A/N: So... here's the second one. Listen, I'mma be serious here for a second; I really like a girl in my classes. She's so damn sweet, funny, adorable and caring. She's just all around amazing. So, today... I confessed. To be entirely honest, this A/N is being written about two and a half weeks in advance. And, if all goes well, this will be published. Of course, with her permission. And part of why I asked for the love songs was so I could figure out what song she liked (she responded with a comment on here) so I could play it when I confessed. I'm planning on recording the confession because, although the moment will be great if it goes well, the exact details will be blurred in my mind, because I have the memory of a stick of celery. Her face won't be shown or anything like that, I just want the audio, so I can put it in here. So, without any further delay, here's how my confession went today, in the eyes of Eijirou Kirishima.

Kirishima's POV

January 28th, xx20
15:38

I've been planning this for months upon months. Hell, I've been planning this since last year! Yet, I've been on the brink of chickening out because I'm... scared.

It's totally unmanly, I know. But, when I think about, my throat tightens, it gets harder to breathe, my stomach does flips, my face burns... fuck! Why does he effect me so much!

Those sweet smiles, the nights we spend together playing Exploding Kittens with Shouji and Tokoyami, the laughter, the cuddles... jesus.

I couldn't get him out of my mind, even if I tried.

And it also just had to be someone who won't hesitate to argue with someone else if they're wrong.

I mean, I understand that he's not perfect, I recognize his flaws, but I'm not perfect either.

My vulgarity, self-depricating humor, my looks definitely aren't the best either.

I also realize that we're young. We're gonna be pros in a few years. For all I know, he could go abroad and I could stay here.

But, I'd rather be in a relationship for a few years and try and do an LDR for as long as possible.

And if we somehow manage to be in the same area, that'll make things easier, but lonelier.

In the words of Brendon Urie, the lonely moments just get lonelier the longer you're in love than if you were alone.

I also know I'm clingy. I love physical affection. But, at the same time, I don't wanna be too clingy. I wanna cuddle him, spoon with him, put my arms around him, all of that!

But, I don't wanna overstep any boundaries.

The other problems with being clingy is PDA. Or, the fact that we can't show it too often.

First of all, we're still students, so I think the closest we can get to that is throwing an arm around the other, maybe even holding hands.

Second of all, we are not a heterosexual couple. I don't think anyone in our school is homophobic or any teachers, but that's not who I'm worried about.

I'm not gonna go into detail, but I'm still totally worried.

Then again, I keep making up these fantasies in my head, praying that he actually likes me.

I mean, I've heard from a few people that maybe he does, but still.

Today, Denki even asked me if I'd do anything for Valentine's day.

Me, being the extra bitch I am, filled him in on my plan.

I couldn't talk to Yaomomo for advice today, since she was out sick. Although, now that I think about it, I totally could've talked to Shouto.

Whatever, I think I've got a vague idea of how it's gonna go... at least on my end.

I asked a while ago what people's top couple of favorite love songs were, and I got some good ones. But his favorites were country.

I knew he liked country, and I recognized some of the songs from songs he wanted me to put in my playlist for him.

I listened to the first one, which I thought fit perfectly for my plan.

I thought about texting Denki, but I decided not to.

He already knows too much.

But I do need to send something to Katsuki for his own AU.

I went into messages, his contact immediately catching my eyes.

Jirou
❤ Katsuki ❤
Yaomomo, ❤ Katsuki ❤
Mina
Tokoyami

The list goes on.

I opened up his contact and sent it to him. I noticed the clock said 15:58 as well.

Shit, have I been writing this long? This has been mainly ranting though.

I shut off my phone, listening to my music. I was listening to my playlist called, and I quote "I'M IN LOVE WITH A BOY AND IT'S FAN-FUCKING-TASTIC".

I kid you not.

Now, I wouldn't say love, yet. Too soon. But that doesn't mean I don't. It's just not time. I don't know when it will be, but it will, hopefully, happen.

I sighed, humming along to "Sunflower" by Rex Orange County for a few seconds. I then realized I'd promised Eri I'd teach her how to make a rubber band bracelet on her fingers. She'd be mad if I forgot, probably.

I'll get back to writing eventually.

