I woke up in the guest bedroom of Ciel's townhouse. I remember killing Baron Kelvin and Joker after what they had done to me, then I cried myself to sleep as Ciel held me. 

I don't feel bad for killing them. But I am angry at the fact there was never justice for me to begin with. All the killing I've done was for nothing. Ciel was right... I'm no better than they are... 

"You're finally awake, Janie. Took you long enough." I look across the room to see James sitting in a chair near the window. It was still the middle of the night, but close to morning. "You've been asleep for hours. I was worried about you." He walks over to me and sits on the bed. "How are you feeling?" 

"Fine..." I frown and look down at my lap. "Jamie... There's something I need to tell you..." I clench the blankets. 

"That you're suffering from a disorder and you've killed your previous master's so they can suffer the same way you did? Then you went homicidal and killed the man who nearly killed you and chopped off an arm of the man who took you away?" 

"Huh!? How did you know about all of that!?" I gasp with shock. 

"Ciel told me when you guys returned. Sebastian was carrying you when you guys walked into house and took you to your room to sleep since Ciel told me you cried yourself to sleep. Then Ciel told me what had happened and what's been going on with you." 

"O-Oh..." I lowered my head and frowned again. 

"Were you afraid to tell me all of this, Janie?" 

"Yes..." I nod my head. "At first, I thought it was all a dream and I was imagining it. Me killing all of my masters... But when I came to realize that it was all my doing, Ciel hired a doctor to come check on me and gave me medication. I took those pills and everything had stopped, but the urge to kill was still there... I didn't want to tell you this because I didn't want you to be afraid of me or think I was some crazy girl going around killing... I'm sorry for not telling you, Jamie..." 

"I thought as much, and I'm not surprised." James sighs and I look up at him. "Considering what you've been through, and when it all started when you were a child, who wouldn't go berserk after something like that? Janie, you were brought into a good home and right on the spot you were so use to what those bastards did to us in the black market. Those actions - what they did to us stuck by you. So I'm not mad and I don't think less of you or think of you as a crazy person." 

"You don't?..." 

"No. In fact, I think those bastards got what they deserved. But just remember that you have a new life and the past is the past. Even if it haunts you and sticks by you, remember that you have people who make you smile everyday." 

"People who make me smile?" I blink with confusion. 

"Yeah. Ciel, Sebastian, and the servants. And, of course, me." James smiles and wraps his arms around me, hugging me close. "I'm just glad you're okay." 

There was a knock at the bedroom door to reveal Sebastian with a plate of food. "Ah, I see you're finally awake, Milady. I'm so glad." Sebastian smiles at me. 

"I'll leave you to eat." James says and he leaves the bedroom, closing the door behind him. 

"I brought you an early breakfast. The Young Master will be going on another errand this morning." Sebastian sets the plate down on the dresser beside my bed. 

"Isn't it a bit early for me to eat?" I question. 

"I highly doubt the Young Master would want to eat breakfast, but it shouldn't be fair for you to starve... Is something the matter, Milady?" Sebastian notices the frown on my face. "Are you thinking about what happened earlier tonight?" 

"Yes..." I nod my head. 

"Why do you seem upset?" 

"Aren't you concerned about what I've done for the 2nd time? Shouldn't you be scolding at me for what I did? I..." 

"Why would I scold at you for killing Joker and Lord Baron Kelvin?" 

"Because I messed up the case and killed the people who have been kidnapping children! Ciel was suppose to find the people responsible and instead I killed them both! Ciel must be angry with me for stepping out of line!" I shout with grieve. 

"I assure you he is not, Milady. He's actually quite worried about you." Sebastian tells me in a calm voice. 

"He is?" 

"Yes. After you had cried yourself to sleep, your skin ran cold and it had turned awfully pale. Also, you were dripping in cold sweat, as if you were having some sort of an attack. You've been asleep for hours. You had a minor episode."

"Where...is Ciel now?" 

"Asleep. He's been trying to find the finest doctors to help you. You are still haunted by your past and he is going to make sure that it is all behind you." 

"I'm really sorry for acting out again..." I look down at my lap. 

"You can't help it, can you? No matter how far you run, those experiences and events will haunt you and will follow close behind you. You've been on your own for your entire life with nobody to take care of you properly. One horrible event happened one after the other." 

"It's not easy to control myself when it comes to matters like that... I already feel bad enough. I'm sorry that you have to deal with and my madness. I'm just a handful-" I gasp when Sebastian suddenly embraces me tightly. 

"Thank goodness you are all right... I was so worried." He whispers to me softly. One arm was wrapped around my waist while his other hand was gently holding the back of my head. 

"Sebastian?" I blink with confusion. "I don't understand. Demons aren't suppose to feel anything, right?" 

"Yet you've made this demon feel. And my feelings are only for you." Sebastian smirks and tucks some of my hair behind my ear. 

"Wh-What?" I begin to blush. "I-I don't know what you mean-" And right then and there, Sebastian pressed his lips against mine. 

His kiss was soft, sweet, and gentle. It wasn't forced like the other kisses I have shared in the past. But it was shocking to know that a demon was kissing me and for him to tell me that he had feelings for me. 

I thought the kisses from before were to distract me from my breakdowns and thoughts. But, this was a different kiss. 

As Sebastian pulled away, he lifted my chin and said, "You are the first human I am to share feelings for and you are the only human who can make me feel this way." 

"S-Sebastian." I call out his name in embarrassment. 

"I can make everything go away. I'll have you forget about those haunting memories and your other master's. After all, I am all that you will ever need, right?" 

"W-Well - Um-" I blush again and shut my eyes. I feel Sebastian's hand on my cheek, causing me to open my eyes. 

"Am I wrong, Milady?" He draws his face closer to mine. 

I gently push myself away from him and lower my head so that my hair is covering my eyes. "It's true... But... How will I know you won't toss me aside like my other master's have? You're in a contract with Ciel and I know once his goal is complete, you will take his soul and will go probably go back wherever you came from. In the end, I will be alone yet I'll have Jamie with me. But, I'll miss you and Ciel both for everything you've done for me... I can't forget the times I've spent with you and everyone, and let it become a memory! I want to continue being with you and Ciel, but..." 

I broke down crying while covering my eyes with my hands. Crying in front of demon is meaningless even though it is the truth. Sebastian will be gone and so will Ciel. I'll be with Jamie, but I can't forget everything I've done with them. They... All of them have made me so happy. 

"There is one other option, Milady." Sebastian tells me and I look up at him. He gently grabs both of my wrists to part them away from my eyes as he gives me a smirk. "To make sure I am to never leave your side, and that you shall stay with the Young Master... Why don't you form a contract with me?~" 

"A contract?" I blink through my tears. 

"That way I am forever at your side. You and I are to never part ways when all is finished. Would you like that?" He moves his face closer to mine again. "Will you form a contract with me, Milady?" 

I swallow hard as another blush creeps onto my face. "I-If I do... Will you promise to always be with me no matter what? Stay with me forever and always belong to me, and me alone?!" I plead desperately. 

Sebastian chuckles and cups my cheek with his right hand. "Such a needy young lady you are, Milady. But yes. I promise to always be with you no mater what and forever, and always belong to you." He gently presses his forehead against mine as he closes his eyes. 

I close my eyes as well and reply, "Then I will form a contract with you." 

"Very well, Mistress." Sebastian kisses me again while at the same time I feel a stinging sensation on my cheek where his hand is. As everything fades to black, I hear Sebastian words, "Finally. You are all mine." 

~The End~

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That's the end of this story! Hope you enjoyed!