Micah POV

I just woke up from the passion filled night and I already felt the pain that came with it. Julian was holding me protectively in his arms and I had to pee really bad. I slowly moved his arm off of me as it was wrapped around my whole body. He shuffled a bit but then faced the other way still sleeping. My ass throbbed and I didn't know if I could walk. I got up and decided like a dumb ass to give it a try since I really had to pee.

I took ONE step just ONE and guess what. I fell straight on my ass. "FUCK!!" that hurt like a bitch. I guess my scream got everyone running into my room like a madman and woke up Julian. I just sat there on the floor hissing as Julian looked at me and busted out laughing. He walked over to me and pulled me up so we were almost chest to chest and looked down to look at me as I was way shorter than him.

"Need me to carry you, baby?" I turned my head to the side and blushed. Julian had only a pair of joggers on as he slipped them on after shower sex. I wasn't surprised when he had to ask Manny for a pair since mine were all small. I was slightly embarrassed by the fact Manny and Jax had to see me like this. I only had on Julian's shirt which was engulfing me since I had a way smaller frame. I was small but at least I could handle myself and kill somebody if needed.

"Micah!" Julian yelled.

"What"

"You haven't been answering us for like 5 minutes we thought something was wrong." I looked back at the door to see Manny and Jax looking at me with worried faces.

"Nothing's wrong I just got up and kinda fell on my ass. It's Julian's fault!!" I hid in Julian's arms as I blushed from embarrassment.

"It's okay I already heard all your screams last night with Julian asking who's your daddy and you going like you are daddy you are." He added exaggerated voices of me and Julian. Julian just smirked as I just buried myself deeper into him still hiding my blush.

"At least you know who his Daddy is." Julian just had to feel proud saying that.

"I know his so-called Daddy isn't you because he was calling me daddy before you came here." why was Manny lying like that he knows I never did THAT with him. We were just close friends.

Julian then growled like a wild animal. I knew he was gonna fuck me all the way to next week. If I wanted to stay away from that punishment and that fucking I was gonna start running now.

"I'm out" I started to run away even if my ass and back were throbbing. I made it all the way to the end of the hallway before in record time I was over a shoulder and down the stairs. I was put down then pushed into the kitchen where a whole feast was made.

No talking or anything was going on ever since Manny said that. I feel like this was the calm before the storm because I don't think Julian would let that go with or without me actually doing it. He was a crazy boyfriend and one out of many.

I was pregnant with his child though so I would make us work out as much as I could. If I was driven to a point where I had to leave I would though. I want my baby to have a great life with or without the father in the picture.

I had finished my feast of food and of course, ate all of it. I didn't wanna get hangry of course. That was a bad sight to see prego or not. I was being wary of my situation and carefully scooted next to Julian on the bench like seats the kitchen had since it was almost like a cabin theme. He looked deep in thought as he ate some oatmeal I didn't know we had. I took the time to look at him. His hair always looked good even as he woke up in the mornings. He has such beautiful abs that looked like they were sculpted by a sculptor or some shit. He had muscle thighs to strangle someone I swear. He also had that jawline that could fucking cut things in half like some fruit ninja shit. It may be old but that's my game wait off topic.

"Take a picture It lasts longer." this bitch made me blush and look away as he smirked. My pheromones made me look like a sissy. I could kill almost whoever I wanted yet I look like the biggest sissy on this planet.

I wasn't worried about Julian anymore once I smelled food. Food was like my spirit animal it was the wind beneath my wings it was my true soulmate. I had just eaten and I still needed more. Jax was the one with the food almost as if he knew I was still hungry he gave me half of it.

"You don't have to give me this Jax" I would gladly take it though.

"No, it's ok I know you're still hungry."Jax was right though so I dug in.

I finished my second breakfast and I was full now it felt great but I felt like someone was looking at me. I quickly turned around and saw nothing I thought I was going crazy. I still felt watched though so I gripped Julian's bicep and squeezed. He looked at me almost already knowing what I was about to say. Then I got a voice in my head that scared the living shit outta me.

Somebody is watching us.

I looked at Julian and he sat there and stared back at me.

He doesn't know about me. The voice calmly stated

Who are you exactly? I needed answers

I'm your god

What are you talking about. Who the hell are you and how did you in my head?

I told you I am your god let me put it this way that baby inside of you is going to be the most powerful thing on this earth. It is the God of light and dark. You are it's mother. Julian needs to tell you the truth about him he's not human and this world isn't only filled with humans it's filled with creatures of the dark and light. You and your child are creatures of the light AND dark.

What the hell do you mean my baby is the god of light and dark. What the hell even is that? Also what the hell are the creatures of light and dark how the hell am I a creature?

The voice didn't answer me as I asked my questions almost as if it disappeared. I didn't know what the hell was going on but when I finally opened my eyes I was staring down at a man. I had my hands around his throat but as I looked at his face I noticed he had read all over him my favorite color. He had red hair, red nails, red horns, vibrant red eyes, and red skin. He was beautiful though probably the most beautiful thing I had seen in my life.

As I looked closer I noticed how he looked like Julian too much like Julian. He also looked like the devil with all the res on him. After hearing what the voice said in my head about Julian not being human I connected some pieces and glared at him with all my might. My hands started heating up and turned a beautiful orange as I held his neck.

This was Julian. This beautiful demon was MY Julian. He gripped my hands almost harshly and threw me at the ceiling as I was lost in my thoughts. That's when I noticed his wings he had 4 wings and they would be almost angelic if they weren't black. I suddenly was kicked into a wall. Julian had fucking lost his mind if we were fighting with this baby in my stomach.

I didn't even feel any pain. I gripped my stomach as my hands turned white instead of orange this time. Julian was about to come at me again but then I felt this unbearable pain in my back as I screeched in pain. Something was growing from my back and I screamed in pain until it had fully grew not being able to do anything about it. The white in my hands then pulsed and it felt like it was going through my body.

I was hunched over on the ground as I screamed in pain. I looked up to see Manny and Jax transforming into creatures of the light. I have no idea how I knew but I just did.

You need to get up Micah. This is your trial. You need to prove your worthiness as being this child's mother. You and your child are connected and losing you this child will become just god of the dark. He will lead a life of pain you need to stop that. So get up and use your powers and bring all three of you together again.

The voice disappears for the second time. I felt stronger now I felt powerful. I slowly got up and looked at Julian. He ran at me with a trident and almost stabbed my stomach with it expecting me to block it. I could feel my eyes twitch as I gripped the trident and pulled Julian right in front of me as I punched him with my glowing white hand. He smiled as he flew through the air. I used my wings that I had just noticed were there and flew to him as he stopped himself from going through a wall and used his wings. I had 4 wings like him but they were white. This was probably showing how I was light and he was dark we were what our baby was made out of.

I quickly flew to Julian as I stabbed my hand through his stomach. He expected it and we were touching noses since we were so close. He grabbed the back of my head and kissed me. He dominated the kiss and didn't even allow me a bit of dominance. He used his other hand and took my hand out of him. He pulled my legs around his waist as he landed on the ground. He pulled back and took a deep breath. His eyes were glowing dark red as he looked at me. 

"I love you" he looked so sincere I wanted to cry. He was my everything if I lost him I would lose myself. Even if he was the devil I would love him. I already knew my answer.

"I love you too."