- Eijirou Kirishima

January 29th, xx20
08:15

So, I may have found a small flaw in my plan... so... oof.

But that's okay! Because I'm willing to sacrifice one part of the plan for another!

I can't write too much right now, I'll be able to get more in later.

Seeya soon.

-Eijirou Kirishima

January 29, xx20
19:21

He put his head on my shoulder. It's definitely not the first time, nor the closest we've gotten, but it still sends my heart thumping like crazy.

WHY DOES HE FUCK ME UP?!

SOMEONE COME RESURRECT MY GAY ASS!

Anyway, we had drama. His part involves some kind of runway strut.

I saw the starting point he was at, which wasn't too bad, but it needed improvement.

Apparently, he's improved more, but my back is to him for that part of the scene, so I can't see it.

I really want to, though. It's the only time he does it, and I can't see it in the show, so I hope he'll show me.

I tried begging him today, but no dice. I also don't wanna pressure him, so I won't.

I was talking, before the Paul Atkins moment, with Tsunotori and Kaibara, from Class 1-B, since our classes were mixing for a Hero Studies project.

Somehow, the topic changed to crushes and confessions, and I ended up bringing up my plan.

Tsunotori said she was totally supportive of it and thought it was cute. I didn't tell her who yet, but she eventually guessed. It actually took one guess, after I mentioned the fact that him and I do improv together.

"Oh, is it Katsuki?" She had asked me, and gave her a nod.

She was still totally supportive, etc. Kaibara didn't seem to care, so I'm taking it that he was supportive.

Soon Tsunotori and Kaibara were deep in conversation, Kaibara trying to guess which of Tsunotori's friends had a crush on him while I kept working on the project.

And after I had drama club, I went home, and kept listening to the same playlist from last night.

I'll write more tomorrow.

- Eijirou Kirishima

January 30th, xx20
18:21

Hooooooooooooeeeeeeeeees.

I got nothing new.

Nothing in particular-- oOP, WAIT, BITCH NEVERMIND! I REMEMBER!

So,

👏 MEME 👏 REVIEW 👏

Sorry, I'm really fucking tired.

So, I was sitting with Yaomomo, Shouto, Denki, Mina, Jirou, Hanta, Komori from Class 1-B, Kodai from Class 1-B, and Katsuki.

Mina, Hanta, Katsuki and I somehow ended up in a game of who's more likely to.

Most of the questions were standard. Y'know, who's most likely to be a sociopath? Who's most likely to be a serial killer? Who's most likely to become a stripper? All that.

I wanted to get some discreet tea, because my ass needs info. So I asked romantic questions.

Who's most likely to get a date first? Who's most likely to ask someone out first?

All that.

Obviously, people pointed at me and stuff, but something that made smile happened.

When I asked the first one, Mina pointed at Katsuki and looked at me.

Whether it was intentional or not, my heart just fucking hammered.

Something I realized after I started writing these has just now occurred to me.

Before this, I didn't realize how often my heart would spasm at the thought of him.

Like, fucking christ, yo.

Anyway, I need to beat Leon's ass in Pokémon Sword again, so let's get it, bitches.

- Eijirou Kirishima

January 31st, xx20
20:10

I had a legitimate excuse to wrap my arms around him today.

We were in improv, yeah? And apparently, we were doing this game where you needed two people.

One person is behind the other, the person in front has their arms behind their back. The other person has to do the arm movements for the other person, gesturing at things, holding things whatever.

And we had to do it with a partner you were comfortable with, so Katsuki and I willingly did it together. He didn't care who was in front or back, and I wanted an excuse to wrap my arms around him, soooooooooo...

Yeah. It was great. Although, our prompt was that Katsuki had to be some popular K-Pop star.

We immediately groaned, thinking of Mina, our BTS obsessed friend.

Ooh! And before that, still in improv, we were doing this walk thing. You get a role, and everyone knows it but you. So you start walking, and you are told certain things to do, to recreate said role. When people think you have the role, then you are stopped and you have to guess.

Katsuki was up first, and he got a member of a boy band.

It started out with hair tossing, sauntering, smiling, etc. Then I made the mistake of saying "Wink."

He winked.

