JUNGKOOK'S POV...

"Time's up."

I rushed my way to Jackson and pulled the trigger. I shot him right in the chest.

But it was too late...

"LISA!"

I ran towards Lisa and caught her in my arms before she fell on the floor. Blood flowing down from her waist where she received the gun shot.

"Lisa! Lisa, don't close your eyes! Lisa! Baby!" I called as I cup her face.

"Stay with me, Baby! The ambulance is on it's way. Don't close your eyes!" I instructed as tears flow down from my cheeks.

"Mommy!" Jeongsan went to my side and held Lisa's hands.

Lisa struggled to keep her eyes open as I notice little air coming in and out from her mouth.

This made me sob even more as I watch the love of my life slowly shedding blood in my arms.

"Look! Our baby boy is here! You have to stay with him and take care of him!" I shouted.

"We still have to send him to middle school and highschool! A-And we still need to send him to college and watch him become whoever he wants to be! Baby, we still have a lot to teach him... Please... Stay with us." I shut my eyes close and bowed my head as I couldn't bare the pain of seeing my wife suffer.

The one I met seven years ago in Spain, the stolen bride I married six years ago in Seoul, the wife I chose to have a family five years ago, and my greatest love from when I met her until now.

Lalisa, don't go. Not now. Not forever.

I still haven't showed you how much I truly love you. I'm still not satisfied with the love I'm giving you!

Jeon Jungkook,

I vow to always love you with all my heart. My soul devoted to only you. My unconditional love for our future kids. Myself tenderly patient and will always be forgiving to you.

I vow to have the patience that love demands, to speak when words are needed, and to share in the silence when they are not.

I promise to hold your hand every night and to never let us lose our spark. From this day forward you shall be first in my heart and our souls shall be together as one, never be apart.

"Baby, you vowed to never be apart! You see this? You vowed to me!" I shouted as I showed her our wedding ring in my ring finger.

She lifted up her hands, putting her palm on my cheeks. I looked at her as she slowly curved her lips with a smile.

I couldn't help myself but to cry even more, not even caring if it doesn't make me look like a man.

What's the point of being manly if my reason for doing so, is lying on my arms, fighting for her life.

"Lisa..." I sob as I held her hands on my cheeks and held them tighter.

NARRATOR'S POV...

Lisa wanted to speak but she couldn't. She wanted to hug him but she can't. She wanted to bring back time but it's impossible.

She placed her palm on her husbands face, feeling his warmth one more time.

And there, all went black.

HOSPITAL...

Jungkook, and the others waited outside the operating room, still wearing suits as Jungkook's white longsleeves was filled with blood.

Jennie and the girls are also there, while Jennie is still on wheel chair and the girls behind her.

"Jeongsan's asleep now." Taehyung arrived as he stood in front of Jungkook who is sitting on the floor staring at his wedding ring.

"She's going to be alright." Namjoon assured him.

But instead of feeling assured, Jungkook buried his face on his palm and sobbed again.

I'm useless. So fucking useless. Jungkook thought to himself.

"Mr. Jeon?" The doctor finally arrived, removing his operating gloves as Jungkook approached him.

"How did it go? Is she okay now, Doc?" Jennie worriedly asked.

"She is okay!" The Doctor smiled at them making everyone sigh in relief, especially Jungkook.

"We already removed the bullet in her body. But..." And with this, everyone turned their attention back to the Doctor.

"But what, Doc?" Jungkook's eyes slightly widening and his brows riising. Eager to know the next to 'but'.

"But we couldn't save the baby. We did everything we could but the embryo was pierced with the bullet. It didn't survive. I'm very sorry Mr. Jeon." The Doctor explained.

[Embryo = a fetus in the early stages of development.]

"Baby? What baby?" Jungkook furrowed his brows, knowing that Lisa told him she was negative.

"You're wife is three weeks pregnant." The Doctor answered.

What...?

The Doctor left everyone shocked, except for Jennie.

"You didn't know she was pregnant?" Taehyung asked Jungkook as he just shook his head.

"She showed me her test and it says negative. How could---"

"She lied to you." Jennie cut him off.

All turned their attention to Jennie, sitting on a wheelchair wearing a patient's clothes.

