Xiao Zhan's POV:

"Good Morning" I hear a sweet whisper next to my ear and without opening my eyes, I lazily stretch my body and quickly fling my leg against Yibo's leg, and right on target, something welcomes me and I hump it a little bit.

I grin. Opening one eye, I directly eye the tent "Good Morning indeed" I grind us leisurely. Ummm.

"Don't play with Ice, my Zhan" he growls. Wow, that ignites the fire within me and I grind him a little more.

Unable to take my play, he bites my neck and quickly sits astride me and humps me.

Oh dear sweet beauty of all things that are supremely good that I must have done in my previous lifetime.

I moan when he increases the pace and Yibo
His name is a prayer.

We both look down to see the essence of ours, causing a wet patch on our boxers.

I grin and pull him down to me and kiss him on his cheeks and he very lazily gazes into my eyes. The emotions in there, makes me wonder what did I do to deserve you, sweet Yibo.

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At the breakfast table, I look over at everyone present and decide to just go with the flow.

"Ahem" I call for everyones attention. All sets of eyes on me, I look at Yong "I have decided not to move back with you".

And.... What the? They just go back to their previous conversation as if I haven't spoken anything of importance.

Irritated I knock on the table "Hello? I just made an announcement"

Alden looks at me and very nonchalantly says "We figured that out Zhan Zhan, with all the debauchery last night 'oh yes, Yibo!!!' we all figured out, you won't be moving back" he grins while mimicking me.

My eyes widen and I quickly look at Yibo who as usual has an impassive face.

What?

"Zhan Zhan, don't look so shocked, atleast next time close your doors" Alden laughs.

Oh my.

Suddenly beside me, Yibo stands up and we all look at him. He bows respectfully "Yong, Alden, I want to date your brother. I more than want to date your brother, it's not unknown to you, what he means to me, please accept this as a proposal and give me your blessings".

Ok now I am officially shocked.

Yong smiles "Call me Brother from now on" and Alden too chirps in "Me too, Welcome to family, Wangji".

And everyones at awe when he smiles.

I peak at brother Xi Chen who looks as emotional as he could be. Catching my eye, he smiles kindly and nods.

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With Alden and Yong back home, we're relatively all alone, when Yibo gets a call from one of his music producer from Seoul and that gives me a perfect opportunity.

I walk towards Brother Xi Chen's personal study and knock.

"Come in" a soft voice calls me.

I peak in and he smiles when he sees me and gestures me in to a seater across from him.

Pouring me a cup of tea from the kettle that was already in front of him, he patiently waits for me.

"Brother" I pause trying to gather my thoughts "I really don't know how to word my thoughts and I am not courteous too. That was never my trait. Never back then and not even now" I chuckle a little when I see him nod his head and smile "but nevertheless, I need to seek your permission, Please let me be with him, let us be together. I hope to spend the rest of my lifetime with him and if we have many more, then all of them for eternity" I pause, how do I explain what he means to me? Taking a deep breath, I just pour my heart.

"Brother Xi Chen, I really don't know how to convince you or make you believe me, but Yibo, means the world to me. Agreed, I might unable to confess whatever is there in my heart right now to him, cause there are many things I need to come to terms with, but" I look into his eyes to convey my sincerity "Yibo, I need him, without him, I am nothing".

Why is looking at me this intently? Is he going to say no? If he does say no, then what do I do? Oh...

He puts a stop to my thoughts by asking one simple question "Before I can answer you, can I ask you a question?" When I nod he continues "What haven't you come to terms with?".

Such a simple question but how do I answer this?

To be truthful right from the start.

"I need to come to terms with Lan Zhan and Yibo being the same soul. Everyone knows what happened few days ago, I met Lan Zhan there. I spent time with him. I..." I breath in deeply, to speak of such emotions... "I know Yibo and Lan Zhan are same but, can you get what I am trying to say?" I plead with him "The reason I did not immediately agree to move in with him, is that, I still feel Lan Zhan and Yibo are two different individuals. It's a war between my head and heart. What my heart feels for Yibo is much more deeper" I clutch my heart "it's from here".

I clutch my head in my hand when I feel brother Xi Chen move away. I look up, when he removes my hand from my head and places a book on my palms.

"Lil Zhan, maybe this would help you" he smiles kindly "This book will help you understand everything you're having trouble with".

"What is this?" I ask perplexed.

"It's Yibo's heart" he smiles and pats my shoulders "Read it" and he walks away. Just before exiting he stops turns and says "after reading that, come back to me and I'll give you my answer" with that he leaves and I look at the book in my hand.

It's rugged and leather bound.

Yibo's heart.

Might as well read it.

Setting my self comfortable, I begin.

Pain

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