RIGHT AT ME.

AND HE WAS SMILING.

LIKE, DUDE, I SWEAR TO ALL THINGS FUCKING HOLY, I WAS FUCKED!

I started fanning at my face, and Mr. Aizawa (Mr. Yamada runs the drama and improv club, but Mr. Aizawa joins us for improv when he doesn't have debate club stuff) looked at me.

That made me flush from embarrassment.

Having my teacher see me fanboy over a wink from my crush? Pretty embarrassing. But maybe he just thought I was being some character?

But that wouldn't make sense, would it?

- Eijirou Kirishima

February 3rd, xx20
17:43

Nothing new on my heart thumping like crazy over something Katsuki did today, just confusion.

I did start the first Valentine's day oneshot today, though! Only the lyrics were put down.

Uhhhhhh, I really don't have anything yet. I just don't wanna skip so many days or writing and then forget.

So, I'll see what I can write tomorrow or Wednesday! I'll definitely have more tea Wednesday.

- Eijirou Kirishima

February 4th, xx20
15:??

More tea today, kids, teenagers, adults, whatever.

So, I was in the middle of some class, working with Mina.

Context, in my friend group, we took a quiz to see who we were in the group. I was the dad of the group, Kyouka was the mother, Katsuki was the kltuz, Denki was the god child, etc.

Kyouka immediately filed for a divorce, and since then, there have been marriages and divorces throughout the whole group. I didn't get married at all after my first divorce, while Kyouka got married again and again.

Recently, Mina and Katsuki were "married", Denki also in there, but they got a divorce. But it's okay, because Mina was supposedly in a "relationship" with Setsuna from 1-B.

Enough context.

Mina and I were chatting while working together, when Mina brought up Katsuki being my "husband".

I told her he wasn't and may or may not let it slip that I liked him.

"Wait, you like him?!" Mina gasped.

"Yeah."

"Like, like-like him?!"

"Yeah?"

"Oh my God."

She proceeded to fangirl for a moment.

"Do you think he likes you back?"

"From what Shouto has told me, yes." I gave a confident nod, but a weak and shy smile.

"Are you doing something for him for Valentine's day?"

I gave another confirmation.

"Awwww! Okay, don't tell him I said this, but you both have surprises for each other on Valentine's day."

At this point, my heart has literally stoPPED, I SWEAR.

"Now, what's the answer to number 6?"

I rolled my eyes and scoffed.

"Please! I gave you tea!"

"Fine."

So, now I'm scared to see what's gonna happen next week.

Hoooooooooooooooo boy.

- Eijirou Kirishima

February 5th, xx20
16:17

AHHHHHHHHHHH
FUUUUUUUCK MEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Okay... lemme... lemme chill for a sec.

So... so another lunch thing, okay? Or is this the first lunch thing?

Literally, I'm about to throw myself out a window from embarrassment.

So, before I get to that, my plans have been thwarted due to an unfortunate scheduling.

But I'm still not gonna give up! I am determined to tell him!

Anyway, so what made me embarrassed is Mina callED US THE FUCK OUT.

At lunch, we were all vibing. Mina was ranting about how BTS was the best boy in existence, when Katsuki said

"No, Two Hufflepuffs ft. Gryffindor is."

That's a fake band Katsuki, Present Mic and I are in.

Guess who's the Gryffindor?

Me.

You know what that means?

KATSUKI, MCFUCKING BAKUGOU IS A HUFFLEPUFF!

Anyway, Mina said that she'd "fuck everyone in that band".

I told her Present Mic was in it, and she says this:

"Oh, shit, no. And I can't fuck the other to members, because they're in a relationship."

I FUCKING THREW MY FACE IN MY HANDS AND TRIED NOT TO SCREAM. I SWEAR TO FUCK, I COULDN'T BREATHE RIGHT.

I excused myself from the table to say that I was gonna go beg for more food, which worked for them.

I immediately look for the table where Tetsutetsu sat, and he sat with Rin and Awase.

I immediately filled him in, and he was super happy and confused.

Rin gave me a carrot so I didn't go back empty handed.

So the rest of lunch was awkward, but afterward, we were fine, I think.

Tell you more tea tomorrow!