"Why would she lie to me? She said she loves me." Jungkook retorted, furrowing his brows in anger.

"She plans on backfiring what you did to her. She wanted to keep your kids all to her. She was afraid you will leave her again and make her believe that ideal families do exist." Jennie spilled.

Jungkook was speechless. In fact, he is now drowning in so much guilt. Feeling more and more self-blame.

"He loved you too, Jungkook. Despite everything you've done to her, she still loves you. She still forgave you. If you truly love her, I only ask you to not do something stupid again." Jennie said, making others nod their head in agreement.

"She's still alive. It's not yet too late to give her compensation. Just know that she still loves you." And then Jennie left them.

Jungkook stood frozen, watching Jennie disappear from their sight.

Jungkook's thoughts are running wild. He kept on blaming himself even more. He started the mess but Lisa was the one who suffered. All Lisa wanted was love, but he was too blinded by power. And now there's no one to blame but him.

I'll make things right.

•••

After three days, Lisa finally woke up. She's now in their mansion with Jungkook and Jennie in the opposite corners of the room doing thier own business.

"Why am I here?" Lisa groaned.

Jungkook and Jennie's eyes widened as soon as they heard Lisa. The two immediately rushed to her bed and held her.

"You're finally awake! I was worried sick!" Jungkook exclaimed, tightening his hold to Lisa's hand.

"Where is Jeongsan? I want to see him now." Lisa forced herself to sit on the bed but the two opposed.

"I'll go get Jeongsan. Just stay here and rest more." Jennie insisted, leaving the couple alone.

"How are you feeling, Baby? Are you hungry? Do you need water or food or anything?" Jungkook asked her.

"I'm feeling a bit dizzy. But yeah, I'm a bit hungry too." She answered. Jungkook smiled at her and kissed the back of Lisa's palm.

"I'll tell the maid to cook your favorite Pork Bone Stew (Gamjatang)." Jungkook said.

"And Churros?"

"And Churros." Jungkook chuckled at the cuteness of her wife.

"Mommy!" Jeongsan barged in the room and ran towards Lisa, engulfing her in a tight hug.

"Oh! You're hugging mommy too much, little bunny." Jungkook separated Jeongsan from the hug.

Jeongsan sat on Lisa's lap and caressed her mommy's ash gray hair.

"I missed you, Mommy!" Jeongsan pouted, trying to suppress his tears.

"Aww. I missed you too baby." Lisa kissed the tip of her son's head.

"But I miss my little sister more."

And Lisa furrowed her brows in confusion, "How did you---"

"They knew. The doctor told them after your operation." Jennie answered.

Lisa turned her head to Jungkook, feeling guilty of lying. But Jungkook just pursed his lips and held both Lisa's hands.

"I have something to tell you about your operation." Jungkook said in a serious tone.

Lisa was more confused at how serious Jungkook is and how tight he's holding her hands.

"What about my operation?" Lisa squinted her eyes in confusion. But deep inside, she's having a bad feeling on what she's about to hear.

"You survived the operation." Jungkook started.

Lisa chuckled and felt relieved at what she thought as Jungkook's silly sarcasm. "Obviously." She said cackling.

"... but our baby didn't."

Lisa's smile slowly fading away. "What kind of joke---"

"You know it's not." Jungkook looked at Lisa directly in the eyes.

"No..." Lisa shook her head. She shook her head over and over again while saying 'no'.

All Jungkook could do is hug her as she mourn the death of their child. Jungkook held back his tears because Lisa needs him right now and he wants Lisa to see him as a strong wall that she can lean on.

"Sssshhh. It's gonna be alright." Jungkook caressed Lisa's back, trying to comfort her.

But Lisa's sobs seems like she's about to lose her sanity. She's throwing light punches at Jungkook's arms as she cry out her pain.

Take it out on me, Lisa and I'll make it right for you.

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A/N:

So I've asked like a lot of people if I should let Lisa live or not but majority says that Lisa should just die and make Jungkook die in guilt too.

But!

That wouldn't do good. I mean I love you guys all and I don't want to give you too much heartache. Which is why I twisted it a little again.

Love you all ❤