For the next 4 hours or so I was sitting on my bed replaying Jasper's death over and over in my head. I tried listening to music to drown out the bad thoughts, but it didn't work. I couldn't stop thinking about how barbaric she was and how she began to cry. Something was wrong with Jasper - and I'll never be able to know what it was. She's gone, and there's nothing we can do about it now.

I glanced at the clock and saw that it was 7:30 PM. I wonder how Lapis is holding up...I decided to text her and see how she was doing. 

Peridot: Hey

Peridot: How are you doing?

Peridot: Are you ok?

Peridot: ....?

It had literally been an hour since I texted Lapis and she hasn't responded. I started to worry and wonder if something happened to her. I decided to go out and find her myself. I slipped on my jacket and walked out of the door, making sure to close and lock it behind me. 

I walked down the hall, rode down the elevator, and entered the work room. Everyone was working and everything was back to normal. I spotted Bismuth talking to a Ruby, and I walked up to her. "Hey, Bismuth." I greeted, slightly waving. She turned to me and immediately gave me a toothy smile.

"What's up, Peri? I heard about what happened. You alright?" Bismuth asked, concerned. "I mean yeah....I guess so...speaking of, have you seen Lapis anywhere?" I asked. "Sorry bud, I haven't..."  Bismuth said disappointingly. I said it was okay, and walked back out of the work room and back into the hallway. 

I decided to just check her room because that's most likely where she'd be if she weren't working. I knocked on the door lightly, and waited for a response. There was a long pause, and I thought about knocking once more because I was starting to get worried again. The door knob then jiggled, and I sighed in relief as the door was slowly opened. 

There stood Lapis rubbing her eyes, and she looked like she'd been sleeping.....and crying. Her blue hair was a little ruffled. I then looked down and felt a large blush spread across my cheeks. She was just wearing an over-sized black t-shirt that read 'DICK SQUAD' in big white letters. Her long tan legs were exposed and I could slightly see her dark blue panties and --"Peridot?" I snapped out of it and looked back up at Lapis's face.

"Oh, uh, hey..." I mutter. She looked somewhat surprised to see me. "You weren't answering any of my texts, and I got a little worried, so I hope you don't mind me coming here, heheh..." I explain nervously. "Oh! It's fine! I just um..." she rubbed her eyes once more. "...I just wasn't expecting anyone right now, heh...I actually was taking a nap..." Lapis says tiredly. 

"Oh, um, I could go--" "No, no! It's fine...come in, I'm glad to see you." Lapis insists, stepping to the side, gesturing for me to come in. I walk in, and notice the ruffled bed she probably had just gotten out of. She sat back down on her bed, and she looked zoned out. I sat on the bed with her, and took her hand. 

"Are you okay...?" I ask, getting her attention. "Well....I just killed my ex....so not really, but I'll get over it...." Lapis mutters, staring at the floor. "I-I've never seen her like that before. A-and that's saying a lot...." the bluenette says, looking back up at me. "I know....how could she act so barbaric?" I think out loud. Lapis shrugs and looks down at the floor.

There was a long silence, and I could truly tell how shook she was from the experience. "I'm sorry that happened...I know how long you knew her and how much you cared about her..." I mumble, and I crawled to the back of the bed behind her, and sat on my knees. I began to rub her shoulders, and her previously tense form relaxed a bit. 

  "Well....that's life for a criminal....it's why I tried to desensitize myself..." Lapis's voice trails off, and she looks at the wall. "You can't just turn off your feelings, Lapis. No matter how cold-hearted you think you are or wanna be..." I stated, continuing to rub her shoulders. "Yeah, I'll miss her. But to be completely honest, I have someone much better..." Lapis says, and it makes me freeze for a moment. 

She turns around, and smiles at me. I blush and smile back, turning her all the way around, so she was facing me all the way. She was now sitting cross-legged on the bed facing me, and I looked into her eyes. I leaned forward and kissed her, and she quickly kissed back, and wrapped her arms around my neck. She was now straddling me, and my back was against the wall. The kiss became rougher, and soon we were making out.

-Sin Time ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)-

I then layed her down on the bed, and I was pinning her arms over her head. I was kissing her neck, and she breathed out, wrapping her arms around my neck once again. Okay so I've never done this before....and I was afraid I was gonna do something wrong. I just continued to kiss her neck, and I began to slightly bite the soft skin, which was probably gonna leave a bruise. 

I paused for a moment, and I sat up. She looked at me confused, and I smiled nervously. "So....you sure you wanna do this?" I ask.  She sat up for a moment. "Why wouldn't I wanna do this?" she asked, genuinely concerned.  "I just know that you've been through a lot, and I didn't know if were ready to be in another relationship like this...?" I asked nervously, looking to the side.

"Listen, Jasper was never a good relationship like this, Peridot. We may have had our little intimate moments here and there, but I was never as happy with her like I am with you..." she explains, which warmed me up a little inside. "....and if there's anyone that I'd wanna do this with, hands down it'd be you, Peridot..." Lapis says, looking into my eyes. 

