to calm (Y/N) down. Only one. Gripping her shoulders tightly to the poorly designed wallpaper, I leaned in quickly, giving her a very soft kiss on the lips. It was passionate and calming; but it wouldn't help after. She instantly stopped, relaxing. She didn't resist, no, but she didn't kiss back. She just stared wide eyed at me as I slowly pulled away, and she just stared at me with a furious blush.

"Better now?" I retorted calmly, and she didn't respond. She couldn't. Her state of shock was clearly visible. She just touched her lips softly with the tips of her fingers, not once breaking eye contact with me. Her (E/C) eyes seemed to glimmer.
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~Your POV~

Kirito... Kirito... Kirito kissed me?
Spreading my fingers, I spoke through them, still staring at him with saucers for eyes.

"W-what was that for...?" He just tilted his head and laughed a little.
"You think that meant something? No, it was just to calm you down. It worked though, didn't it?" He stared at me blankly, and I blinked a few times. Tears flooded my eyes like a dam, breaking out with no control or hope of stopping. He kissed me just for that? It didn't mean anything? Who the hell does that? Kisses someone, and says it's for nothing?

"I HATE YOU!" I screamed at the top of my lungs, and a few neighbors from nearby apartments poked their heads out of the doors. They gave angry and disturbed glares at Kirigaya, and a select few threw empty plastic bottles at him. I ran away from him, and seemly and unsurprisingly, his expression didn't seem to change. He called for me softly but I cried harder and ran into my room. Using all seven of the locks on the door, I locked all the windows and the door. I ran into my room and locked that, too, and cried into my blank white body pillow. Tears spilled into it and soaked it like a sponge. I felt my heart shatter multiple times, and it never seemed to stop.

"Who's twisted like that!? You don't... You... You can't kiss someone and say it was for nothing!" I shouted to myself. The cries echoed through the empty apartment, coming out of my shattered heart.