"I can't do this anymore... I love him so much but he doesn't even smile, when I tell him."

Jungkook had heard this words too often. Desperated he moved his ears away from the door to the kitchen and sat down on the floor.

They don't know how much I love them....

How should he tell them? They wouldn't believe him... He had tried so often to smile at them, to hug them.
But he felt so uncomfortable with that, he didn't want to do this again.

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Today Jungkook wanted to stay in his room. He had some work to do for school, but more interesting were the two flies that were trying to escape the room.
Slowly Jungkook opened the window, and stared at the flies that were trying to leave his little room through another window. Jungkook had much fun counting the minutes, until one fly escaped and the other one quickly followed.

20 seconds faster, than the bee yesterday, Jungkook noticed happily.

After this interesting experience, Jungkook forced himself to do the homework for school. Exhausted he took the books out of his schoolbags and opened them.

Jungkook didn't like school.

He easily got distracted by something, so it was hard for  him to focus. But what he hated even more about school, was that he couldn't really plan his daily routine. Sometimes there where unexpected things like tests or schooltrips that Jungkook didn't hear of, because he got distracted the day they told him about it.

He feared being unprepared the most.

They once had a hiking trip and Jungkook didn't know that. As he came to school and realized it, he ran into the schoolyard and snuggled down next to an old tree.  He had already cried many tears under this tree, sometimes he also bit his lips so much, that they started to bleed.

Jungkook didn't bite his lips to hurt himself, but because it was a routine he did everytime, when he was desperate, and this calmed him down.

Jungkook had finished his homework and looked out of the window.
Hopefully tomorrow would be a normal day, that has no surprises....

But secretly Jungkook already suspected, that there would be an event tomorrow...