I smirked, and put my hands on her hips for a moment. "That's all I needed to hear..." I said, stroking her hips slightly. She then got up off of the bed, and she stood up in the middle of the room. She stood in front of me, and looked a little shy for a moment. I sat up in the bed, watching her closely (I mean not to be a creep or anything, but I was more than thrilled to see this). 

Lapis then turned around, and was slowly sliding her shirt off. I was wondering why she was so shy...she's done this before, hasn't she? The blush on my face grew as more of her perfect back was revealed. Soon, her shirt was all of the way off, and she dropped it to the floor. Now all that was left on her was dark blue bra and panties.

I also noticed that she had this pretty tattoo in the middle of her upper back, and it was a blue teardrop with little water wings coming out of it. She turned around, and I felt my blush spread all the way to my ears and down to my neck. She had the most perfectly-toned and curvy body, and I just stared for a while.

"Your turn, Peri..." Lapis says, quickly snapping me out of my trance. "O-oh! Heh, sorry....you just um...." "I just what..?" "You're just so....beautiful..." I mutter, looking down. She smirks at me, and pulls me off of the bed. "You are too, Peridot, now lemme see it!" Lapis says enthusiastically, hopping back onto the bed. 

Lapis's POV (le gasp!):

I watched Peri as she shyly began to pull her shirt up, and I was stunned - OH MY GOD SHE HAS ABS! I silently screech in my head as she threw her shirt to the side, and she began to take her skinny jeans off next. Soon she was just in her black sports bra and alien boxers (which were adorable btw!). I giggled at her cute boxers, and she looked down and realized what I was laughing at. 

She had a huge blush on her face and she must've been super embarrassed. "Don't worry, Peridot. You're stunning..." I say seductively, and pull her into the bed with me.

Peridot's POV:

She was on top of me once again, and I watched as she began to unclip her bra in the back. Lapis struggled for a moment, but she finally got it a few moments later. She held the bra up to cover her boobs for a second, until I brought it down, widening my eyes at the sight. Her bare chest was now revealed to me, and I couldn't help but stare for a moment. Her breasts were definitely larger than mine, and I began to feel self-conscious. 

"C'mon, P. You hafta spill it too." Lapis says, playfully tugging at my bra strap. "Nyeehhh....okay..." I say, reluctantly, pulling the sports bra over my head. I then threw it over the edge of the bed, and covered my face with my hands once my chest was exposed. I then felt Lapis's warm hands caress them for a moment, and I accidentally let out a small moan. "Nice rack..." Lapis comments, giggling. I blush even harder and groan in embarrassment. 

She then nibbled at my neck, probably leaving hickeys while she continued to grope my breasts. I couldn't stop letting out little squeaks and moans here and there, and to be honest it was humiliating - well to me at least. Lapis then begins to trail her hands down my body, and tug at the band of my boxers. She slowly pulls them down, and her hand hovers over my womanhood. 

"You ready..?" Lapis asks, making sure to have my consent. I nod quickly, and shut my eyes tightly, but I feel myself smiling through it all. She then slips two fingers in, and I let out a loud moan, and she begins to pump in and out. I let out breathy moans, and I grip the sheets as hard as I can. 

She then sticks three fingers in, and I yell out louder than I meant to. "Come on, Peri....cum for me..." Lapis breathes, pumping faster. I begin to breathe hard, and I was a moaning mess at this point. I then feel a sensation shooting through my whole body, and I arch my back, screaming out Lapis's name. 

I take a deep breath, and lay there, exhausted from the pressure. Lapis smiles at me, and she kisses my forehead. After I came down from my high, I sat up, and switched positions with Lapis. I was now pinning her arms over her head again, and I admired her body once more before going down. I began kissing her breasts, trailing down slowly. 

Lapis moaned, and I eventually reached down to her thighs, and I slightly lifted her legs, kissing her thighs repeatedly. I slipped her panties off, and threw them to the side. Then, with no warning, I take a long lick across her slit, and she lets out a deep, throaty moan. I begin to thrust my tongue in and out, and her moans grew louder and the pace went faster.

 I then decided to add a finger as I was eating her out, and she broke into a fit of louder moans and grunts. "Ahhh....P-Peri-Ah!" she moaned as she squirmed. My left hand was pinning her arms down, and my right hand was supporting her leg on my shoulder. So her arms kept trying to wiggle out my grip, but the position we were in made it hard for her to do so. I then took my tongue out and thrusted two fingers in instead.

"Say my name..." I whispered into the crook of her neck, and she began to moan my name over and over. "P-Peridot.....Peridot.....P-PERIDOOOOOT!!!!!" Lapis screamed as she came all over my fingers. She then breathed hard, and I took out my fingers and stuck them in my mouth. She blushed and turned away at the action. I then kissed her cheek, and laid next to her, pulling the covers over us. 

"Love you, Lapis~" I whisper into her ear as she cuddled into me. "Love you too, dork~" Lapis replies, kissing my neck once more. We quickly fell asleep from exhaustion, and I was more happy than ever....

A/N: I'M SORRY MY INNOCENT BEANS FOR WRITING THIS CHAPTER BUT I JUST WANTED TO LIGHTEN THE MOOD WITH STEAMY SINS SORRY NOT SORRYYY :DDD But yeah let me know what you guys thought of this chapter and I'll see you next time my dudes!!!