**SHODDY's POV**

It's been few months already since I left that stupid ugly Peasant and I want to see her.

"That Peasant Monkey dared to ignore this King!" I muttered angrily but then I remembered that she have her new life already and I'm excluded on it.

"Shoddy? What are you doing there?" Tanong ni Anika at yumakap sya sa akin. This girl likes to cling on me like a freaking Leach!

"Leave me alone beggar. Don't cling on me. Your sweat is too gross and sticky" inis na sabi ko at tumawa lang sya.

"C'mon Shoddy, don't be too harsh on me. Anyway nakahanda na ang pagkain" tumayo na sya at iniwan nya na ako dahil alam nyang mas maiinis lang ako kapag ipinag pilitan nya pa ang gusto nya.

I'm living on her house because that stupid Peasant forgot to give me some money and apparently I don't have a money too so I have no choice but to stay at this itchy place.

"That bastard stole my wife!" Wala sa sariling usal ko. I won't deny that I'm really mad and hurt dahil sa nangyari.

How could she do that to me? Am I not enough to her? Am I not handsome? Oh, well I'm absolutely handsome and I'm one hundred percent sure on it so why did she do that? I can't even think of any valid reasons for her actions.

"She have a messed up mind" I frowned then napakamot na lang ako sa ulo ko. Damn it! Baka nahawaan na ako nang kuto ni Anika! Yuck! I think I need to shave my hair before I became an ugly bald man!

What did she even saw at that poor man? It's obvious that I'm more muscular than him. I'm a gentleman and I'm richer than him. Maybe that damn poor man seduced her!

"Coconut, I missed the kisses of your mommy" hinila ko ang tentacles ni Coconut and I put him on his jar. That Peasant Monkey didn't even give me a good bye kiss! She's too audacious! I should teach her some lessons!

"I'm going to be a stickman kapag hindi ko pa sya nakita! I can't eat and sleep well dahil lagi ko syang iniisip. I'm going to die out of hunger and sleep deprivation" reklamo ko pa. I'm always thinking of her kahit hindi ko sya kasama and I still love her and I even love her more everyday.

"How dare you leave me alone again for the second time" bulong ko at pumatak na ang luha ko.

Yeah, I couldn't blame her for what happen this time. If I haven't send her here then she might not do something like that so recklessly.

She's always been my Queen Consort. The one and only woman in my harem. I didn't even think to take any concubine even though the kingdom was offering me hundreds of concubine to be put on my harem because she's more than enough for me.

I don't exist in this Era and she wasn't supposed to exist in here either. I just made a very wrong decision to send her here when our Kingdom was facing a war and I'm afraid that we might lose and she might also get hurt.

I love her too much so I commanded the mage at our kingdom to send her to a peaceful place. The mage did what I told him to do so and she end up on what they called "future". She was reborn and she got her self another family and of course she forgot her memories with me, obviously. But I won't ever forget her.

After the war ends, it took me some time to rebuild and to strengthen our kingdom. I didn't waste any single time to manage our kingdom and bring it back to prosperity so that my  Queen Consort would be proud of my achievement. And when I'm sure already that our Kingdom was finally settled and more stronger than before, I decided to go in a mission and that was to get my Queen Consort and bring her back to Oink Era.

"How cruel. Destiny was playing on us. Why can't I have you back? You were mine from the very start and you should always be mine" tuloy tuloy ang pag patak nang luha ko at ni hindi ko ito magawang punasan.

I missed her so much. Why can't I be reunited with her? I just want to live happily with her.

Now that she's pregnant with another mans child I can't bring her back to Oink Era again. I will be forced to leave her here. I have no other choice. If I dared to bring her on our kingdom like that then people on the Kingdom will ask for her life. They will consider her as a traitor to the crown for the crime of tainting our marriage.

"Why did you do that Goshen? Why did you allow your self to get pregnant with someone else's child? I always remind you not to taint our marrige here but just because of that guy, who was my reincarnation in this modern era you--" hindi ko na natapos ang sasabihin ko dahil napayuko nalang ako "Don't you love me anymore?" Wala sa sariling usal ko at napahikbi na ako.

I don't want to leave her alone in here. I want her back on my arms. But I couldn't. I couldn't be with her anymore. I don't dare to bring her back on Oink Era. Mas napaiyak pa ako nang dahil sa naisip ko. Hindi ko kayang mawala ang nag iisang babaeng minahal ko at pinangakuan ko na sya lang ang mamahalin ko.

"I guess this will be our permanent parting. How could I bid you good bye when I can't even let you go" pinunasan ko ang luha ko pero kahit anong gawin ko ay hindi tumitigil sa pagpatak ang mga luha ko. I dedicated my whole life to protect and love her and I can't be the one who will end her life.

She will be a criminal in Oink Era for tarnishing our sacred and noble marriage. People will petition to have her sentenced to death by having her head cut off of her body. And I will be the one who should perform the execution.

"How can I kill you with my very own hands" bulong ko at napatingala na lang ako. I can't kill the woman that I love. I can't and I will never do that but I'm a King. Dapat wala akong panigan and I'm not exempted to our laws. A King should be a role model to his people and subordinates.

It's either I leave her here and we will be permanently separated or I will bring her back but she will die on my own hands.