LISA'S POV...

"And it hurts even more to think that YOU of all people! YOU DID THIS TO ME! YOU MADE ME A MONSTER! ME RIGHT NOW AND EVEN BEFORE WAS ALL YOUR FAULT! YOU DESERVE TO DIE!!!" And I rushed to him and shoved the gun at his head hardly as I bit my lips.

My mind is getting darker... and darker. I felt like I had no hope. I felt hurt, broken, cheated. I want to end this already. I want to get out of here and finally be with my son. But... why can't I pull the trigger?!

Why can't I fucking blow his head off already?

He's the one at fault! He's the one who betrayed me! Hurt me! Left me! Broke me! I hate him more than I hated myself! And yet here I am... still loving him.

Instead of pulling the trigger, my knees suddenly gave up. I fell on the floor as I slowly held Jungkook's torso tightly, couldn't get a hold of my pathetic self.

I'm a sobbing mess. I can't breath but still, I kept on crying. My lungs feel heavy but that didn't stop me from weeping. Jungkook was quietly looking down on me. My gun fell on the floor as I sat in front of him, powerless.

"Jungkook... how could you?" My voice cracking up from all the sob and screams I made.

"Kill me." I heard Jungkook. My sobs stopped and I faced him up.

"Kill me?! KILL ME?! After what you've done to me, I'm just going to kill you?!" I stood up. My head is starting to get an ache because of anger.

"Suffer first, Jeon Jungkook. If you don't tell me where in fucking place you hid my son and Rosé, you won't like it when I'll play the game you started." I threatened, wiping the tears from my eyes.

"He's better off without you." He answered without emotion making my fist clenched.

"Really? What are you gonna teach him then? To become a fucking member of a crime syndicate? Become an ungrateful mob like you? Or become a pathetic downgraded cheating piece of shit?" I gritted my teeth.

Better off without me? He's obviously destroying my son's life by merely keeping my son with him! He's surrounded by mafias everyday! And I'm not going to let my son to slowly realize who are the people around him and starts to become like them. 

"Do you think I'd let that happen? And look at yourself, Lisa. You are not in a state where you can handle a kid." He said looking up and down at me.

What does he mean by that?!

"I am the mother, Jungkook! Give me back my son! And unlike you, I don't want to keep him just because of inheritance matters!" I pointed at him. He heaved a sigh.

"I didn't keep him for JB Group." Liar.

"Keep telling that to yourself, Jeon Jungkook." I stepped closer to him and whispered, "Because everything you take for granted, gets taken." And I took my dress and left him there.

I will take my son, whatever it takes. You will regret everything, Jeon Jungkook. I will make sure to make you realize that you've taken from the wrong mother.

JUNGKOOK'S POV...

"Where were you?! I thought you died somewhere just now!" Suga scolded as we make our way to the airport, inside the car.

"Almost." I answered making him eye me in  shook in the rear view mirror.

"Did you meet her?" Suga asked and Lisa's crying face immediately flashed in my head.

"Did you kill her?" Suga once again asked when he noticed my brows furrowing upon the thought of Lisa.

"I could've." I answered. Suga furrowed his brows in confusion.

"You could've? You mean you had the chance to kill her but you didn't?" Suga asked, trying to comprehend what I meant. I responded with a hum.

"Why?" Suga softly asked. I looked at the window of the car and watched as the lights that we pass through slowly fading away.

"She was crying." I simply answered.

I don't want to answer Suga some unconfirmed feelings that will only ruin everything. I don't want to confirm any feelings of mine either because that's... easier.

As soon as we arrived at the airport, we immediately flew back to Australia. Jeongsan complained why we stayed not long enough for him to enjoy Spain but I only spoiled him food and toys to make him shut up until we came back home.

"It hasn't been a day since you went to Spain. What happened?" Rosé asked as she took the sleeping Jeongsan resting on my shoulders.

"Just take him to sleep. Were flying to Korea." I demanded making my way up to my bedroom.

As I peacefully change into comfortable clothes in my closet, V entered.

"Why didn't you kill her? And why are we going back to Korea when your purpose is to keep Jeongsan away from her?" V retorted almost sounded like he's scolding me.

"Lisa won't kidnap Jeongsan. She'll just win his favor but I won't let her. And it's time for Jeongsan to live in his original country." I simply answered making V furrow his brows.

"That's a total sack of lies, JK. But whatever your reason is, you better know what your doing. Jeongsan will be the one affected when you and Lisa won't fix this shit." He puts his hands on his pocket.

"I'll let Lisa meet him." I answered making V become serious.

"Um, what?" Taehyung squinted his eyes, unable to understand what I just said.

"Just once. Jeongsan won't consider her as his mother anyways." I continued. V let out a disbelief chuckle.

"I'm getting curious of what happened earlier after you commanded me to take Jeongsan to the airport." Taehyung puts on his sly smirk.

"Nothing happened. I just thought of a new plan." I said.

"What plan?" V furrowed his brows.

I just realized that I love her so much. I love Lisa so much that I'm afraid she might ruin me. Ruin my plan and everything. Which is why I have to make this decision before eveything gets out of control.

"When Lisa finally meets Jeongsan, tell Jin to snipe her and kill her." I coldly said. V looked at me in disbelief.

"A head shot, V. I want a head shot."

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A/N:

So actually I have so many edits and revises on this chapter that's why it took me just a little long to update. But I hope you'll like it ;*