- Eijirou Kirishima

February 6th, xx20
19:11

Nothing major, just found out my plan actually will work with my schedule.

Just gotta find a way to ask him to leave the room so I can ask him....

- Eijirou Kirishima

February 10th, xx20
18:14

So, you know how I kept talking about how the schedule will work, won't work, etc.?

So, I just got my final answer that, no, it won't work. Now I gotta steal him away before he goes home for break, but still after all of our classes.

So... fuck.

Actually, Sero asked me what my plans were.

Y'know, when he was right fUCKING IN FRONT OF ME.

Thank God he was busy helping Mina with math.

I filled him in and told him about the flaw in my plan.

He said he knew when Bakugou was planning on leaving, which was apparently 15:15.

So I have to make it quick, which was the plan. I'll definitely get it done in a few minutes... probably.

It's not like it's gonna be super romantic or anything. I'm just gonna tell him how I feel, get his response, and go home.

Maybe I'll have my head up high, maybe I won't.

And what I'm about to say is not meant in the cocky sense. This is not because I think I'm some sort of smooth criminal or anything, but I think my chances are... are something I can't complain about.

I dunno.

- Eijirou Kirishima

February 11th, xx20
18:43

He put his head on my shoulder today. So, uhm,

UwU

And! And! He also let me put an arm around him for a while. So, fuck yeah.

I also found out that Hagakure ships Katsuki and I and that it's hella obvious, but apparently not to Katsuki.

I have to do it. Just a few more days, and it'll be off my chest, it'll be out there, and we'll see what happens from there.

There's nothing I desperately want to get out of this. I just want someone to hug, cuddle, tell them it'll get better when they're down, and just give my love and affection to them. I've got a lot to give, and I can't keep it to myself.

That's all I've got. Tell you more tomorrow.

- Eijirou Kirishima

February 12th, xx20
18:02

I told Katsuki about the two oneshots today, but I didn't tell him about this one. I did tell him about the one that should be published in a few days. Anyway, nothing new or major.

- Eijirou Kirishima

February 13th, xx20
15:15

Holy shit, I just about had a panic attack. I was frantically texting Katsuki, since we had a rehearsal today for a show we have tomorrow. His texts didn't come through, so I was so nervous, like holy shit. Anyway, he's fine, so we're good.

- Eijirou Kirishima

February 14th, xx20
15:10

HE TOTALLY WAS COOL WITH IT!

Okay, so my plan was totally thwarted, but that's because he confessed first. He gave me a card.

Actually, at lunch, we all gave each other stuff. He gave everyone these cool print outs and gave me a card. I forgot about it for a bit before I realized I hadn't read it.

It was like a bit of a booklet. I opened it to see something about how lesbians and bis would give their significant others violets to try and woo them. The next page was filled with paper violets. The next page was the confession.

It was extremely modest and actually came off as a bit shy. But definitely adorable.

I told him yes, got up, stood in front of him, and told him I liked him. I then pulled him into a hug.

I was literally shaking the whole time afterward.

So, yeah! We talked a bit later, and we are dating. Not quite boyfriends, at least how I interpreted it. He said he's cool with pet names, so now I don't have to bite my tongue anymore.

Hoooooooooly shit.

Thank you to everyone who supported us, and I hope you proceed to support us in the future.

Signing off for the last time, I guess.

- Eijirou Kirishima

A/N: So... yeah. I'll reveal who is who right about now:

-Violet_Fandom- as Kyouka Jirou
-SilverMoon13- as Momo Yaoyorozu
Crackpuddle as Hanta Sero
cxxlico_bby as Mina Ashido
Bubbles as Denki Kaminari
Dragon as Shouto Todoroki
Piggy as Mezou Shouji
Mewith as Fumikage Tokoyami
Eddie as Sen Kaibara
Livre as Pony Tsunotori
Naan as Setsuna Tokage
Sunny as Tetsutetsu Tetsutetsu
Mary as Tooru Hagakure
Yours Truly as Eijirou Kirishima
And _JellyBelly360_ as Katsuki Bakugou

Yeah. I'm on Cloud fucking Nine right now. See you soon in the next oneshot!

- Septic / Spark