!!!WARNING!!!
Mĺild Smut and... cringey dramas.
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LISA'S POV...

"Are you sure about this?" Jennie asked for the hundredth time.

I rolled my eyes as I pack my things from me and Jungkook's closet. Jungkook is at work and I took the chance to finally pack clean up my things from this mansion.

Including Jeongsan's.

"If you ask me that question one more time, I swear." I glared at Jennie but she just chuckled at me and crossed her arms.

"You know Jungkook is starting to change, Lisa. Why won't you give him another chance?" Jennie tilted her head.

I know.

He's changing and that's the more reason why I wanted this divorce to happen. I might... fall in love again and risk everything for this messed up relationship.

My trust for him is too damaged.

"Do you actually believe him?" I raised an eyebrow at her.

"No. But I believe in you." She said, making me furrow my brows in confusion.

What does that even mean?

"Me?"

"I believe in you. Your feelings can't lie, Lisa. You know you love him." Jennie said before banging the door, leaving alone in the closet.

I stood frozen at Jennie's words.

My feelings for Jungkook... is nothing but trash.

I was a bit startled when the our room swang open. It was loud enough for me to be a bit worried so I went out of the closet to check who it was.

And I found Jungkook, barely walking straight as he remove his necktie.

"Are you drunk?!" I snap at him.

He looked up and met my gaze and he chuckled. He walked towards me and I can smell the alcohol stinking from him.

He is drunk.

"You." He suddenly pulled me and pushed me in bed.

"Jungkook you—" I was about to stand up when he pinned both my hands in bed and started sucking me aggressively.

As much as I like the feeling... this is wrong.

"Jung—mm!" He cut me off mby pressing his lips against mine. I tried my best to escape from his grip but fuck, he's too strong.

"Jungkook you're drunk! Get off me!" I tried to kick him but he locked my legs by placing it in between his thick thighs.

Is this his change?! He didn't change, Jennie!

He went down to my neck, my collarbones and trailed kisses in between my chest. He already removed my top which I wasn't able to notice at the beginning.

I felt his warm and soft lips touching every part of my body. I whimpered.

I whimpered not because of the pleasure. But because I'm hurt. I'm broken.

"Please!" I begged and with that, Jungkook groaned.

"Shut up!" He raised his right hand ready to slap. I shut my eyes close getting ready for the impact.

But I waited for five seconds until I heard a sob.

I slowly opened my eyes and looked up to face him.

He was... crying.

His tear drops landing on my face. It was warm. So warm that I shivered at the feeling.

Why is he crying?! Why?!

I watch the CEO of JB Group and the Mafia Boss, Jeon Jungkook cry on top of me.

Instead of getting angry, I felt heavy. I felt... guilty. This is the first time I've seen him cry. And it fucking hurts to witness this! Why?!

"J-Jungkook..." I muttered, trying to stop myself from crying.

His small sobs echoed in the room. He let go of my hands and covered his eyes with it as he started to sob louder. His tears, streaming down his veiny arms.

My brows furrowed in confusion and sat up to face him. I was still wearing my bra so I didn't mind.

"J-Jung..." I couldn't mutter his name when he looked up to me with his puffy eyes.

He stopped sobbing and faced me with his cheeks wet from the tears and puffy eyes from too mich crying.

I was taken a back when he suddenly pulled me closer to him and snuggled his face on my neck. He sniffed me which sent goosebumps on my skin.

"Stay." He whispered with his husky and low voice.

My heart fluttered. And fuck... my insides tingled as well.

"Jungkook, you're drunk—"

"I love you"

...

"W-What...?"

"I love you, Jeon Lalisa. Don't leave me." He said and I felt warm liquid flowing from my neck. He was crying again.

I don't what came into me but my hands went to his back and patted his head with my other hand.

He pulled me closer and hugged me tighter. I closed my eyes as I feel the warmth of his body pressed against mine.

Only Jungkook can make me feel this secure. Even though he's the biggest danger in my life.

"We vowed to never be apart." He said.

He remembered our vows?!

I opened my eyes and looked down at him. All I could see was his lips and nose because the rest of his face was covered with his now, long and wavy hair.

"I can't" I muttered which made him hug me even tighter.

"I know I've been a fucking dick all these years but Lisa... I don't know what to do without you."

[A/N: Istg if you sing it, we share one brain cell.]

Hearing those words made my heart beat so fast. I don't know why I'm feeling like this but I feel like I didn't want any of this to stop.

"I'm not asking for a second chance. I'm willing to start over, Lis. I'm willing to lose everything but you." I can hear the desperation on Jungkook's voice.

But his words made me melt.

"I-I can't. I really can't." Those words took too long for me to say. It took me a lot of courage to say so.

Jungkook pulled away and stood up he stared down at me, sitting on our bed.

"Do you hate me that much?"

"That's not—"

"Stop." He raised his palm.

"Just... Just get ready for your flight tomorrow. And tell Jeongsan I'll miss him." And he walked out with his head bowing low.

I held my chest since I suddenly felt suffocated and heavy. And I didn't know why my eyes are starting to form tears.

He's supposed to stop me from getting Jeongsan away from him because he is Jeon Jungkook!

He's supposed to slap me in the face a while ago but he didn't!

He's supposed to leave love bites, bleeding in pain on my neck but he didn't!

He's supposed to not sign the divorce papers but he did!

Why?!

Does he love me that much to finally set me free?

I didn't know why my feet suddenly moved on its own and ran rowards Jungkook's work room.

And there... I found him staring at our wedding portrait in his work room.

Jennie was right. I still love this dickhead.

Fuck.

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A/N:

Ehem! I smell the ending coming 😆 But no! It's not yet ending so you have to keep on reading! We still have a long journey!

Thank you for the 17k reads. It's been a day and the read increased rapidly like wtf?! What sorcery is this?!

Anyways, much love to all of you mwa 😘